Chapter 1) The fight

TW: slightly Unsympathetic Light sides, Logan being slapped, arguing, and some swearing

Third person POV:
Logan was always ignored by the light sides, they never cared for what he had to say and only acknowledged his smarts when he was dealing with dark sides. Nobody listened to him, ironically the dark sides listened to him the most and Janus had forced him to keep quiet a lot. He knew they only did it because they knew he didn't feel emotions. And normally, they would be right. But after years of being ignored and being treated like he wasn't even there or important, he snapped for the brain could only handle so much stress and pressure.

Logan's POV:
The others had been dealing with a lot of complicated problems to deal with Thomas. I was trying to tell the others about a way that would be able to help Thomas but I just got talked over. Suddenly, I felt this pure bubbling sensation in the pit of my stomach like all the stress inside of me was able to explode my insides. But nothing exploded, no pain happened... Before I could even think logically about what I was doing; my mouth spoke for me;
"Would you all just shut the hell up and listen to me?!" I had shouted at them, this was... this was new, very new... But it oddly felt good... They all looked at me, shocked expression on their faces.
"Logan! Langu-"
"No! I'm an adult I can say hell..! I'm trying to tell you th-" I was interrupted once again by Roman.
"No need to get your panties in a twist, Calculator Watch." This only made me feel more intense pressure in my stomach, I believe it was called... anger. I felt it whenever Roman had called me stupid during the puppet episode but it was never this bad, this time it felt like I would literally explode if I didn't speak up about how I... felt?
"Shut up! And let me help! Or at least hear me out!"
"What are you talking about, Logan? We always-"
"No, no you don't listen to me! You never do! You only listen whenever I'm keeping Janus and Remus under control or when Janus is fucking pretending to be me!" I shouted, clenching my fists tightly which made it feel like my nails would go through the skin which I was pretty positive they were.
"You don't need to shout LoLo... We don't do that..! We treat you li-"
"Like shit? Yeah, you do! And stop spreading falsehoods! You're such a liar, Patton, you're just as bad as Jan-" I was interrupted by Patton smacking me across the face, causing me to fall down and hold my cheek.
"You don't know what you're talking about, Logan! You just want us to look bad just because we won't do everything you suggest for Thomas!" Patton shouted, glaring down at me.
"Padre!" Roman gasped softly, looking at Me then at Patton as I scowled slightly.
"You're all just as bad as Janus and Remus..! Maybe even worse! At least they listen to me..!" I shouted as I slowly stood up, feeling the burning in my cheek.
"God Logan... If they care for you so much, why don't you just go join them..?!" Virgil finally snapped, standing next to Patton. I stared at him in shock before looking at Patton who just glared more and Roman who quickly looked away, seeming upset since I had subtly just compared him to his brother. I shakingly clenched my fists as I glared at them, my eyes glowing a dark blue as I felt the anger build up more and more.
"Fine! I will! They at least care for my words..!" I shouted before sinking away, not even caring to stay to see if they would apologize. They always apologized but they never stopped... They always seemed to feel bad but they. Never. STOPPED! I growled loudly as I slammed my hands onto my desk, glaring at the surface of the desk.
"I'll show them... I'll just go to people who actually care..." I growled quietly before I sank out of my room... But First I needed to find the dark sides....


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Hope it's not too cringe worthy or dumb, I might be projecting my own feelings into Logan for this but hey... What'cha gonna do? I don't have many ideas for what Dark Side Logan will look like so if you have any ideas, let me know! I'd love to hear them! ^^

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