Once Upon A Possiblity

Wills POV
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"Hey uncle Adam? Why do boys sometimes kiss? And hold hands?" He had looked at me disgusted. "Because they are faggots. It's gross. Ignore them." I frown. "Yes sir. But if they love each other does it matter?" 9 year old me asks.
"Why? Do you like boys?"
"They're better than girls." 
His fist collides with my cheek. Pain. A tear leaks out. "Don't you ever fucking say that again." I nod. "Yes sir." He nods at me. "Go find your mother. I'm done with you."  I go find my mom. "Adam again?" I nod. "What did you do William?"
"I asked why can guys not like each other. And he hit me." She frowns. "They can't Will. It's not natural. Girls and boys are made to be with each other. Anything else is gross." (A/N: this is physically hurting me to write. It's not my opinion I swear.) "But it doesn't hurt us. Why should we care who they love?"
"Will" her tone was getting mad and I knew that this was going to end in me getting beat by uncle Adam again. "Yes ma'am I understand." I run up to my room. I lay down in my bed trying to forget what I had said about my best friend. "Wow he's cute." A girl had whispered. "I know right." I had said back. She looked at me strangely and her friend made a puking sound. I wanted to cry but I didn't. Then when I got home I had gotten beaten. I don't remember why. I just remember hurting everywhere. And then my mom telling me that I was going to a camp. In Long Island. 5 hours away from them.

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I wake up. Feelings I had locked deep inside me had started to surface again. After the kiss. I don't know what Nico thinks about it. I feel something wet and realize tears are streaming down my face. I sit up. Then I sorta scream. Nico is standing in the corner of my room. "Hey..." He says carefully avoiding my eyes. "Listen I'm sorry for yesterday. I know you have a girlfriend, and I'm a guy, and you probably think that's gross. I'm sorry."
"That was my fist kiss Nico it was-" before I could get helpful out of my mouth he cuts me off. "Horrible, gross, disgusting? I know your in a relationship. I'm sorry. Also, it's ok. You don't have to spare my feelings." And he walks out. I wipe away my tears and lay back down. Then I cry again. Tears flood down my face. I get up and get dressed with tear streaming down and soaking everything. I start to put on my yellow shirt but i can't look at it and not think Nico. Then something comes to me. I'm not in a relationship... and I am very much into guys. Maybe. I think so. I think about kissing a girl. Ew. I think about kissing Nico. What if? I sigh. Fuck. What is my mother going to think. My dad left her for Kayla's dad. She hates the LGTBQ+ community. I wipe my tears.

Nicos POV
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I'm not going today. I can't face him. Probably going to tell Kayla that his gross roommate kissed him. She's gonna cry. And be a girl about it. Girls are... words. I lay down on my bed and hear a faint knock. Will walks in. "I don't have a girlfriend." Wow now he's broken up with her. Great. "She's my fucking sister." Oh. (No me cheese) "Oh."
"She's my sister. Not my girlfriend. Why would my girlfriend ask if you were single?" I shake my head. "No...?"
"I thought we were being loud. How did you not hear us."
My cheeks flame red. "All I could hear were erm, your names, being yelled I thought-"

"Oh gods. You thought, that we were?" I nod.
"She's my sister." I nod again. "Sorry." He shakes his head in disbelief. "The kiss?"
"Was stupid. You said you were straight." He sits down on my bed. I'm propped up against the wall. He scoots a little bit closer. And leans in. I jerk back. "Don't tease me."
"I'm not." He whispers. Then he puts his head down in my lap. I run my hands through his hair. It's soft and fluffy. And curly. I close my eyes. I feel Will shift. When I open my eyes he's staring at me. "Nico? Can I kiss you again?" I nod. Just barely. He sits up and I scoot closer. Then I lean in. A tiny bit. And he leans in. And we look at each other. And then Will giggles. And I laugh a little bit. And soon we're laying on my bed laughing so hard that we can't breath. "I- I'm sorry." He says. "Will you play with my hair again. I have such a headache." I nod. He puts his head on my lap. I play with his amazing hair. My alarm sounds. "Ugh I have to get up will."
"We should skip."
"And waste thousands of dollars? No." So I get up and he goes back to his room. I pull on black jeans and shirt and my brown aviator jacket. I brush through my hair. Then I brush my teeth and walk out of my room. And grab a bowl of cereal. I sit on the counter. Will walks into the kitchen and wraps his arms around my waist. "I can still kiss you right?" I blush and he presses his lips on mine. It's soft and sweet and only lasts a few seconds. But it's there. "Will?"
I ask when we break apart. "What," his forehead wrinkles.
"What are you to me? A significant other?"
"Significant annoyances, more like it."
"Are we boyfriends now?" He grins.
"Only if you want." I bight lip. "Of course." And we kiss. Long and hard. I part my lips slightly and his tongue slips in. Our teeth clumsily knock together. Will pulls away and breaks kisses my nose. "We have to go darling." I raise my eyebrows. "Darling?" He chuckles. "Idk"
"Dork."
"Your dork."
"My dork" and he kisses me again before we head to school. Hand in hand.

A/N:
YAYYY Solangelo! It's my book and every time they kiss I fangirl. Eeeee. Anyway I hope you like it. I worked hard. Also 4everAndAlwaysANerd thank you for your help editing the last few. If you still want to help you can. If not it doesn't matter to me. 😁 have a good day/night y'all

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