Disclaimer: LOTS OF SWEARS

Ayo hitman bang introduces the second audition......yeet no. I woke up at 7 am and realized oh it's fucking early let's go back to sleep. But my mom was like no you're not fucking going back to sleep. She poured WATER on me which was totally unnecessary. I went downstairs after I brushed my teeth and realized I looked crusty dusty and rusty. So I showered cuz my hair is greasy. I went downstairs..again..and found a bowl of soup. I asked my mom if it was for me and it was so I ate it. But it was potato soup, I realized that I am a cannibal for I have sinned..:( I ate my fellow potats! Woeifnweijfoiwjefoijwdf..... I attend my zoom and my teacher appeared and I was still eating but the camera was on. Oh no my entire class had seen me eat my own kind. Holy shit..fuck. My BFF was like what the heck are you doing and I was like.. eating my potats. My shiba inu and pomeranian puppies both came up to me and was like what ya eating? I am eating my potato and I was like want some..and then I realized that they cannot speak and I am just a fucking weirdo. I tried finishing my homework but then I procrastinate because I'm a fucking queen at it. I started to read fanfics and making quizzes on uquiz because why not. My sis decided to make some strawberry and banana smoothie and I drank some. While I was drinking some, I started to contemplate whether I am a 13 year old or I'm really just a 5 year old stuck in a 13 year old body. Then, my mom approached me and was ranting about how I should go outside but I won't because i don't want to. Then the conversation changed to frogs because apparently my grandma was going to cook it because that's how asian grannies are. I was like eww don't grandma but then she threw a slipper at me and said shut up. I ran to the corner and cried. In the end, my grandma didn't even cook the frog and it just sat on the counter and I was disgusted. Then I started contemplating my childhood and whether it was actually traumatizing or just plain weird. I know I already talked about in my other book because I need to rant but why not add it on here. I literally got shipped off to China when I was like 1 month old and I genuinely thought my parents had died and then I return 5 years later and I was like holy shit my parents didn't fucking die. They just left me in China for fucking 5 years and didn't bother to tell me that they were fucking alive. They are not toxic btw, they just had no common sense. My sisters also got sent with me but then they disappeared too, guess where? With my parents. I thought they got kidnapped. Just realized that I fucking killed a bird once because I thought it was dead and buried it with my sisters and my childhood friend who we will call Jack cuz we kids had no brain cells at all.  I finished my smoothie and decided to workout but then decided not to during the workout and my mom yelled at me to play piano and I was like dude no need to shout. Then I ate some bread because I love bread. I watch movie and now I'm writing my story and I know this won't get attention so I just rant on here cuz..im weird. I started rewatching BANGBANGCON cuz BTS IS LIFE and also because im a fucking ARMY. Maybe this is why i'm so weird..then I got depressed knowing that BTS doesn't and will not ever know that exist in the world so why am I existing if I cant even meet the seven people that make me live my whole life and not make me just die somewhere in the corner? 

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