I was left alone I've asked the doctor to let me be for a bit, before he let in my 'loved ones' I flip myself over causing an screech of the crap bed I was placed in.

My mind swooped in; devouring. If Nana is here..- just Doris please just be Doris.

My eyes roamed the white walls leading to the ground similar in its shades of white tiles to ceiling. The only color that brightens up in this dull room was a pile of my stuff, and ofcourse the black chair and the green line that zigzag upwards on the heart monitor.

My head was far from reality, I hadn't even realize the sound of the heart monitor. was it just the drugs? I can't.. help it the lump in my throat started to swell up as I try gulp it down a tear had trailed down my cheek, while an fire like pit grew in my chest and an void grew in the back of my head. I let out an unsteady breath.

I've had many other times like this.
Often alone with memory.

An buzzing in the room caused me to flinched up from the cushion sponge like bed. I wiped my eyes and followed the sound, my bag lay on an stand beside me. Unluckily it was on my right side, the charms of being the black cat.

I reached out and the cold hit my legs as I shift sitting side ways from the bed. I dug in and found my phone. My eyes were droopy as I read. Private number. Long distance may apply..

I ignored the call, great. It was my fifth time changing my number since I started school.

What is it with these calls!

I toss my phone to the side, as my eyes roamed.

I knew what I had to do, it was childish to not confront Dan. I had convinced myself he had somehow.. someway slipped drugs into my fries.

But.. I sound crazy.- But. . I believe I deserve answers. I brought my figures to my chin, tapping gently. Okay. Let's see the damage.

Ripping the cord off my thumb. The monitor began to beep.

I struggled to stand at first my legs felt wobbly. It was harder as I put one foot after another; and it was painful bringing my healing neck to look down.

It was unnerving for me, as my sight kept sweeping upon my wrist. I was hesitant to bring my face to the mirror. Finally stopping at the sink I breath out, the gown hadn't done well keeping myself with warmth. The cold floor brought shivers down my back. I shake my head. Looking sternly at the mirror, my heart leaped to my throat.

I focus behind me where the exist door was.

"Ok." I stare at myself intensively, I had an busted lip and the neck brace that I had to waer time to time: I had to make sure I do the physical therapy stretching and turning my head.

I gulp. . What if I lost my.. I look to the cast that were around my right wrist. I had metal implants? Of some sorts keeping my bones intact.. a crawl ran down my spine.

I have to find Dan. I have to ask him was it real. Was it real? I locked my eyes at myself.

Unfortunately I wasn't sure of his location..

While I stand, I seem to stare off. A knock at the door was distance. I was far in thought. My eyes were zone out I wasn't even looking at myself through the mirror. More likely looking through myself.

I taken in a big breath urging myself to speak it came out hasty "Yeah!?" I said.

ripping my gaze off the mirror the door was silent the banging stopped. "Hello?" I mutter.

I grinded my teeth as I moved to look at the door. "Is anyone ther-" I gasped loudly as my foot caught onto itself causing me to tell. I cursed at myself ready to hit the cold cement floor.

But in suprise, I was caught in hold of strong firm arms. I let out an shiver my body in turn made out an groan as an shooting tingle ran through my beating heart into my veins.

"Wha-.." I say in disbelief. The walls and around this mad was liquefied and he seemed as if the only thing that wasn't moving.

His sharp jaw, and priecing eyes gloom over mine. His slick hair was side ways causing an affect of an fringe like thing but an flip way aswell groomed back. Showing the white scar on his left temple.

"Shh. You need to- this isn't how I'm supposed to introduce myself.." He more likely spoke to himself rather than me.

I was slowly trying to loosen myself from the man's grip.

"Remedy stop. I've watched you for an long time to know your more fearless to be afraid. "

Who is this guy!?

"You don't know me! Help!" I shout and when I did- I regret it as soon as the room began to churn my insides and move slowly like an slither of an snakes movement with all its glorious white grey shades and points of the room.

He then picked up his grip and the room stilled again. " What wha- was that." I said nauseous.

"Telepathic Portals one of the rarest." His voice seemed to ripple with the liquid illusion. Bouncing off the walls seemingly.

"I feel high. . " I say while scanning the walls.

"Ho- how. No wait." I didn't know what to say my mind seem to spin, I seem to not focus on the man beside his eyes that burned into mine an familiarity urged within me, my heart hammered causing me to blind my ears with the rythem.

"Your going to faint. I knew I shouldn't have done this your too weak. You'll see me soon I swear. At the time being. Find the fountain I've cast in your visions."

I grumbled and I seem to lose my strength.

"What?" As soon the words slipped my mouth blackness taken over and I was now in the void.

"And what?"

"She'll be sent home. Bed rest. Her exercise.."

I was half awake. little that I knew tingles formed along my finger tips chasing an urge to go through my veins rapidly my heart pumped.

"Shh child.." I hear Doris's voice while an melody formed in the back of my head. I didn't find the doctors voice speaking anymore, the melody sank me further from reality.

Doris's hands had cupped my figures and I heard an foreign language she muttered underneath her breath before I felt ripped away from sleep and into an awake darkness.

Suddenly the icy air ripped my hair in my face and now I was standing in the train tracks where the subways go through. I stand from crouching.

No. Way.

Hey sorry for the late update I made it long for the time I missed last week.

-.- stay real :)

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