▫️ Chapter 5 ▫️
I kept my head firmly placed in the pillow. Not willing to look up and see him.
"Look at me, please!" I heard him beg as he lightly touched my shoulder.
I instantly pulled away when he touched me, "Don't you dare touch me?!" I seethed through my pillow.
That's when I felt myself being pulled up from the comforts that this pillow gives me and I was sat up against the wall. Now face to face with my ex-lover!
I watched as his teeth gleamed in the moonlight from smiling at me. I'm just now realising how creepy that really is.
"I've missed you a lot." He whispered. I presume its to not alarm any officers, however I'm fairly sure their not even alive by the looks of the knife he was holding!
Silence surrounded us. I looked at him and his eyes seemed to want to send a message to me, but I couldn't tell what he was trying to say.
Was he actually thinking I would say 'I missed you too' back! Oh hell nah?!
"Couldn't you just kill me with that knife of yours. Better yet, why don't you just stab me in the back just like you did before?!" I seethed. (I meant that as in metaphorically when I referred to as before!).
"I would never stab you. I wouldn't even be able to do it even if I did want to. That's because I love you. In fact, I would take being stabbed with a knife if that meant to protect you." He whispered as he now delicately stroked my cheek.
I swear this is word rape!
"You've said 'I love you' quite a lot nowadays that I think you don't even mean it." I said as I looked to the bars which were now to my right.
My head was immediately turned to look back at him, his eyes looking at my lips, "don't even think of kissing me Dan! I swear if you do, then there will be no chance of us even being friends."
Dans mouth formed a smile, "so if I do kiss you, that means we can go back to girlfriend and boyfriend."
I rolled my eyes. Of course he would think that!
"No Dan. I mean strangers. And I'm not trying to be sarcastic or anything, I'm actually being serious for once in my goddamn life!" My words instantly made Dan pull away from me.
Thank god! Now I have some breathing room!
"It's hard to control myself when I'm around you." He said with that smile of his completely disappeared. Which usually means he's being serious but I'm really not sure anymore.
"Whatever. What do you want?" I asked now getting to the point.
"Well I want you but I know that's gonna take time. I also wanna tell you that we are close to getting you out of here and lastly, I want to know why your rejecting my notes?" He said flat out.
It took me a minute to try and figure out how I was gonna say all this.
"Firstly, your gonna have to wish for a miracle for me to someday be yours again. Secondly, thank god! That's literally what I've been asking all along to everyone, it took you long enough to finally tell me some decent news! And lastly, I don't want to here your bullcràp so I simply threw them away." I was then hushed by Dan with his hand. His proximity very close again.
"I don't want to ever hear that pretty little mouth of yours say anything like that again!" He said sternly.
I rolled my eyes at him. He can't tell me what I can and can't do?!
"Now-" he said whilst pulling something out of his pocket. Please let it be a knife, please let it be a knife, "here are your letters." He said whilst placing the letters in my hand, his own hand lingering for a few moments longer than needed.
I really did wish it was a knife!
I looked down and that's when Dan moved his hand away from my mouth. And there they were, all the letters that have been sent over the last month now placed in my hands.
"I thought that if you did reject the letters then I would make an extra copy just to make sure you read what was in them." He whispered again whilst looking at me in the eye.
I forgot about those dazzling brown eyes which shone everywhere he went. They truly were magnificent.
I shook my head in protest of becoming too intrigued by his eyes but it was too late, he realised.
He held a small smirk upon his face. His eyes glinting with mischief.
He lent forward even more, causing me to become more enclosed between the wall and him.
"I've missed your touch-" he said, whilst his hand rubbed my thigh. My breathe catching in my throat, "I missed you voice-" he started to kiss my neck which made me moan, "and your moans-" Why wasn't I moving? Why was I completely frozen? He then looked up into my eyes and held them there before looking down at my lips, "and I've missed your lips-" he trailed off as he lent further forward.
I can't!
So, I roughly pushed him away from me and watched his next moves like a hawk would with its prey.
I watched his shadowy figure pace around as his eyes visibly held a clear expression amongst the moonlight and that was hurt. His pacing made me anxious and I'm fairly sure, somewhere deep down I felt slight fear for the man who stood before me.
I watched on as he suddenly stopped and looked at me, "read the letters. We will be back for you and by then, I want you to have read these letters."
He then vanished into the oblivion of the night. Only leaving behind his distinct scent which always blew me away and these letters.
Guess I better start reading them.
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