Hey guys this is Ambers Brother Jacob.
    A long time ago my sister was thinking about taking writing to a whole new level so she wanted me to take over her Wattpad.
    But I declined cause I told her if she became a big shot she would still have to keep in touch with her friends.
     She agreed to it and decided to keep it.
      About a week or two after she got out of the hospital from her illness.
  (She was diagnosed with pneumonia)
    She started acting strange..she was not as happy as she always was.
    Yea she was taken advantaged of and bullied but she somehow pulled through.
   I had finally got the guts to ask her what was wrong and she answered with a question.
    "What do you do if you cared about some one but you couldn't help them?"
   I didn't know the answer of course but a tired to answer the best I could.

One night she didn't come out of her room so I went to check on her to find blood on her bed along with knife and a that note crumbled up on the bed - (which is up there) and the window wide open.

(If you can't read it this is what it says)

~If life was a blessing wHy is it so cruEl?
If death is crueL why is it so settle?
but it doesn't bother me anymore.
Please don't feel bad about what's happening.
its just a stage.
Jacob if you're reading this I'm long gone by now, far away where no will find ME.
- Amber B.
(On the back)
-To Find GOD-

By the looks of the blood and the knife she obviously tried to commit suicide...
I went through her messages tried to see if someone provoked her and told her to.
But all I found was her trying to help some one but couldn't.
My parents and police are still on the search for finding her.
I haven't given up hope..something tells me she's still alive...I just don't know where...
If anyone has a clue (like if she told you were she liked to hang out or something please tell me...I want to find my sister.

Thank you