"Mark........." Donghyuck woke up with a jolt, the nightmare won't stop haunting him. Regardless of time he was afraid that he'd loose Mark forever. Taking up the entire Mafia Empire was not an easy task, before shit was easy for he had nothing to worry. No one waiting for him. But now, Mark was his world, their little girl was his universe. Lighting a cigarette he ran his fingers through his long red hair, he had it long because he loved playing with it after they made love, he didn't smoke as much because his daughter was a baby, it were as if he were living in their life than they were in his.

"Hyuck...... I'll be going home to stay with Mom and Dad for sometime. Please call me if you need anything. Okay? I'll be back in a blink. Thank you for everything you've done to me." Renjun came in with a cup of British tea and steaming hot food.

"I'll miss you Junnie." He whispered, as he pulled the Chinese into a tight hug. Renjun smiled hugging him back as tight.

"I'll miss you more. I love you Hyuck, but as a friend. But.......What's wrong?" The pretty boy pulled the once bad boy away so he can see his face. "You were the most confident man out there but now he was a.......breaking ware of porcelain.

"I'm afraid Junnie......I'm afraid I'd loose Mark, what If they hurt Sarang? He......He tries to tell me something but everytime we try to talk it out I have something keeping me occupied. He's hiding something and it killing me. I love him so much.............I can't live with Mark anymore. And she's my everything Junnie. I'll shoot myself if anyone hurts them." It wasn't wrong to be afraid of loosing the only people you love in your life, Renjun didn't have the right words to comfort the crying beauty but he hugged him as warmly as he can.

Mark slipped down the door with a sigh, he ran his fingers through his blonde hair. What was happening to them? How can he tell his lover the truth behind the reason why he was being like this. Why Seulgi hasn't done anything, the price he'd have to pay for all what happened. His daughters soft crying made him stand on his feet again and enter the room.

"I think you guys need to speak things out." Renjun kissed Donghyucks forehead and left the room. Donghyuck wiped his tears as he awkwardly stared at his lover playing with their daughter.

"He's right. We should talk." Sadly Donghyucks phone starting ringing. He answered it without a second thought.

The car drove past the house with Marks knuckles red for he held the steering wheel so tight. Hyuck's bit his lips, when did things turn so awkward and difficult to talk to eachother. Hyuck got off the car leaving the older in the car. Jisung sat on the bed with a broken smile. Donghyuck took his seat before him, as the younger told him all everything. The truth behind all what had happened and what was happening. The older flinched at the sudden loud gun shot and saw his lover walk back to the car.

"Why?" He whispered. Donghyuck turned to face Marks troubled face. He straddled him, the cramping drivers seat, their eyes lingering within eachother.

"You know don't you? Everything Jisung told me? You won't leave me right? Mark please......." Donghyuck cradled the older face, the blonde man  caressed the beauty's cheek.

When Donghyuck was slammed on the bed that night, the kiss too intense to convey to the painful truth that was yet to be revealed. Hyuck screamed into the darkness, his wrists pinned above his head, Marks lips on his skin, the answer never given to the red haired beauty. Tears rolled down those grey bear like orbs.

"I'm addicted to a loosing game Hyuck." Mark spoke for the first time in hours. "All I know is loving you is a loosing game." He bit his lips.

"Mark......What are you talking about?!" Hyuck tried to sit up but the grip on his wrists were so hard he couldn't budge.

"I'll loose you no matter how hard I fight Donghyuck." He mumbled through clenched jaws.

"You won't!! Mark I need you. We need you. What's wrong with you?! Jisung said that it wasn't Jaehyun but Johnny who is behind all these and.........Why are you saying stuff as if you are going to l-leave me?!" Donghyuck managed to break free, he sat up. "Why are you fucking me amidst all these?! Don't tell me you are........" He started hyperventilating.

"Hyuck.......Let's break up. We can't go on like this, I can't fucking loose you to Johnny because that man I'd fucking obsessed with you!" Mark hissed, Haechan drew harsh breaths, he started shaking.

"A-Are you giving me.....u-up? To him? Mark what's wrong with you?! I'm your boyfriend, the mother of your daughter. If we were a loosing game then here..........Shoot me. Kill me right now and you are free to go." Hyuck reached for his gun, he placed it inbetween the olders hands, aiming to his heart.

"I'm breaking up because......... Because I'm making you weak, not because I'm going to give you up to him. I want you to be stronger baby. I'm just dragging you......Hyuck don't!!" The older stopped his lover from pulling the trigger, they fought over the gun and Hyuck pulled the trigger, the bullet piercing through Marks arm.

"If you.......If you leave me. Leave us, I'll send a bullet through my head." Donghyuck slapped Mark hardy then pulled him down to make out. "I love you God damn it. I fucking love you so much." He said between kisses as he dragged him down to continue what they started. "We'll fight it together. Hmm? Please promise me you'll never even dream of breaking up with me." His voice broke and Mark nodded with a smile.