I can't express to you the level of pain in my head

The pain in my heart and the pain in my soul

How broken our world is today.

These words do not exist

My vocabulary empty

My mind blank

My soul crushed in despair of how my body is perpetually numb.

My eyes blind to the terror of blood

Till I ignore and become desensitized

Desensitized to the pain and sorrow of humanity.

I no longer care to search

Mindless mundane activities fill my eyes

Till they fill to the brim and the bucket overturned and my mind an empty blank slate

White.

Where should my mind go if I am slowly becoming insane?

To crack my mind open and replace it with memories of sun and joy

Humanity united

Hands clasped in supplication

Begging for forgiveness

Crying out in laughter.

The pain in my heart so deep

So unyielding

The only cure is for my eyes to see visions of future humanity joyously together in human paradise

And hope for a better tomorrow.