I'm sad. Like close to a mental breakdown sad. I found the anime list on Netflix and it reminded me of the time I had a huge obsession with it. And I genuinely miss loving something that much, which sounds stupid because obviously I have the people I love; but this dumb thing brought me so much happiness and I used to be able to rant about it with my friends at school, but now we don't. And ugh this whole chapter sounds stupid and I sound stupid but WHATEVER cuz we're all gunna die in the end so it doesn't matter what we say when we're alive.

Anyways I asked my sister if I could use my old iPod to check out my old anime list I used to keep and here it is:

That's 58 anime that I've watched. And I can already tell you it's not all of it, because I didn't put down all of the Ghibli movies I've seen or one of my favorite anime Kuzu no Honkai (Scum's Wish). I say one of my favorites because Kizniaver is my favorite and probably will always be my favorite.
Also idk why I put Kamisima Kiss down so far on the list, because that anime was like the second one I've watched after Sailor Moon.

Okay well this is the end of that little rant. Idk if I'll end up keeping this chapter up, usually I take down the ones where I'm being existential or panicky, but I don't think this one is too bad so..
Yeah.