"I want to relinquish in you, for- forever"

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                            Chapter-49

"Is she dead?"

I heard a fainted voice when everything around me was in black. The wind around me has something different in itself. The first time I felt very light; with no pressure like I'm lost in thoughts.

"No, she can't be dead she didn't even marry anyone or have children. The fuck she never even dated anyone or left alone the kissing thing. I mean at least she should have lost her virginity before dying."

" so Vanessa you want Amanda to lose her virginity before dying?"

"Ah, Mrs Parker I didn't mean that I mean.."

"After everything clears up we will talk!"

Good for Vess because she can't keep her mouth shut. And I wanted to scream so badly that I've kissed Cole many times but then I realized if I did that I would be the one who was going to be in the limelight for asking so many questions for the rest of my life.

Great just great perks of being Amanda parker.

"Well you can't say that she hasn't kissed anyone, in fact, yesterday I heard that she was head over heels with someone, " Cole's voice turned the messy thing into messier.

"What do you mean?" My mother's voice chimed in. And I know now she will try to be very positive like everything was normal between us from beginning to the end. The only thing she can't compress is I don't care what she thinks of me this time.

"Do you want me to point out my finger to the one person who is standing in this room and who is the only one responsible for reliving the fantasy of her, " Dylan coughed?

" you- the goofy one! What do you mean?" 

Ok her voice shrieked me out nonchalantly through my body and I realized it is necessary to open my eyes otherwise things will he worse.

All of a sudden Dylan started laughing. Of course, it was a fake laugh to lighten the situation from his side but it was plain white to see he was faking it. I mentally slapped myself for these people who are my best friends.

"Yes. I also want to know what do you mean Dylan?" And I can from the blanket Cole's famous smirk on his famous.

persistent one. I like it!

Oh please, he deserves a punch on his face.

Or maybe he deserves a kiss on his flabbergasted mouth!

"Can someone give me some water?" I coughed.

Ok! I fake coughed.

"What are you talking Dylan? She should have told me if something happened in her life."

Oh, darling, you have no idea what is happening in her life.

"Now what are we talking about here Vanessa? What happened in her life?" Mom, insisted for her to carry on but somehow she stopped herself
Only if Dylan remained silent.

" don't you remember Vanessa? that guy Joseph from our football team who was trying so hard to get in Amanda's pants but couldn't because his ball is not more working that much fluently. However, they are working perfectly fine for Beatrice I guess, " I seriously need to kill Dylan for this one.

"So what? And why are we talking about Beatrice and Joseph?" Vess asked him curiously.

I know-how mentally I want to kill Dylan for this one but I'm also curious and want to know what made him back off or in Dylan's language what made his balls crack off?

"Oh don't you know who made his balls suffer so much?" Dylan raised his one eyebrow sceptically while ignoring everyone's hanging mouth.
And at the corner, I can see cole smiling, or maybe we can say blushing?

What's the thing of blushing here?
I know there was a major fight between Joseph and Cole but that didn't mean they were fighting for so long

Or were they?

Did Cole beat him up more than one time?

Of course, he did! You don't know more about him, do you?
Was there a serious rivalry between them?

"What balls are you guys talking about?" Mom ruffled voice sounded as much plain as it can get.

Oh, my dearest mother you wouldn't want to know what balls they are talking about. I pouted my mouth in the hope to get in a legitimate conclusion.

"Can you guys stop bickering this girl is just going to die if she didn't wake up now, " Vess started sniffing?

Aren't they overreacting?

I mean how can I die if my eyes are open and I'm asking for a glass of water from them but no! They are neglecting me as I used to neglect mom for the past few days.

"Before she dies I want to take her all money so that I can roam around the world, " Dylan's voice sounded lost

oh, I know why because that fucker started daydreaming about all those places he wanted to visit.

Only God knows what kind of places he wants to visit in what sector.
Vess slapped him hard on his head.

"Ouch! You don't have to be insecure Vanessa if you wanted to visit places with me all you have to do is ask, " and that was not sounding good because he has a huge smirk on his face.

That kind of smirk which I want to punch.

"Ah! I can feel the sexual tension between you guys, " Cole's voice sounded sexy as hell but I forget to point out that it was the last trigger to put fire on mom's fatal expression.

"Silence! I want a pin drop silence in this room!"

Maybe Dylan was waiting for this moment because he did the opposite of what mom told him to do.
There was a huge crack voice shielded through the empty walls when all the glass bottles founded dead in the flat area.

" Didn't did it on purpose!" Dylan's voice sounded the only sinking voice in the rage of the storm.

I think it's time to remind them again that I wanted a glass of water and because of me they all were here otherwise mom will kill Dylan and many Cole also because he was laughing so hard plucking his stomach.

Though the situation in itself doesn't seem that devastating.

However, you can't comprehend with the mother who has raging Dylan with her eyes like a bully who just has seen something red and flaming all the energy just to kill one person.

"Listen D-"

"I need a glass of water!" I shouted through my lungs out. Thought the fact is no one paid attention to me because they were all busy creating a soap opera here.

"Dylan I need to talk to your parent's first."

"Can someone see that a girl here dying because of thirst!" I shouted.

And due to the almighty or god I finally get the attention of all people at me.

You know, I'm not a fan of attention or having all eyes at me but here in this moment, I'm dying to have all eyes at me.

"Oh, baby you are finally awake, "

those were the words I heard before Cole strangled me to death because his body was all over mine.

I know I could have died because of his weight but his smell his body his presence feels so good. However, I need to breathe otherwise it would not sound good that a girl does because of the weight of her lover.

"Yes, I'm awake but will you let me breathe?" I whispered in his ears when my heart was beating madly.

Oh, this room has witnessed the extreme level of awkwardness and the unfaithful silence before the command.

What do you mean?

Before he starts kissing, look mom is ready to eat him alive the way he is staring at him with his deadly eyes.

"Shhhh. Let me kiss you, " he whispered so low and kissed my earlobe.

Do you know? I don't know much about hormones and all but that fucking thing made me crazy it opened a well of desires in my stomach.

And all dried up butterflies of my body started dancing in one rhythm all at once.

When his subtle jawline touched my chin, and his hands were creating wonders because they were stroking my hairs. It gives me peace, the peace I had never thought that I will get but here in this moment, I want to lose in those perfect chocolaty brown pool of orbs once again.

"You know Dude you can make love now if you want to, " Dylan simply said to Cole in his ears.

Ok! He seriously deserves a punch on his face because Cole's face becomes all red like a deep-red tomato. He stood up from where he was consoling me and made a distance between us by standing just twenty metres away from me.

Without saying anything he started looking at every corner of the room and the horror was written all over on face. The way sweat was forming on his forehead, the way he is gulping down to this throat, the way his eyes are meeting with mines
And Dylan started laughing.

He grabbed his stomach because he was laughing way more than he has expected.

When no one didn't give him any reaction and just stared at him as he has lost his mind, he stopped and governed himself, wiped away the tears that came out because of his unnecessary thoughts of reacting too much.

"She isn't here dude. I somehow played a trick and
Sent her out of the room, so you precisely have freedom for more than one hour to take care of her and in the meanwhile, I and Vanessa are going to find out something to eat, "

Out of nowhere, he grabbed Vess's hand, intertwined her fingers with his and started moving his way out to the exit.

Ah! I forget to mention of course before he received a slap on his head from Cole's side.

Now! There is only silence.

Silence!

We were not on the tranquillity; in fac,t we were on the peace.

"I should have never left you alone, "

he whispered as he came near me.

"I know I was stupid enough to fall for Jonathon's tactics but that's not going to happen again. I should have used my mind, " I blurted out not making eye contact with him.

"Shhhh don't say anything. He will get what he deserves from the police but I'm so proud of you for the way you fight back on him. The way you were standing still and looking directly into his eyes dating him to touch you again; the way you punch him, and the way you handled the situation. I mean I became your fan. You were like the old Amanda the one who does what she feels right, the one who always stands still no matter what happens, the one who always fights back, the only doesn't care what others think of her. And you know? I know perfection is a myth but for me you are perfect! Every inch of you is perfect."

How would you react when the only guy of your almost eighteen years of life say this heart-melting thing to you?
You will hug him or do something that he will never forget.

Right?

But I started crying. Started sobbing like a child who just has found her lost toys, or maybe lost the toys. Because in both the situation people cry. Cry because they are too happy, or because they are too sad.

I don't know why I'm crying but the journey so far made my stomach crunch, make me run away from all the places and hide in a blanket to look at the stars.

His thumb was wiping away my wet tears, his other hand making circles over my palm and before anything could have happened, before I lost my mind of how I was feeling

I, Amanda Parker, grabbed him by his shoulders, looked at him straight away to his eyes, planted both of my palms over his cheeks, and placed my lips over his.

I started kissing him.

Kissing him madly, until we would another world where nothing matters, not my illness not any people of this world.

And when we break apart, there wasn't enough oxygen left in our body to let us feel free. Our breath was heavy mixing with each other. Soft one with a rough one.

That was the perfect moment to say what I wanted and I'm not going to wait any longer. It's the 21st century and I should do it this way.
Grabbed his face again, looked into his eyes, to those chocolatey brown eyes, and asked him what I wanted to ask for so long time.

"Cole Maxwell will you date  to this old school girl Amanda Parker?"

Words were not enough to express what I was feeling and waiting wasn't an option left for me. So, I placed my lips over his once again.

"Cole Maxwell, Amanda Parker what the hell you guys  were doing?"  And mom's perfect timing couldn't be any more perfect than this moment.

I know sarcasm is dripping from my thoughts.

Of course what we will do? We fell apart.

"I---I-I-I---, " Cole was out of the words and I remained
silent.

"Cole Maxwell, the boy of our neighbour back in Florida tell me what were you doing?"

And there was a smirk on mom's face.

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