Hay guys so heres an update please Dont hate me for this chapter i do have a some what good idea so far and i promise if you guys dont like how it ends I will remake the chapter so without further adue here is chapter 12 enjoy
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The room was dead silent I quietly brought my legs up to my chest and hugged them “I all started when my mom died 6 years ago she was in an accident it was all my fault if I had been paying attention while crossing the road maybe she would still be here but I didn’t and dad blamed me he didn’t hit the other kids sometimes he would hit them too but only if they tried to protect me cause it was my fault that she was gone as time passed Sting, Rouge, and Loke all got married and moved off they of course got to choose who they married Levy and Juvia found out about the abuse three months after mom died they tried to tell someone but that didn’t go well my brothers tried to get me out but I wouldn’t leave I guess I felt like I deserved the abuse and that my life” I said with a few stray tears falling from my eyes Nastu didn’t say anything he just sat there saying nothing we sat there like that for 25 minutes before he spoke “It wasn’t your fault Luce you didn’t know that it would happen” he said his voice gentle as he rubbed his eyes tiredly let out a sigh I didn’t say anything “when were you going to tell me about all of this hmm? Were you even going to tell me Lucy?” he asked once again I stayed quiet I fought back the erg to cry but it was barley working since he yell the last time “Well? Were you?” I jumped at the rise of his voice he let out a frustrated sigh ”Is there anything else I need to know?” he asked I bit my lip it had become a habit of mine if someone was yelling at me I would bit my lip to keep from talking back or crying a really bad habit might I add I had my teary eyes glued to my blanket I was paralyzed, frozen with fear I had never seen Nastu this mad before sure he’s yelled at me but never to this level “Lucy I need answer” he said quietly this time I only nodded I didn’t dare use my words for fear of him slapping me like my father another bad habit I have “Lucy babe that requires you to use your words were you going to tell me or not” he said again I had finally burst “yes I-I-I was going to tell you I j-just didn’t know h-h-how a-an-and” I said sobbed out I couldn’t finish my sentence because of the amount of crying I was doing he let out a sigh “If you really wanted to marry me you would’ve told me sooner” he said before standing up and walking away “Nastu! come back please don’t leave please!” I cried out but it was too late he had already shut the door ignoring my cries I cried for what felt like hours and had burried my face into my pillow “HoneyPot?” someone asked as the door creaked open “go away” I said quietly barely above a whisper I heard the door close and felt both sides of my bed dip “come on princess you don’t mean that” another person said I immediately knew who it was It was my brothers Sting and Rouge and with them I can only assume Loke was here to “you heard everything huh?” I asked I knew guilt was all over their faces without having to look at them “yeah, sorry sis” Loke apologized I felt arms sit me up and even more arms wrap around me they were all hugging me I cried harder “I wish I was dead It’s my fault she died I was the one who-who broke our family I was the one who ruined my and Nastu’s relationship” I cried out I felt sting pat my back in an attempt to comfort me “no HoneyPot you didn’t do anything what happened to mom was an accident, it was dad who broke the family, and It was Nastu who ruined your relationship granted you should’ve told him sooner and yes he should’ve waited until you were more comfortable about telling him” Sting said quietly petting my hair trying to calm me down “yeah stings right princess he should’ve waited instead of yelling at you” Rouge said Loke then spoke up “you don’t wish to die and you know it everything that has happened was nothing more than a freak accident that happened 6 years ago you were only 12 none of it was your fault” he said quietly we all stayed there as I cried eventually I calmed down enough to be able to talk normally we all chatted for a bit before one by one they all left leaving me alone once again I pressed a button and Mira came in “you called Lucy” she said I nodded “yeah I want to take a bath is that okay?” I asked she smiled and nodded before helping me to the bathroom “there’s soap on the shelf in the shower, the other bath stuff like razors, rags, and things like that are in the cabinet next to the tub and I’ll be right back with a towel and a gown for you” she said with a smile as she sat me on the toilet I nod I felt numb but I put on a fake smile before mumbling a quiet “thanks” she turned on her heels and left to get the towels I quickly undress before stepping into the warm water that Mira had started before she left a few minutes pass and Mira came in with the towels and gown as promised she then set them down on the toilet and turned leaving me alone with my thoughts once again I let out a sigh as quietly begin to sing  "We know full well there's just time, So is it wrong to toss this line? If your heart was full of love Could you give it up?" I sang quietly "Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special, don't give me up, don't give, me up, how unfair, it's just our love, found something real that's out of touch, But if you'd searched the whole wide world, would you dare to let it go? 'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special, don't give me up, don't give, me up" I was so into the song that I didn’t notice that someone had knocked on the door "How unfair, it's just our love, found something real that's out of touch, But if you'd searched the whole wide world would you dare to let it go? 'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special don't give me up, don't give me up 'Cause what about, what about angels? they will come, they will go, make us special" I stopped singing and spoke the last line normally "it's not, about not about angels, angels" I said before I hear the knock making me jump "um yeah who is it?" I asked awkwardly  and was answered with “Its Mira I wanted to let you know there is a guy named Loke here to see you” she said I nodded only to realize that she can’t see me “okay I’ll be out in a moment” I said as I quickly wash my hair and get out drying my hair with a towel and quickly changing in to the gown Mira had brought me earlier and slowly opened the door leaning on the wall for support since I can barely walk “hay sis you’re going to be living with me and Aries from now on dad is in jail until a trial date is set” he said quickly as he helped me to my bed “also our brothers and I think it would be best if you went to a hospital for consoling but we are only going to do it if you want us to” he added I nod and thought for a few minutes “okay I will go I want to get better I’ll go to the hospital” I said looking him in the eyes he nodded “okay you’ll go to the hospital three days after you get out of here which will be tomorrow” he said I was now on my bed laying down he kissed my forehead before walking to the door “goodnight sis I’ll see you tomorrow” and with that he turned off the light and closed the door the only light and noises came from the machines I was hooked up to slowly lullabying me to sleep.

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Please dont kill me I'll make the next chapter better I promise also sorry about not updating for a while I've had alot of drama but what ever please vote and comment (ONLY if theres is no hate) and Ill see ya in the next chapter.
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Songs:
Its not about Angels by Birdys

1st Posted: 1-21-2020