Y/n p.o.v

Jake was right, this whole time I've been hooked on the idea to have someone their for me but i never took the time to be their for Colby and Sam and now thanks to me i caused a huge wedge between them. Sam was their for me when i almost got raped and has always been awake at 3 am for me when i have my nightmares while he was probably playing his game rituals but still it was nice knowing i could have someone by my side, and Colby while it does sound cheesy i did love him i felt so sad and alone but then i meet Colby and he took me on the best adventures and helped me get out of my comfort zone. Just having both of them by my side made me feel at home and safe. I sat on the bus bench contemplating everything i have ruined every relationship from my mom to a couple of amazing boys, I felt tears rolling down my face maybe that's why my mom left she didn't want to bare with the accident she created she must have known i would be a disappointment before i could even more an inch.

Rain begins to fall and i could feel the cold water hit my back all i could do was curl in a ball and cry giving zero fucks on who can see me or hear me i was done wanting others approval. I felt a fabric being laid on my back it was warm and comfortable probably a stranger from the houses near by must have saw me and were worried. Turning around i grip the blanket "thanks but this isn't necessary i don't deserve it" a all to familiar voice spoke back "no beautiful girl deserves to be in the rain upset not when she has someone to care for her" "Colby? what are you doing here i thought you would have a huge hatred for me". Colby just stands their and give me a friendly smile oh how that smile could brighten any stormy weather and it did as he smiled the clouds broke open and the sun poked through " I could never hate you my love is simply to strong" i jump into Colby's arms and fall to the ground. Colby was never their it was just a figure of my imagination. No matter how many times Colby was their for me before he wasn't coming back and he never is again.

Colby's P.O.V

Broken was the only word i could use to describe myself right know, i lost my best friend over a stupid girl but this stupid girl was also the girl i grew up with even if she never noticed i actually was always their for her and always will be just needed some time to figure me out. I just don't know whats gotten into y/n she used to be so happy and full of energy, well i think i just answered my own question she USED to be happy. The rain from outside hit and trickled my window like little knocks almost the same sound of when i used to throw pebbles at y/n's window a little too similar. A smile appeared on my face as i skipped to the window in a manly way of course hopping i would see y/n's beautiful face. Pulling the curtains back i see her,and her smile,and her beauty just having her presence made the whole universe stop and take a log meaningful look at the one girl the one girl i could call wife one day. Another pebble was thrown at my window, snapping out of my thoughts i look down at y/n with a confused look she looked down and i could tell she was blushing and motioned me to come down.

Running down the stairs out the door i meet y/n outside completely forgetting about my shoes or jacket she greets me "i see Mr. speedy Gonzales is in a rush". I just chuckle and give her a smile "what's to be said, i become the flash and the roadrunner all in one just to greet someone special". At first she smiled and gave me a friendly but shortly after a frowned followed "Colby i'm sorry for just completely causing this whole situation and i hate myself so much and i know you probably do too which you should cause your always there for me...". Usually i hate it when y/n talks and goes on about a situation for hours but today its like her voice was the only thing keeping me sane "see and your not paying attention which is obviously a sign that your mad at me and maybe i should just leave" she started walking away and i panicked knowing if i left her leave she's gone. Pulling her by the arm i bring her closer "Colby what are you" i interrupted by kissing her. The kiss was amazing we pull away and y/n speaks "Colby wake up" what the fuck, whats going on "Colby wake up!!" i hear again but this time in my moms voice. It was just a dream...but it seemed so real

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OKAY PLEASE BEFORE ANYONE YELLS at me OR TRY'S TO MURDER ME i swear they will reunite SOON

thanks for reading and i adore all of you don't forget to take a chance and try something new THANKS!!!!

--Allison

PS; sorry the chapters short :( next chapter will be more longer.

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