YOU ARE: CHOI BEOMGYU.

SCENARIO: Autophobia. A fancy word for lonely.

You wonder where it all went wrong.

At a young age, you've raised yourself. Your sorry excuse of a father was of no help. Your mother left you at a young age – even though she promised she'll be back.

Trust was a very hard thing to grasp. You were lonely, not alone.

You have your so-called "friends" around you. Whenever you hung out with your "friends",  you would distance yourself and observe them closely. One of the many skills you picked up after your father had started drinking. That's when his mood swings became more frequent.

You would observe your friends having fun: talking, laughing, and crying in joy with each other's presence. You believed you didn't belong in their friend group. You would always beat yourself up for taking HUENING KAI's hand and joining his friend group back then.

But you couldn't help it. You thought HUENING KAI was a fallen angel – you realised soon after that HUENING KAI was just a lost boy trying to grow his wings. HUENING KAI's existence was the reason why your world changed like magic.

SO WHY DID YOU DO IT?

You're a mess. Maybe you're just bitter. You didn't mean to kill KANG TAEHYUN or CHOI SOOBIN. You've never liked them and wanted them to disappear from your life. But it wasn't like you wanted them to be gone for good.

This is why you saved HUENING KAI. You didn't want him to leave your life. He was the only friend you had, besides the loneliness.

But you were certain of one thing: your head is a storm, and your chest is empty. And so you sit at the foot of the stairs and wonder:

Where did it all go wrong?

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