87. The Love we feel
Aditi's point of view
Night has passed and day has come but Dhruv and I still didn't talk eachother. Well he was trying to get close to me like brushing his hands wuth mine, burning my skin with his continuous gaze, asking me for water or his things but I was the one who was ignoring him.
"Aditi...Does something happen? You looks quite." I came out from my zone when Ritika di asked me.
I was applying oil to her feet. They were swollen and she was having problem in walking so Nitika bhabhi asked me to apply oil to her feet so she could relax and enjoy the function.
"Nothing di, I am fine." I gave her small smile nd looked down while applying the oil on her feet.
"You speak less just like Dhruv. Is that why he fell for you?" Ritika di tease me which made me blush. I just gave her a smile and continue what I was doing.
Yes, I always talked less but whenever I tried to speak my mind I was stopped by elders or get mocked by others. As time assed I learnt how to keep my mouth shut even though I wanted to speak loudly like a free bird. Sometimes it was very difficult to speak out my emotions. But Dhruv understands me without me saying a word. He knows when I was weak, when I need him to cry my heart out. He was always there when I was vulnerable. I started live again since he came back to my life. Life was slowly and steadily turning to beautiful but we still have many hurdles in our path to cross them.
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The birthday party has started, guest started coming. I wore a metalic yellow kurti and shurara and tuck my dupatta to my neck. I wore a matching earrings and bangles to enhance my look. When I came to the party hall Dhruv keep looking at me. He didn't remove his eyes from me and I saw longing in his eyes for me. At that time I wanted to ran into his arms and hug him tightly. But we can't and we know that.
The cake was cutted by the little Ishani but Rayansh ruined it for her as he cut the cake before she could, which made her cry. They even started fighting, pulling each other's hair. Eventually their moms has to intrupt and stop their fighting. But after half an hour they were dancing with eachother like they never fight. After having a little snacks everyone started dancing.
Away from all this pair of eyes burning my skin with a hot gaze and creating the goosebumps all over my body. When my eyes met to those beautiful choclate brown eyes, I found myself drowning into them. We both keep looking at each other. I wanted to look away. I wanted to show him that I am mad at him but I can't as if he casted some spell and my eyes were licked to him.
What he was thinking, I don't know but it was definitely creating butterflies in my stomach.
He put his lemonade to the nearest table and my heart race when he started walking towards me. I put my hand on my heart to calm it down but it was still beating faster. He came and stood beside me. I didn't looked to his side, just pretending watching everyone dancing but I can feel his body heat and my mind was yelling at me to look to his side but I was adamant not to give him my attention.
Suddenly I feel his fingers brushed to mine and I feel tingles in my stomach. I was controlling myself not to look his side but he was making it difficult when he intertwined our fingers and came very close to me.
"You look beautiful. I can not take my eyes from you." He whispered in my ear.
He was very close to me that I can feel his hot breath on my ear. My heart felt heavy and my eyes welled uo when I finally turn my face to him and looked at him. His lips were curling into a soft smile, the smile I was missing from past two months. It was there. But what he did to me from past two months it was not acceptable.
I pulled back my hand from him and walked away from here. My eyes were welled up in tears and heart was feeling heavy when I was running to the upstairs. Cold breeze touched to my face when I reached the terrace. I feel the coldness under my palm when I hold the railing. The whole village was looking beautiful with the dim lights of the houses and fields around them.
Suddenly pair of arms encircled around my waist. A lone tear escape from my left eye and I closed my eyes when he put his chin on my right shoulder.
"I miss this, being you in my arms." He whispered in my ear and kissed on my cheek.
I broked into tears.
"Stop lying.. " I removed his arms from my waist and turn to him. I made a distance between us. My vision get blurred when pools of tears leave from my eyes while he was looking at me with concern. I was about to leave when he hold my wrist and stopped me.
"Aditi, Listen to me first..."
"After ignoring me for almost three months, leaving me for two months without saying anything, you are saying that you missed me?" I asked him with tears in my eyes. Anger was filling in them.
"I have reasons..." Anger was developing in his eyes.
"Then share with me...." I looked at him with same rage. But he didn't dpeak a word.
"Everytime you leave me with just one fucking letter. I know we both are fucked and have a shit past. I am not asking you to share it with me until you get comfortable. But its us now. We both are married and I am trying from the bottom of my heart to make it work but you are not supporting." I shouted on him.
"I am trying too...." He greeted his teeth and fisted his hands.
"You are trying?....You ignored me for three months. You were always aware of my feelings towards you. I was alone of all my life but I never feel lonely like this before. My life was shit but you came and I married a man of my dream. But you proved that our marriage was forced." My voice was loud when I was speaking. I was hurt by his actions.
"Our marriage maybe forced but I want you as much as you want me." Rage was reflecting from his eyes. My wrist was still on his hold.
"No you don't want me. If you want me you didn't leave me for two months here. You didn't even call me."
"I was scared...I was scared of loosing you. When that basterd stood there raising his sword and was about to attack on you....My heart stopped beating, I thought I would die if something happened to you. I have already loose someone close to my heart and I don't want to loose you. I make my distance from you because my mind wasn't working properly. I don't want to hurt you in this process." He speak through his greeted his. His eyes were hard and fill with rage.
"But you hurt me." Again fat tears leave from my eyes. His eyes turned soft and guilt filled in them. He raised his hand and wiped off my tears but I pulled back my hand from his hold nd ran away from there while he was calling for me asking forgiveness but I didn't stop.
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Party was over and everyone lied on their charpayi on the terrace. Today no one was up for late at night as everyone tired from dancing and parting. But I was still awake and I don't know where my husband is. He leave the house after we fight. We both didn't have our dinner. I also didn't changed my clothes and just lied down on the charpayi but my mind was keep going to him. I am mad at him but I feel bad for him after he gave me the reason that he was scared for me and don't want to loose me.
We both are going through a mentally trauma. We both have insecurities and communication gap between us make it difficult for both of us. If I were in his place, I may did the same. I also get scare if I were in Dhruv place but I missed him and what he did, hurts me.
Someone lifts the mosquito net of my charpayi and lied beside me. It doesn't took me a second to recognise the person but I didn't turn. He put his on arm on my stomach and his leg around me. Tears left from my eyes and I turn myself to him. His face was glowing under the moonlight while his eyes were welled up in tears.
He looked weak and vulnerable. His eyes were screaming out that he needs me right now. I raised my hand and cupped his right cheek. I wiped the tears which fall from his right eye. Our eyes locked with eachother with a pain they were reflecting. I whimper looking into his eyes. We both missed each other. We both missed to be in each other's arms. Why life is so difficult for us. Why it was difficult for both of us to share our pain?
"I'm sor..." Before he could say anything I put my hand on his lips, prventing him to say anything.
He closed the distance between us and I can feel his hot breah fanning my lips. Slowly and steadily his lios met with mine and I welcome them with my whole heart. He slowly started moving his lips against mine and I was doing the same. He was sucking my lower lip while I was sucking his uper lip. My hand went from his hair to his back and pull him closer while he locked me completely under his leg and arms.
I am not sure but when we broke the kiss I saw love in his eyes. I missed this, being in his arms, his touch his kisses, I miss everything about him. Everyone sleeping but we both are making love in open under the stars and moon. He hovered over me and looked at me with permission if he could proceed. I don't why but this time I can read his eyes and I was feeling like I am seeing love in his eyes.
I encircled my arms around his neck and pull him closer to me. Our lips met again and this time he kissed me like he was starving. It was difficult to match with his pace. We were making sound of kissing and it feels so good. He traced his tongue over my lips and I parted them for him. He shoved his tongue inside my mouth and explore my mouth while his hands were roaming all over my body. I sucked in a sharp breath when he squeezed my left boob. His right hand slowly went inside my suit and I rub my toes to his leg when his palm make a contact to the soft skin of my stomach. My ankles and bangles were tinkling, giving a music to our lovely moment.
But suddenly he broke the kiss and I kissed his warmth. He lifted up the mosquito net and step down from the charpayi. My mood fell and I feel this bad feeling of rejection again. But to the next second he lifted me in his arms in a bridal style and started walking towards the room which was on the terrace and aloted to us. I encircled my arms around him and we both keep looking at eachother with so much adoration.
He opened the door with his leg and then closed it. He slowly made me lade on the bed and again hovered over me. I was lying under him while he was sitting on me. He started opening the buttons of his white shirt without breaking the eye contact with me. I forgot everything what we were going through from past few months. I wanted to live this moment with my handsome neighbour as his wife. I want to move on what happened in past months.
It's just me and him now.
We are us now.
He took a sharp breath when I touched his six pack. They were rock hard and attractive. He hold my hand and lifted me up. He hugged me and I hugged him back tightly. He slowly moved my hair from my back and opened the doori. I closed my eyes when I feel his lips touched my ear.
"Aditi, I don't know how but you became my life now. I can't imagine myself without you. I want to make you mine, in all ways. I want to complete our marriage. Will you allow me?" His words gave the shivers to my body and I hugged him tightly. I rest my forehead on his shoulder and nodded my head slowly. Some hair strands fell down on my face and I was breathing heavily.
He slowly tucked my hair to my ear and whispered in my ear, "Aditi, I want to hear from you. I need words."
I pulled back from his shoulder and looked at him with my welled up eyes, "Make me yours."
As the words leave from my eyes, he tilted his face to my shoulder and I closed my eyes when his lips met with my neck. He gave the sloppy and wet kisses to my shoulder while I was running my hands on his back. His kisses always leave me week and I crave for more. I tilted my neck to give more excess to explore me. I moaned and bit my lower lip when he lightly bit on my neck and then suck it. He is gonna leave mark for sure.
He slowly pulled down the sleave from my shoulder and started kissing there. He did the same to my other shoulder. Many butterflies dancing in my stomach and then a wave passed from my stomach to my womanhood which made me wet for him. My cleavage was visible to him and he was giving a full attention to it. He hold the hem of my suit and slide it out from my head. I just leave in only my bra and I feel very shy when his eyes didn't move from my breasts.
He slowly made me laid down on the bed and hovered over me. He closed the distance between us and took my lips in his, kissing me passionately. Kissing my lips to my neck he made his way to my stomach and rolled his tongue to my navel which made me arch my back. He was kissing my stomach while his hand made its way to my back and opened the hook of my bra. He pulled it down from my shoulder and nuzzled his face between the valley of my breasts while squeezing them tightly.
"Damn....You are so beautiful."
"Aahhhh...." I moaned when he took my right nipple in his mouth and suck it. I fisted his hair when he teased my nipple while rolling his tongue on it. He took my nipple between his teeth and bit it lightly. I fisted his hair and pulled him closer to me as much as possible. My panty was wet with my own liquid. I clenched my both thighs together and traced my toes on the back of his leg.
But when he turn his attention to my other nipple after taking it in his mouth he parted my leg and give a rub to my centre with his bulge.
"Dhruv......" I mined loudly which made him leave my nipple and I feel frustrated. I need his attention both to my boob and down to my center.
"You have to be little quiet sweetheart. We don't want to wake up our family members." He whispered and I nodded my head.
I ghasped when he again give his attention to my nipple sucking it, and teasing it and grinding himself to my center. I was feeling on the 9th cloud. He made me see stars with his lips and it was just only him kissing my boobs. I don't know what happened to me when he do other things with me.
After satisfied with my boobs he pulled back and slowly pulled down my garara from my legs and just leave me in my panty. He again hovered over me and after giving a pack to my lips he started kissing on my nipples while his right hand made its way down to my stomach and went inside my panty. I took a sharp breath he parted the folds of my labia with his fingers and traced his hands up and down.
"You are so wet baby..." He whispered in my ear.
I bit on his shoulder to suppress my moan. My breath was harsh and I couldn't utter a word.
I yelp when he inserted his middle finger inside me and moved it back and forth. When I feel comfortable, he add one more finger and started moving his fingers fastly. Knots forming inside me and I feel so close to my realise.
"Dh... Dhruv..I....I...." I was stammering.
"Ahh...." When I was about to cum he remived his finger from me and I gasped.
But I keep quiet as I feel very shy to say to him that I am still not done and I wnt more. He tucked his thumbs to both side of my panty and pulled it down from my legs. He hold my legs and traces a soft kisses on my inner thighs. My mind started anticipating things when the last time his was between my legs and I feel just out of the world. I feel his hot breath fanning to my vagina and I clutch the pillow tightly which was under my head.
"Aahhh...Dhruvv...." I couldn't control my moan when finally took the inner folds of center inside his mouth and sucked them.
"Mmmmhhhh....." I fisted his hair when he rooled his tongue from my vagina whole to my clitoris and then give it a loud suck.
I don't want him to stop. I was feeling butterflies dancing my stomach and a current passed through my spine when he teased my clit with the tip of his tongue and then rub it. His hands makes there way to my both boobs and then he squeezed them tightly while sucking my clit. I was lying naked under my husband and he was pleasuring me, the itself enough for me to fell in love with him again.
Again I feel knots forming inside my stomach and I was close to my realise but before I could cum he again leve me. I whimper and tear fall from my right eye. We both didn't say a word to eachother just keep looking when he sit on the bed. His chest was heaving uo and down. it was like he have something to say but he was hiding it. He pulled out something from the back pocket of his jeans and then slowly removed his jeans, along with his underwear. I looked to the other side and my cheeks turn red seeing him naked in-front of me.
But he hold my chin and made me look to him. When my eyes fell into his member my heart started beating fast. I was wondering how it's going to fit inside me. My chest was heaving up and down but I was feeling calm at the same time. He tore the foil of the condom with his teath with looking directly into my eyes and then pulled it up to his shaft.
He hovered over me and kissed on my forehead. I closed my eyes when he touched our lips in a smooch and adjust his member to the opening of my vegina. I feel a pain when he slowly entered inside me, toring my skin. I dig my nails on his back when the pain increased. Tears left from my eyes and I oulled him closer to me.
When he entered inside me completely, he broke the smooch and I was breathing heavily.
"Did I hurt you?" He asked while wiping my tears. I sniffed nd shake my head, "A little..."
"I'm sorry...." He kissed on my forehead. I kissed on his cheek to tell him that I am okay.
"Shall I move....?" He asked and I nodded my head.
I yelped and biy my lower lip when I feel pain. He started slowly so I could have time to get comfortable according to his size. After sometime when he get comfortable he started moving back and forsth a little faster. He completed us. We both are one now. Not just our heart but our bodies are connected. Now I am his completely in all manner.
His eyes were locked with mine when he was making love to me. We both have tears in our eyes and have many things to say.
"I am sorry, for being and asshole." His voice turn into heavy when he was moving inside me.
"I am sorry for pushing you away but you never leave my mind." He whispered while giving a hard push and I arched my back.
"I wanted to say this from a very long time but couldn't."
"Aahhh... Dhruv." I moaned in pleasure when he touched my g-spot.
"I love you Aditi...I love you so much..." A tear drop from his eyes and fell onto my cheek. I also couldn't stop myself and broke into tears.
He loves me....
He finally confessed his love. The moment has finally come, I have waited from years. He loves me back.
"Aaahhhh" I moned between my tears.
"I love you so much that I couldn't live without you." His tears was also not stopping. But he didn't stop our love making.
"I love you my beautiful neighbour."
"I love you too Dhruv...I love you so much..." I hugged him tightly and he fastern his pace.
"I love you my baby...." He whispered in my ear and moving fastly back and forth inside me while I was moaning his name in pleasure. Today I have everything, A family, a loving husband, a brother like Raghav. Now I don't want anything in my life.
We connected our lips together when again I was close to my release. Dhruv fasten his pace and I hold him closer to me. I was felling pain and pleasure together. The feeling was out of the world.
"Dhruv...I...."
"I know love...I know....."
He gave a two hard push and I cum while moaning. He touched our foreheads together and moved fastly, finding his own release.
"Aahhhhh...." He pushed harder, touched my g-spot.
"Aditi.....I love you...." I cried and broke into sobs when he cum and I got so emotional that I couldn't stop my tears.
Dhruv, wiped my tears and kissed on my forehead. I winced when he pulled out himself from me and discarded the condom. After cleaning both of us, he covered us with blanket and pulled me closer to me. I also hugged him and kissed on his chest.
"Sleep...love..." I closed my eyes when kissed on my head. Today I am so happy. I found the love, I always craved for.
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