Dhruv's point of view

Love..

I never thought that this word has such power to change someone's life. This is just not the word but the emotion, the feeling you feel to the other person whom you are ready to spend your life with.

Now as I understand how it's feel about I always has the smile on face like right now by seeing a girl who look slay woman at one day and the homeless other day. I can't believe I am in love with that girl who used to live in front of my house and I ignored her like she doesn't matter to me but now my whole world revolves around her.

I have my laptop on in on my lap while I was looking shamelessly to my wife who was studying at the midnight. Everyday I have think of her under me, moaning my name while I make love to her. My dreams are only captured by her and my desires for her. It's become difficult to control myself. For the safety I already bought the precautions because I don't have trust on me. I don't know when I would on top of her and do what I have imagined in my wild fantasies.

Raghav was the one who introduced me to such kind of movies. He gave me all these kind of stuff and told me the website where I can easily fined them. I don't know when I become like this but all the time I just think about me doing all these things to Aditi. But I know I have to stop my horses as Aditi is not ready and the way she is studying, she definitely doesn't want me to disturb her.

She is working hard. She is very determined to clear this exam that sometimes she didn't even sleep properly. Most of the other house work done by the servants. Nikita bhabhi and Aditi only take care of kitchen as everyone wants home made food. Nikita bhabhi also do work from home and support Nikhil in his business while taking care of Rayansh and Aditi was preparing for UPSC so no one burden them with house chores. Divya also helped them in kitchen. I am happy that Aditi is giving her 100 percent to this exam then it doesn't matter if she cleared the exam or not at least she is trying. Most of the aspirant don't clear it in their first exam. I won't let Aditi ever disappointed to herself.

I put my air buds and play the movie hoping to calm down my hormones. It's been a while I got a taste of her lips and hold her properly in my arms. Thanks to god she is a cuddlier, at least she is all over me when she sleeps for now its enough for me. She is not taking a sleep properly just studying all the day. I still remember what happened last week.

I got home early to spend some time with Aditi alone as we barely get sometime alone. Either we both are busy in our work or just sleep. In Sunday's I don't disturb her as she only studies but today I am missing her so much and I want to take her in my arms. Also I want to make her understand that not to become robot. She also needs to enjoy little things so she could focus more in her studies.

Mummy, Divya and Nikita bhabhi was sitting in the living room when I reached home. I asked Nikita bhabhi about Aditi. First she gave me the teasing look but latter tell me that she was in our room and studying.

I have a smile on my face as it was a surprise for her. I am planning to take her our for dinner, maybe movie also. I reached to our room and open the door slowly but what I saw was the most adorable site. Aditi was sleeping on the bed with her books spreading all over the bed and Rayansh was sitting on her stomach playing with her book with her books.

He turn his face to me and laughed looking at me.

"Chachu..."

"Sshhh..." I put my finger on my lips and he giggled cupping his mouth with his little hands.

"Come... Chachi is sleeping." He forward his both hands towards me and I pick him up in my arms slowly.

I slowly walked out the room and as I exit the room, I found Nikita bhabhi on the door step of the room.

"I came her to take him. Does he bothering Aditi?" Bhabhi asked. She was looking at me with apologetically.

"She was sleeping." I smiled.

"Oh! She must be tired of studying. Do you need anything, tea or coffee." She asked me while Rayansh was playing with her mangalsutra.

"No, thanks bhabhi. Just wanted to rest sometime." I said.

"Okay you both rest. I'll call you guys at dinner." She said and I nodded my head. I closed the door after she leaves.

I turn to my girl who was sleeping in a very uncomfortable position. I has to cancel today's program as my wife is tired. I walked to the bed and picked all the books from the bad. I put them on the study table and walked to her.

A smile bring on my face seeing at her innocent features. She was looking beautiful even in her sleep. If it's in my hand, I won't stop kissing her. I took the book from her hand which she was tightly clenching to her chest and out it on the nightstand.

I adjust her in a comfortable position but she immediately hold my hand and rest her head on it. I couldn't move because Aditi was sleeping on my hand and I don't want to disturb her sleep. I remove my shoes, remove my tie, adjust A.C temperature, took the blanket on both of us and sleep taking her in my arms. She immediately cuddles me and rest her head on my chest. I packed on her head and closed my eyes, ready to drift into her dreams.

"Dhruv, can you please check my answers."

I immediately shut my laptop when I found Aditi standing in-front of me. I almost forgot that the movie was playing because I was so engrossed in her thoughts that I forgot about my surroundings.

"Huh...?"

"Please check my answers." She forward the paper to me in which she has practiced the answer writing.

"Yeah, sure." I took the answer paper from her and checked her answers while she sit in-front of me and waited patiently.

A week ago I have told her to start practicing on her answer writing for her main examination. She is following my instructions and daily write her answers on two topics of current affairs. This is the first time she asked me to check her answers.

As expected she is a beginner and her answers are really poor like she is writing for her academics exams. She asked to mark it out of 100. I read her answers carefully and after marking them I gave back to her.

"What...? Only 14. You failed me." She looked at me like she was going to cry because of her bad score.

I just shrugged my shoulder.

"At least show some leniency. I am your wife." She glared at me and looking adorable.

"That's right you are my wife, not the examiner's." I gave her the valid reason.

"But still...."

"Nope...I am not gonna show any leniency just to make you feel batter." I shake my head.

"Fine...." She gritted her teeth and stomp her feet while getting up.

Shit...she is mad at me. I was planning to kiss her but now she won't let me touch her. I put the laptop aside and followed her.

"Aditi, I...."

knock...knock...

Before I could say anything someone knocked on the door. I sighed and opened the door, found Divya on my room's door step.

"What...?" I asked with no interest.

"Where is Aditi? Today I have planned a girls sleepover in my room. Nikita bhabhi is also coming. I came here to bring Aditi with me."

"She is sleeping." I closed the door on her face.

knock...knock..

Hugh...She is so stubborn.

I open the door and introduced with her glaring gaze.

"Bhiya, Don't mess with me. Where is Aditi?"

"I said she is sleeping. Come in the morning." I was about to close the door when she put her both hands on the door trying hard to open it.

"Don't lie to me. I know she is awake."

"She doesn't want to spend time with you." I smirked.

"Dhruv who is outside." I closed my eyes and cursed under my breath when I heard her behind me.

"I know you are lying to me." Divya pushed me aside and enter inside the room.

"Divya what are you doing here at this time." Aditi asked. She already changed her clothes and wearing a sexy night dress.

"I have planned a girls sleepover in my bedroom. Nikita bhabhi and you are joining me." Divya said to Aditi.

"I sho..."

"Aditi won't go anywhere. She didn't take a shower today. She is stinking." I said while while inhaling her rose sent from her neck and scrunch my nose. She just take a shower but I have to play along to stop Aditi.

"Excuse me...I just took a shower." Aditi gave me look.

Fuck...I messed up.

"You know what Divya. I would love to sleep with you as some people have problem with me." I said while giving me a look and then narrowed her eyes at me.

"Aditi.....listen....I didn't.." 

She walked further and then stopped. "Divya, I am going to your room. Are you coming." She said while looking over her shoulder.

"Yeah coming.." Divya said to her.

"Your planned didn't work bhiya. Batter luck next time." She whispered in my ear.

"Okay. I am going."

Did I imagine or Aditi really swayed her hips.

This girl driving me crazy.

*****

It's not even an hour an I already started missing her. I don't know what's happening with me but I am going crazy without her. I have tried to watch a movie, scrolls in social media but nothing works. I tried to sleep but again it was no where near to my eyes. It's become habitual of sleeping while having her in my arms.

Finally I got up from the bed, pick a random book and start reading it, just hoping that this night will pass soon and I can see her again. Today books are also not working to distract my mind. I made myself a glass of whisky, lit my cigarette and went to the balcony to see the moon who is the only partner of mine in this night.

I smug when I see the lit ciggerate and a glass of whisky in my hand. Without my knowledge I don't know when I started smocking and drinking less. Now I only drink and smoke occasionally. It usually when I feel alone or Yash's memories come back to me and haunt me. Sometimes my pills for anxiety didn't work and Aditi is not around the only thing which helps me is the bottle of whiskey.

I am missing her so much. These days we don't talk much and today I have planned to have some lovely time with her, where I kissed her and taste her Rossy pink lips.

I finish my drink and throw the cigarette bud. I walked out of the room and went to the balcony of adjacent room of Divya's room. I am not going to sit in my room and sulk of not having my wife to all myself.

I can hear the light music and giggling of the ladies. They were laughing and dancing. I jumped to Divya room's balcony slowly and hid behind the curtain. Aditi was half laying and half sitting on the bed clutching the cushion on her chest while Nikita bhabhi was sitting on chair and Divya was on the couch.

They were having a talk on their Love life.

"Bhabhi how do you and Nikhil bhiya meet?" Aditi asked to Nikita bhabhi in her soft voice.

Nikita bhabhi  smiled a little, "We were in a first year of our graduation and our proffer asked us to built a program. I was having a problem to built a program. Nikhil came and helped me. That was the first time I have noticed him."

"So you are first one who had crush on him." Aditi asked, a little bit curious.

"What crush..?" Nikita bhabhi laughed and shake her head in amusement.

"The first time we had locked our eyes to each other we both know that we fell in love with each other." She has a blush on her cheeks and eyes fixed on one place like she was living that moment again.

"So, Nikhil bhiya had not to woo you?"
This time Divya asked to bhabhi.

Nikita bhabhi looked at her and smiled, "He has done a lot of efforts to woo me as I wasn't sure about my feelings, but I like having him near me. Nikhil was sure about his feelings that he loves me."

"Aawww...you guys are such a cutie. No wonder why mummy and papa immediately say yes to you. They knows their son was totally whipped." They all laughed when Divya teased bhabhi.

I don't know why I am hearing all this but maybe I am waiting for Aditi's turn as I want to know what she has in her heart for me.

"Enough of teasing me. You tell...you never shared about your love life with me." Nikita bhbahi throw a pillow on her which she catched. I also want to know if my little sister is dating someone. If yes then I have to meet the guy and  discuss this matter with Nikhil.

"She had a crush on Raghav in school but never have enough courage to tell him." Aditi spill the secret of Divya.

So Raghav was right, once Divya had crush on him.

"What..? Why didn't you tell me that." Nikita bhabhi asked her in shock.

"There is nothing to tell. Yes, I had a crush on him but poor me he already had a girlfriend. He is handsome, a gentleman but a completely asshole and I am happy that I am over of him. Please don't tell Dhruv bhiya about it otherwise he would probably whip my ass." Divya requested to Aditi.

If Divya know that Raghav and his girlfriend already break-up years ago nad he is lonely. He maybe asshole sometimes but he was perfect for Diya. Anyways I am going to kick his ass for breaking heart of my sister.

"Don't worry your secret is safe with me." Aditi assure her.

"So Aditi, what about you? Do you like Dhruv?" A blush crept on her cheek when Nikita bhabhi turn the whole topic on her. My ears stood up in attention to know her answer because last time when I asked her the same question, her answer was negative.

"No. I don't like him."

My heart beats run fast and I feel a heavy stone on my chest. I feel gloomy after hearing her answer. All the time I thought that after having some romentic moments together, she may like me but no, she doesn't like me.

Did I lost my chance?

Did she already burry all the feelings she used to have for me?

Why did she say that she doesn't like me anymore?

Suddenly I regrated my decision to come here and listen their talks

"What about Dhruv? Did he love you?" Nikita bhabhi asked her again and her face turn into sad one.

"I don't know. He never say anything."
A saddened smile come to lips.

"So are you guys in a marriage where there is no love." Divya asked.

"We respect each other and I know if it's not Dhruv then I won't marry to anyone." The shine in her eyes was gone and she seems lost.

"Will you leave him?" I clutches the curtain in my fist when Divya asked her.

"Not in my dreams. Maybe our marriage was forced but Dhruv is everything for me. Leaving Dhruv means the last day of my life in this earth." This time she has shining in her eyes.

"What does that mean? You don't like him but you still can't live without him." What Divya asked her I also want to ask Aditi this question.

What is all of this? If she doesn't like me then why she cares for me so much. Why always feel like she....she...loves me?

"You don't understand Divya. You'll get your answer when your life partner come into your life." Instead of Aditi, Nikita bhabhi answer Divya's question.

"Aditi, please be honest. Do you like when Dhruv touch you and kiss you?" Nikita bhabhi asked to her.

"I feel sparks whenever his lips touch to my skin."

I feel relief. At least she likes my touch. Maybe I should try harder and try to woo her so she could like me atleast.

"Do you want to take a step ahead in your relationship. I mean do you want complete your marriage."

Thankyou Nikita bhabhi for asking this question. She may doesn't love me, my live is enough for us and I  will make her feel the same way she used to feel for me.

"Bhabhi I...I..."

"Don't be shy. Please be honest. No one is going to tell Dhruv. You can trust us." Nikita bhbahi assured her.

"I don't know about this but I could not stop him if he want me. Because my brain stopped working whenever he touched me. I just want him to keep going on and kissed all over my body. I am going to lost my sanity one day if he keep going like this." A smile came on into my face. She also wants me as much as I want him.

She likes me but too stubborn to accept it. Don't worry wify, I'll soon make you admit that you also like me.

"Ugghhh...stop talking about all this. I am bored and sleepy." Divya got up from the couch and went to bed to sleep. Soon Aditi and Nikita bhabhi also laid down to sleep. I waited there to let them drift into a deep sleep and when they finally sleep I jumped into the room and looked at my sleeping beauty. She looks more adorable while sleeping.

I am sorry love but I am going to ruin your girl's night. I kissed on her forehead and was about to scoop her in my arms when someone knocked on the door. First I don't understand to what to do but later I decided to open the door. But when I opened the door I sighed in relief seeing Nikhil outside the door.

He looked at me in confusion while I have a blank face.

"What are you doing here?" He asked me in a whisper.

"To take my wife from here." I said while coming back into the room.

"But how did you managed inside the room." He asked little louder and I glares at him gesturing him to the sleeping girls. He whispered a sorry but again asked me the same question in a low voice.

"Balcony." I pointed towards the balcony while scooping Aditi in my arms in a bridal style.

"I also came here to take Nikita with me. I can't sleep without her. I don't know why Divya has planned this when she knows she is going to sleep alone." We both smug. He took bhabhi in his arms and we both leave the room after wishing a good night to each other.

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