Aditi's point of view

My heart was racing fast as my pen was working on the notebook, writing my answer. I checked the time in classroom watch and it could not help already my racing heart only racing it in a great pace. I have to hurry, only five minutes left and I still have to write the last answer. I can hear the whispered noises in the classroom.

"Silence everyone..." This is the third time invigilator asked students to stay quiet but no one listens as only last five minutes left and every wants to ask the answer to the another student which they don't know. Someone was poking my back with their pen, must be wants to ask me the answer of some question but I ignore her request as I am still writing the answer of my last question.

Finally the final bell rang and invigilator start collecting the answer sheet of everyone. Thanks to the person who arranged my roll number on the second last of the last raw. I hurried my pen, writing in a running writing. I am going to give the award to my teacher who will understand my writing because I myself don't know what I was writing. I was just writing what comes into my mind about the topic which was asked.

I am not a topper and I don't want to be. I am just an average student and I am happy with that fact. I don't need extra attention on me but since I win the internship in magistrate office, people started recognising me. I know it's not a small thing to win the internship in magistrate office, especially when you are going to work under the District Magistrate. It something people wants in their life especially in the course I was perusing but it brings unnecessary attention to me. I was happy to be unknown to everyone in my college.

I write the last sentence and put a full stop when a invigilator snatched the answer sheet from me. I took breath of relaxation when I finally finished my paper on time. Students talking each other asking about their exams. Some was happy because this is the last exam of this semester and some were upset because their exam didn't go well as they were expected and usually they were toppers. I bring my things and started walking towards the exit gate.

Karan and his friends gossiping near the bike and passing comments every single girl who was passing through them. Now days he stopped bothering me but whenever his eyes met with mine he did not forget to give me a death glare like he was giving me some kind of hidden warning.

It's three weeks when I saw him last. I won't deny that I don't miss him. It would be a lie to myself because my heart know that I am in love with him and there would be no single second when I don't miss him. He should be here by last week but Raghav told me he delay his trip one more week for some official work and hearing that update about him upsets me. I didn't write a letter to him after the phone call where we both broke down though his man waited for me everyday to receive my letter until I asked him not to come. I don't know why I took this decision but I know this is need. It gave us time to think properly about us if there is any.

Sometimes I feel I know him but sometimes I feel I know nothing about him. He is a mystery, hiding so many things deep down in his heart. Sometimes I want to confess my love to him but I stop myself somehow because I don't want to force myself on him. I don't want to ruin his life, I don't want to loose what we have.

Students are enjoying because of the last exam and I was not looking anywhere, just walking blankly with so many thoughts of him. Suddenly my eyes fell on the car and my heart stops beating and I feel I could have heart attack at any moment. But it was not just the which could stop beating my heart.

It was him who was standing with his hands in his jeans and leaning to the car, looking handsome as always. I am seeing him after three weeks and it feels like ages passed when we both met. He looked fresh and shaved but his eyes looks tired with same hidden pain which he never shared with me. He straighten himself when his eyes fell on me. There was not smile on his face but his eyes told everything.

He missed me.

My vision get blur with unshaded tears in my eyes and I took a slow steps towards him though he stay still on his place.

"Aditi..." As I was about to approach him a boy from my class stood in-front of me with red rose in his hand. I looked at him in confusion.

"I am Ojas. We both are in same class." Of course I know him and his name also. He is a topper of our batch but I wonder how does he know my name?

He looked nervous and he cursed under his breath. I saw Dhruv through my peripheral vision and he wasn't looking pleasant with his clenched jaw and fisted hands. Though he did not say anything and decided to wait for me.

"Do you want to say something?" I asked.

"Yeah, actually I..I" He scratch his nape while looking down.

"Adi...Aditi...I love you from the first day you stepped into this college. I don't have enough courage to confess this bit as this is our last year if I could not confess now I will never dare to confess you. I brought this for you." He confessed and forward the rose towards me but I was shock after hearing his confession. I barely know him. I couldn't remember if I smiled to him. I forget that he is my classmates then how it is possible he loves me. I know if he truly loves me or not but I am in love with someone else I could not think any another man except Dhruv.

"I am sorry but I don't feel the same for you." I denied his offer politely with due respect of his feelings towards me.

"Aditi, please say yes. You don't know how badly I want you to be my girlfriend. I will never find a girl like you." He started begging to me. But if he truly loves me he could understand that you could not force your love on someone. Love is a thing both party has to involve and feel same for each other. It's not live he was claiming on me. It's just an attraction. After graduation when he move to another college for his PG he found another girl.

"I am sorry I can't. " I requested him not beg to me.

"Aditi please. I think you need time. I lo...."

"You heard her." We both turn to the voice and a very furious Dhruv who was standing beside me while glaring at Ojas.

"She gave you her answer. No means no." Dhruv keep glaring at him. First Ojas also looking at him in confusion and irritation but suddenly his expression changed from shock to fear.

"Sir..I...."

He recognised Dhruv. How couldn't he? He also gave the exam for the internship in the magistrate.

"Go away before you don't want want to get into trouble." Dhruv threatened him with his hard expressions.

"I am sorry sir. I am sorry Aditi." After apologising he ran away. I wanted to laugh but I couldn't after looking at Dhruv who was still throwing his glare in the same direction where Ojas ran away.

I looked at him and his eyes turn into soft when they met with mine. He cupped my right cheek and caresses it lovingly for a minute, looking deeply into my eyes. He wiped the tear at the corner of my eyes with his thumb which I was holding since I saw him outside the college, waiting for me. I don't want to cry but I don't have control on my tears when it comes to Dhruv.

Without saying anything, he hold my hand and took me to his car. He make me sit on the passenger seat of his car and he set on the driving seat. Without saying anything or looking into my direction he started the car and we both drove off.

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He is angry, I can tell by the way his hands are clenching to the steering wheel turning his knuckles almost white and his swearing here and there for the silly mistakes of other passer byer.

I tried to hold his hand but pulled back when my mind stopped me and idea looks idiot. He stopped the car on the red light and finally his he turned his head to my side and looked at me. His eyes turn soft.

"I am sorry it's just....." He closed his eyes and open them again and this time I saw regret in eyes. I don't know what trigged his anger but I want to  him calm down.

"It's okay..." I put my hand on his and give him a soft smile. He took my hand in his and kissed on my knuckles.

Red light turn into green and he again started driving but this time he keep our joining hands on his lap and drives with his one hand.

We both don't say a single word to each other but there is a comfortable silence between us unlike last time. My gloomy mood now turn into happy one and now I can even enjoy the traffic noise.

I was so lost in him that I didn't notice that he again stopped the car. I looked at him in confusion but he was smiling looking at me. He gestured me towards my window. I turn my head and looked outside. My mood fell when I saw the temple in front of me.

"I still remember you love to go temple. Everyday when I crossed this temple it reminds me you. I always think to come here with you. I don't believe him in but for you I can do anything." He said but I was keep looking at building in which a stone idol live and people do have strong belief in him.

Yes once I used have a belief in him. I did his puja every morning and night in hope that he will everything right in my life. My life turn into upside down but he didn't do anything. He let the monsters to ruin me.

"I don't believe in him. He is just a stone idols for me." I said in curt voice and looked at Dhruv who was looking at me in confusion.

"But you...."

"Please let's go from here I feel suffocated." I said sitting straight on my seat and looked out on the road.

Dhruv didn't ask me anything further but I know he knows something is wrong with me. I still remember when I saw him outside the temple in Saharanpur, it was him who stood outside the temple while his mother was inside the temple with us. Now understand why he didn't believe in God. He was right all the time. You have to fight yourself.

No one will come to help you, not even your God. I don't blame God for everything because it was not their fault. It was my family and some other monsters who ruined my life but I stop believing in God. I don't have any fight with him but I don't have any reason to believe in him.  It will be good if I believe that he doesn't exist. At least it gave me enough courage to fight for myself.

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Dhruv stopped the car in front of his house and we both get off from it. Dhruv open the lock and we both get inside the house.

His house was clean as he take my advice and hired a maid to clean his house and maintain his things. I know the temple thing upset me but I don't want to ruin our moments as Dhruv came back after a long time.

My family still not return. It's more than two months but I am enjoying the time they are away from me. At least I don't get any beating in past months.

"How was your exams?" I turn and looked at Dhruv who was looking at me soft smile on his face.

"They were good." I replied with the same gesture and smile.

"Did you miss me?" He asked while walking towards me with a teasing smile. I bit my lower lip to hide my blushing smile.

"You must be hungry. I should cook something for you." I turn try to ignore his question.

I came to the kitchen and bring out some rice to make a pullav for both of us. I bring out the vegetables from the fridge, washed them with water and started chopping them with the knife. I heard footsteps walking inside the kitchen and with rate of my heart beats I can feel his presence beside me but I keep my gaze down trying to hide my red cheeks from him and the question he asked me before.

"When are you thinking start you internship again?" He asked me while taking playing with the potato flipping it from his one hand to another.

"Shasrtri ji said that if I want I can leave the internship and collect the certificate from your office as my internship is almost completed." I whispered while looking down.

"You can not leave your internship in mid. You should complete it. There are still few things are left in your internship. I won't sign your certificate until you complete you three months of internship." He said annoyingly and I don't know why he is irritated.

"But Shastri said...."

"I am your boss. Shastri ji was only helping you." He said in a hard voice while looking at me. I sighed and nodded my head yes.

I don't know why he was dragging my internship. I also know everything was completed in my internship and the things are left I can ignore them if I want. There are only paper work left.

"You didn't answer my question?" I raised my head and looked at him.

"Did you missed me?" He asked me again.

"Did you?" I asked while looking at him directly.

"Do you want to know?" He asked and I nodded my head as yes.

He came closer put his one hand under my chin lift it upto his level and leaned down. Before I could realise his lips met with mine and I feel my stomach churn in a good different way. His lips move synchronised against mine and his tongue was teasing my lower lip to open it and kiss him back.

I gave in and moves my lips against his taking his upper lips into my mouth while he was busy sucking my lower lip. He pulled me closer to him by waist and I stood on my tip toes to give him the better access to kiss me deeply. He tilted his head little and open my mouth with his tongue slowly. I almost moaned when his lips going deep and touching every corner of my mouth. I feel the wetness between my legs and I clenched them tighter.

He was smooching again and again to my lips like he want to have them what he has missed in three weeks. I moaned in his mouth when he bit my lower lips and sucked it to sooth the pain. But it wasn't the pain. It was a pain which comes with pleasure.

I broke the kiss when I feel short of breath. My chest was heaving up and down rubbing my soft boobs to his hard chest. His eyes were hooded, filling with unknown emotions.

I could not hold his gaze more so I turned to leave but he grab my hand, turned me to him and hugged me tightly.

I encircled my hands around him and hugged him back. He hide his face in the crook of my neck touching his lips to my neck. My heart felt heavy with the emotions I was feeling towards him.

Love, care...

This is what I need him. It's so difficult to confess my love to him but it's more difficult to hide it from him. It came it anyhow with my actions. This is what I was missing in past three weeks. My presence in his arms which gave the different feelings to me every time they are around me, holding me close to him.

"I am not done..." He whispered in my ear and before I could say anything or could realise he lifted me in his arms in a bridal style and walked us out to the leaving room.

While walking he leaned down and again took my lips, kissing them passionately. I also put my hand on his cheek, kissing him back. My back met with the soft metres, when he laid me down on the couch and hovered over me. He took off his t-shirt over his head and throw it away.

I raised my hands to hold his cheeks but he hold my both hands and pinned them over my head. We both are looking at each other in a hungry way. He took off my dupatta from my shoulders slowly while keep looking directly into my eyes. I feel exposed but it still feels right and I feel safe under him. He leaned down and I moaned when he bit in the crook of my neck. I arched my neck giving him more space to explore me with his kisses. He leave the wet kissed all over my neck while I rubbed my toes on his leg when he making me moan his name. He kissed on my cleavage and bit it while leaving a popping sound.

Today I was wearing the suite with buttons. His one hand reached to my buttons and my heart started beating fast.

"Dhruv..." I whispered with little fear. He touched our foreheads.

"Sshh..trust me." He assured me and kissed me on my forehead.

"May I..." He asked and I nodded my head timidly.

I don't know if it is right or wrong but my heart was telling me that there is nothing wrong in it. He leave my hand and open first three buttons of my suit's shirt. I put my hand on his shoulders when he slide down my suit from my right shoulder up to deep down to my upper arm that  the upper part of my swollen boob was exposing it for him. He leaned down and give a wet kisses to my shoulder biting it in a process. My hand went to his hair pilling him more to me when he keep exploring my shoulder and making down his way to the upper part of my right boob. He give a hard bite to my upper right boob and suck it.

"Dhruv...." I moaned his name again.

He suddenly lifted me with my hand and make me sit on his lap. My both legs are on the both side of him.

He opened more buttons exposing my black bra to him. He give a kiss between my exposed valley and inhaled the sent.

"Open your eyes." I slowly opened my eyes when he asked me.

"I am going to kiss you on your boobs. Stop me if you feel uncomfortable." He said while tucking a loose strand behind my ear and I couldn't say something more just nodded my head.

His gaze went down to my breasts. I closed my eyes when he slowly slide my black bra to the side exposing my right boob completely to him. There is no Barrier between him and my right boob. He looked at it with adoration while caressing the sides of it with his thumb. He leaned down and I moaned his name loudly when he took my right nipple in his mouth sucking it and wetting it with his tongue. I clenched his hair in fist while pulling his towards me making him grunt while he was busy sucking my nipple. I can feel his hard member poking to my thighs making me wet.

He but my nipple and flicked it with his tongue teasing it, turning it hard. I hissed when he bit it again.

"Dhruv please don't bite harshly." I whispered and my cheeks turn mire red.

"I am sorry. But I can't control. You are amazing and beautiful." He said and sucked it again to sooth the pain.

He slide down my suit from my left shoulder and slide my bra to the side exposing my left boob to him.

I gasped loudly in pleasure when he bucked up his hips grinding his hard member to my core while taking my left nipple in his mouth sucking it and biting it.

"You making me crazy." I again gasped in pleasure when he again bucked up his hips grinding his hardness to my wet core.

He cupped my both boobs and squeeze them. He rolled his thumb on my right nipple while sucking the left one flicking it with his tongue. He is making me crazy. I could not think properly. I just want him to continue what he was doing. He hold me by my waist and again laid me down on the couch under him. He adjust himself between my legs and rub himself against my core while keep sucking my both nipples one by one, squeezing them with his hands. I don't know what to focus on. I feel only love and pleasure.

He leave my nipple with pop sound when he keep rub himself against my most private part. He lifted my suit with his hand and caressed my bare stomach and sucked on my nipples like these are his favourites.

A fear crawled inside me and my heart started beating faster when his hand go inside my leggings touching the hem of my panty.

"Dhruv please.." I looked at him. He claimed my lips again and removed his hand under my leggings and again put them on my boobs squeezing them and kissing me deeply.

Ting tong...

Ting tong...

We both parted when the door bell rang two times. We both are panting trying to catch our breath. Dhruv hold me by my waist and hide my face in the crook of neck by holding it when Dhruv asked, "Who is it?"

"The most handsome guy in the world." The other person behind the main gate said dramatically.

"It's Raghav. I have to open it." Dhruv whispered in my ear and I nodded my head yes while still hiding my face in the crook of his neck.

He gave a soft kiss on my head and caressed it lovingly when I pulled off from the hug. He adjust my dress and closed the buttons of my suit. My face was all red. Heat was radiating from my face.

Dhruv leaned off from me give me some time to get normal while on the other side of the gate Raghav was getting impatient. First he gave me dupatta and I wear it on my both shoulders still sitting on the couch. Dhruv took his t-shirt from the floor and wear it while walking towards the gate. Before opening the gate he looked at me first and then open the door for Raghav.

But before Raghav could enter inside the house and started assume things I ran to the kitchen.

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