"You should grow out your beard," Tyler said as his fingers stroked up and down Josh's rough cheek

They decided to take a break from the game and cuddle. The boy couldn't handle having his heart broken over and over again by a video game character. Josh wanted to continue but it was Tyler's play through and he was the god of this house. For now. Maybe forever. 

Josh had to be extra gentle whole cuddling Tyler, the boy hurt all over and one wrong push or a harsh squeeze could've sent Tyler right back at the hospital. In reality, Tyler wasn't that fragile but in Josh's eyes, the brunet was a gentle paper swan that could break apart from the lightest of winds. 

"I should, huh?" Josh rubbed his scratchy cheek against Tyler's neck making the boy's toes curl "Would you still kiss me then?"

"Of course I would." Tyler bit his bruised lip "I will never refuse to kiss you."

"Even if I slobber all over myself?" Josh chuckled, Tyler's perfect nose received a tender kiss

"Yes." Tyler repaid the man with a kiss by pressing his lips on the bridge of Josh's nose 

"I don't believe you," Josh said lowly, his tongue grazed against Tyler's cheek unexpectedly. The boy frowned "See?" 

Josh's nose scrunched up, he rubbed the tip of his tongue against the roof of his mouth trying to get rid of the bitter taste. 

"Why is it so bitter?" Josh shook his head, the taste of Tyler's moisturising cream didn't leave his taste buds

"Because it's a moisturizer," Tyler scoffed "It isn't supposed to be eaten, let alone licked off of someone else's face." 

"Did you put it on your neck?" Josh questioned

"No-" Tyler's sentence got cut short, Josh's lips pressed against the most sensitive part of his neck

Tyler moaned quietly, Josh's lips kept abusing the sweet spot on his neck and there was nothing he could do about it since Josh had him pinned down. Not that Tyler wanted the man to stop, he felt annoyed at the heat swirling in the pit of his stomach. Tyler got so worked up so easily, it was ridiculous. The lightest of touch sent the brunet on cloud nine like he just popped twenty pills of ecstasy. 

"Fuck me," Tyler blurted out when the man sunk his teeth gently into his collarbone

Josh stopped and looked at the boy who was now a lovely shade of blood red. Josh's lips latched onto the boy's for a short kiss before he spoke. 

"Only if you want me to." 

Tyler swallowed thickly. Fuck, was this really happening? Was this really happening? The boy nodded, still unsure of himself. He would be lying if he said that he didn't want the man to bone him till his brains scattered on the floor. Tyler didn't feel ready. A part of him was screaming for Josh's body, the flame of lust grew bigger and bigger. It was soon extinguished with a wave of insecurities. 

"Do you really want to do this?" Josh questioned

No.

"Yes." Tyler nodded, his words shaky

"Okay," Josh breathed out, his lips tickling Tyler's ear "Tell me when to stop."

Now.

Tyler nodded, he didn't want to disappoint the man. They went too far to stop now. Tyler watched the man peel his shirt off, Tyler did the same with his. Josh eyed him down like a hungry lion. There was a gentle glimmer in the man's eyes but Tyler knew how much the man wanted to tear him apart and devour him. 

The man's arms tensed up as he unbuckled his belt, the brunet slowly slid his pyjama pants off revealing his shaking thighs. Josh's lips immediately latched onto the silky skin of Tyler's inner thigh. The boy's mouth formed into a small o, his forehead already slick with sweat. The older man's soft lips trailed up the boy's inner thigh, coming closer and closer to his heat. The sheets in Tyler's fists twisted violently, the boy let out his second moan. 

It felt good but it didn't feel right. 

"I'm gonna prep you, okay?" Josh said standing up, his eyes darting at the bathroom

"Wait-" Tyler gripped Josh's hand 

The man stared at him waiting for the boy to speak again. The brunet's stomach contracted, what if Josh starts hating him? 

"I-" Tyler inhaled sharply, Josh's face softened. 

He sat back down, his arms cradled the boy on his lap.

"We don't have to do this," Josh kissed Tyler's forehead "You don't have to appeal to me."

"But you want it-" Tyler protested

"I ain't shit, okay?" Josh chuckled "You have the right to change your mind."

"But-" Tyler sniffled

"Hey, listen," Josh nudged Tyler's head with his forehead "You don't have to please me, you are free to do whatever the hell you want with your body. So, when you change your mind you have all the rights to tell me to shove my dick back in my pants and sit down."

Tyler chuckled, he didn't even feel how tears started running down his cheeks. Josh kissed them away and brought the boy closer to his chest. 

"Do you understand me?" Josh asked

"Yes, sir." Tyler kissed Josh's jaw 

"That's my boy," the older man let out a genuine laugh and laid Tyler on the pillows 

The brunet immediately pulled him down by the back of his neck. Josh was still shirtless and with his pants hanging lower than his v-line. Tyler smiled devilishly, his feet slowly pulled the man's pants down. Josh quirked a brow.

"Do you plan to play another truth or dare?" Josh bit his lip slowly

"That sounds great but not now," Tyler let out a small whine as he yawned "Cuddling sounds better."

"Naked?" Josh chortled, Tyler's thumbs hooked onto the man's waistband

"No." Tyler's fingertips slid back to Josh's hair

"So what do you wanna do now?"

"Making out aggressively sounds wonderful."

"I couldn't agree more."