"Do it.." I shake my head. "I'll crack.." He sighs and shakes his head. "No, no you won't." I nod. "I will!" He scoffs. "I believe in you Charlie! You can do this!" I sigh and I look up at the ceiling.

'Ugh! I hate this..'
'A little help?'
'Please..'
'...God speed'

I groan.

'Yeah..thanks for the help'

I look at Austin and I nod. "Let's get this over with.." He nods and takes out the box..
The box that I've went in so many times..
The box that carries my medicine..
The cutting box..
Austin opens the box and I feel a sudden urge to go through it. "Austin.." I trail off and he looks at me. "You can do it." I hesitantly nod and I watch as Austin picks up a razor. "Now..stare at it..." I look at Austin and I shake my head. "I-I can't-" "You can!" He snaps at me. I flinch and I look down. "..Sorry..." I hear him sigh. "It's fine..now look at the razor." I sigh.

'Do it'

I nod and I look up, I look at the razor and I stare at it. The urge grows stronger and for some reason I feel my scarred arm throb, I look at Austin and he nods at me. Looking back at the razor I feel my whole body suddenly go numb. Everything grows silent and I can't hear a thing, I look at Austin and he seems to be saying something, I watch his mouth move but yet I hear no words be spoken. Suddenly my arm starts lifting and reaching towards the razor, I look at Austin and he's staring at my arm, I look at my hand and it seems to be going towards the razor.

'STOP!'

As if the voice was my commander I grab my own arm and I try hard to keep it still.

'Don't let the feeling win!'

I start pulling my arm back but as if my hand had a mind of it's own, it goes forward and touches the blade. "CHARLIE!!" Reality slaps me and I hear Austin's loud voice come crashing through, I look at Austin and my scarred arm goes numb. "Charlie?" I stare at him blankly for a couple of seconds. "W-What?" He narrows his eyes at me. "Are you okay?" I blink. "Y-Yeah?" I made it sound like a question. "..Charlie?" I start realising what's happening and what's around me. "Yeah?" He sighs in relief and he puts down the box. "Charlie! You had me worried!" I look at him confused for a second. "What do you mean?" He rolls his eyes. "You just stood there! You didn't move a muscle! I got so worried.." I narrow my eyes at him. "What do you mean 'I didn't move a muscle'?" He looks at me. "You didn't move at all..you just kept staring at the blade." My eyes widen.

'So...that didn't happen?'
'I guess not..'

I burst out laughing and I jump around. "YES!" Austin looks at me confused. "The hell?" I laugh at him. "Austin..how long was I standing there for?" I ask giggling, he looks at me. "For 5 minutes..Why?" I laugh and I jump. "I DID IT!" He looks at me weirdly. "What do you mean?" I face palm. "Austin! I didn't touch the blade! I didn't pick it up and I didn't cut!" He looks at me as his lips curl into a smile. "Oh..yeah!" He laughs and picks me up, I laugh. "I/YOU-DID IT!!" We both shout in unison.

I did it..
And boy I have never felt so happy throughout my entire life.
Sorry it's short..again but I'm running out of ideas for the story! If you can you could give me some ideas! I would love you guys even more if you do help out! Anyway I gotta go! Peace!✌️❤️✨