I woke up in the Nurses office, again. Sometimes I just wish for the whole world to leave me alone, I just want a easy life with Austin and only Austin. Who knew I would ACTUALLY fall in love, I mean. Me? fall in love? If I was still in my old life I would probably slap myself silly and called myself insane! Me being on my own feels like a lifetime ago. Now it's just me and Austin but it also seems like Sally is standing in our way-no sorry-it's like Sally is standing in MY way of trying to be happy
'Maybe you shouldn't be happy much..' Okay so that voice in my head went silent when Austin first passed me a note and when I blacked out. All I kept hearing was bad kind of thoughts and THAT normally happens when I know something bad is soon gonna happen, and it amazes me how the bad thoughts are always right but I'm desperately hoping so badly that it's totally wrong, I don't want to go back to being "Silent Charlie" or "Freaky Slag" I mean I got out of that life so I could be in a better one, I for one ain't going back there. Ever. Again, I don't WANT to go back there and I don't NEED to go back there and if I ever do (oh I wish I don't) I don't think I would last long..