Katelyn's POV
I winced in pain as the cold razor hit my skin... Dammit! I made a promise... I have to stay alive.... I promised Travis the day he died I wouldn't let anything get to me... I have to stay alive but no one wants to help me.... I know I need help but can I get it?

"Katelyn you almost done were suppose to go to Olive garden!! You promised me bread sticks!!!" I signed and bandaged my arms before putting my long sleeve back on. " Yeah sure give me a minute!" I finished cleaning and walk out. " Hey Aph you ready?" She nodded happily. I was treating her to her Birthday dinner.

We soon got to the restaurant and we we followed to the table. " Yo Aph you driving home? Or are you finally giving alcohol a try?" She shook her head violently. We ordered our food and drinks. I smiled happily as I drank... My emotions melting away is always the best thing. " Katelyn you okay?!?" I quickly remembered on thing... The 30 or something pills I overdosed on.... I guess that great.....
" yeah I'm fine." " I'm taking you home!" We already were finished with our food that she dragged me out. " Aphmau I luv *hic* you!" She sighed " I love you too! You are my best friend after all. " the drunk ness apmifying my emotions made me scream in the car. "WHY IS IT ONLY FRIEND SHIP! IS IT SO HARD TO LOVE SOMEONE LIKE ME?!? IT NOT FAIR...." she stared at me in disbelief... She hugged me..." hey aph I'm sorry but I'm gonna go bye bye soon...." Her eyes widen.." I took like 30 of those prescription pills... Her eyes went even more wide as she rushed to the hospital and my eyes closed and gave into sleep.