Today if I wouldn't write anything, I might end up sobbing again for you and if I pen down the heaviness of my heart right now, I am sure I would be sobbing after few lines. Such is the situation of this? This body, this mind, this heart and this soul. The vision is already hazy.
True is that I want you and so is it that I don't want you. No! This isn't my confusion. This is the situation you gifted me till the last.
We had so less time together and we couldn't love each other so much and look, here we are so far so apart.
Why you couldn't love me enough? Why I wasn't enough? Why ........ I wasn't worth your complete love?

Why promises you made with so true heart came out to be false? Why you left me with so many unanswered questions?

We had decided to live together, stay together but look this life had it all. It snatched all the chances from us.

But why blame life? It gave us umpteen chances but your quest for something better always left me as an option.

Amongst all your fake words and promises, you saying 'trust me' won.

There isn't undo to this life. This never ending pain, unanswered questions will always remain with me and would hunt me day and night and this 'time' as they all say, won't heel this pain.
I would seek the answers from that supreme power who made me a me and you a you but never made us a us.

Promise me two things if you ever come here by chance and read this....

1. You would meet me once when we get old.

2. Be mine and only mine in the next life.

- Shashank