I shouldn't wait but I do. I shouldn't hope but I do.
Do you remember last Diwali I told you that whenever I would see the lights on this very day I would see you in flame of each candle, in every colourful bulb and in the each lighting crackers in the sky and you know what, it happened the same way.
Its now almost half year since we stopped talking but it feels like I haven't heard you from eras.
Today you must be looking very beautiful in suit. Let me guess the color. Was it purple one with small black bindi, my favorite or were you dipped in all red with a diya in hand? All colors are so made for you. I wish I could see you for once. I wish.
You have gone long back but the image of you is still as fresh as morning fog. It still feels as next second your message or may be your call would pop on the broken screen of my cell phone and you would ask me "Kaisa hai Shashank"
I know I have been forgotten long back and yes you are right, this is what I wanted, this is what I wished for. I had no other option left. I had no other choice to make and how long would I have kept you in the prison made of bones.
I have to thanks you for not adding my contact number in your WhatsApp or else I might have ended messaging you today for I saw your invisible display picture around hundreds time with a futile hope. I did type many a times to text you but backspace won. I never want to unruffle your life again. I want you to be happy the way you are, smile the way you do. Be free.

Wish you a very happy Diwali.

Shash.