I was taught at a young age that everything you do effects the people around you. So how could you? Tell me how you could leave me like this? Why wasn't I good enough for you? I can't breathe...I've lost any reason to. I can't accept the fact that you are gone. You had your whole life in front of you. Maybe it wasn't the life you wanted, but most of us don't get what we want. You said it wasn't my choice, but it wasn't your choice either. I tried everything I could to make you see that. I want to be okay with this, but I cant. I loved you so much. I let you into my heart. You impacted my life in ways I never knew were possible. Yet you just left. You left me here to rot in my own grief just because you couldn't escape yours. I know, I know that I shouldn't say that, but I can't help it. You only thought of yourself and what you wanted. You told me you loved me, this is not something you do to someone you love. You don't ruin them. You don't shatter them into pieces then leave them to pick up the mess. I had never loved someone the way I loved you, so fiercely, so bold. I would have done anything to keep you here with me, I did try everything to keep you here with me. It still wasn't enough. How does one move on from this, when the one person you love more then anything destroys themselves because they can't learn to love themselves?
( L.E)