[REQUESTED] They try to make it up to you

Sangyeon: 

*even when you say that you've forgiven him, he really just wants to do everything he can to make sure you know how much he loves you. He cooks dinner for the two of you and you guys spend the whole night cuddling on the couch and watching movie, every so often him kissing your hair and letting you know just how much he adores you.*

Jacob: 

*after the two of you are finally able to settle your argument, he shyly asks you if you'd like to go on a date with him so that he can try to make it up to you. He takes you to your favorite places and forgets his work for that day, he dedicates the whole day to just spending quality time with you.*

Younghoon: 

*after you guys have both cooled down a bit, he approaches you and you both apologize to each other. He brightens up when you say you forgive him, and he asks if the argument can be forgotten. When you say yes, he pulls you out on an amusement park date with him, so happy that you guys aren't mad at each other any more.*

Hyunjae: 

*at first, he's so mad and embarrassed and disappointed at himself that he can't face you, but after a little bit he tells himself that he's being ridiculous. He's someone who's upfront and honest, so he goes right to you and apologizes, also letting you know that you hurt him with some of the things you'd said to him, and then you apologize as well.*

"Okay Y/N, now that we've made up, what should we do? Let's do whatever you want today!"

Juyeon: 

*as soon as he gets a hold of himself, he runs after you giving you a big hug and tearfully insisting that he didn't mean it, and apologizing over and over again. He hugs you tight and strokes your hair and assures you that you're the most precious person in the world again and he promises he'll never make you cry again.*

"I'm so so sorry. I'll never do it again. From now on I'll only make you smile and laugh, I promise." 

"You're so sweet that you're making me cry right now, so you're breaking that promise."

Kevin: 

*he follows you around the whole day, begging you to forgive him.*

*secretly, you already have, but you think the he's being pretty adorable with all his apologizing.*

*he draws pictures for you and writes poems and does the sweetest, cutest things all day until you tell him you forgive him.*

New: 

*you're the first one to apologize to him, and after you do he immediately does as well. He hugs you tight and admits that he was being petty and arguing with you for nothing.*

"What can I do to make up for it? Want some pizza?"

Q: 

*he follows you around the whole day. You said you forgive him, but he doesn't quite believe that you did. He can't believe you'd forgive him that easily, so he follows you around all day trying to be super helpful and sweet, though he really just ends up getting in the way of your work.*

*but he's so adorable so... who cares?*

Haknyeon: 

*when you say you've forgiven him, you brighten up his day. You really made him so so happy. He's immediately so bouncy and happy and he hugs you tight and clears his schedule for the day so that he can spend time with you, and maybe even take you to a nice restaurant for dinner.*

Hwall: 

*the whole week is spent with him trying to make it up to you. What he'd said honestly wasn't even that bad, but he feels terrible, and so he decides to do something special for you each day. First, he brings you flowers. He takes you on dates, to the movies, picnicking, to the beach... wherever you want to go. He wants to do things that make you happy.*

"Y/N, I'll never make you sad again. I only want to make you happy."

Sunwoo: 

*before you can walk too far away from him, he runs up to you, hugging you from behind and apologizing over and over again. He rests his chin on your shoulder and tells you how much he adores you, hoping that his sincere words will help you to forgive him.*

"Y/N, I'm sorry. I adore you, I really do."

Eric: 

*even when he apologizes and you say you forgive him, he decides to go the extra mile. He does so many sweet things for you, from doing your chores, to helping you with your studying, even waking up early and making breakfast for the two of you. It's so sweet, but you insist that he shouldn't keep it up, he'll be too tired to work!*

Notes:  

Hiiii!! I've missed you guys🥺

I feel like some of my more recent reactions haven't been that good, and I'm sorry for that. Hopefully you guys like them and I'm just overthinking things💀

But ummm.... 

Guess what? 

After a couple months... 

I finally had another Wooseok dream😂

Honestly, it's been months! Wooseok, come to my dreams more often😤 

Please🥺

My mom said that her grandmother used to say that when you dream, your soul wanders around. 

On days when I have good dreams, where I meet X1 or The Boyz or any other groups, I want to believe that. On the days I have bad dreams, I don't. 

If it's true, my soul and Wooseok's are in loveeeeee😉

ANYWAYS. 

The dream was... 

Wooseok got hurt somehow. And he ended up in the hospital, twice. 

I don't remember the first time, only the second. 

He was ontop of a hill, being treated outside of the hospital (maybe it was full or they couldn't move him... idk). 

I was at the bottom of the hill, holding my hands together like I was praying and saying "I love you. Wooseok, I love you," over and over again. Which honestly, is really sad, being that it was the one thing he'd wanted me to say this whole time, but stupid dream Alyssa can only say it when he might die? Really?😭

I was so scared he was gonna die. I ran up the hill so I could be near him for a second. The medics looked at me angrily because people weren't supposed to be crowding around him, but I took out a fat yellow highlighter and drew around Wooseok's head, saying it was a line for people to stay out (great excuse, right💀). For some reason they looked happy about that (even though it wasn't helpful in the slightest), and then I ran down the hill, leaving them alone, and then I woke up. 

AHHH I HOPE HE'S OKAY. 

Honestly I'd been assuming the storyline that my dreams are creating is in chronological order but... 

What if it's not? 

What if this was after Wooseok dived off that cliff/bridge, because I didn't say I loved him? What if he got injured from that and may die?

And what if all my dreams in-between were just my happy memories, and my regrets?

That would be really deep. And really sad... 

So that was the dream😭 I hope I get another one soon so I can know if he's alright. 

I have a lot of song recommendations but before we get to them imma share my Wooseok pic of the day, since he visited my dreams again🥰

This is my current phone wallpaper lol😂

Song recommendations: 

Memories - Wooseok and Eunsang

https://youtu.be/6lsSjwW4Dr0

Did this make me cry? Of course. 

"Fly high with you forever." 

Honestly, I don't even have words to describe my emotions with this song. 

So happy, sad...

Nostalgic? Bittersweet? 

It made me cry thinking about X1 but when I saw them smile and laugh, I smiled too. 

Goodbye - Wendy (OST from The Beauty Inside)

https://youtu.be/A-emJHnVtZ8

DON'T YOU DARE SPOIL IT BUT- 

I really need Eunho and Sara to end up together.

They're my favorite couple in the show pleaseeee... 

Anyways I love love LOVE this show. It's amazing and I highly recommend it. 

Daisy - Pentagon

https://youtu.be/W7ZIz4w9Edo

YANAN IS BACK. 

MY BIAS, MY BABYYY... HE'S BACK. 

AAAAAHHH. 

This song is so soo good, please give it a listen and consider stanning Pentagon! They deserve more love.

Make a Wish - NCT U

https://youtu.be/tyrVtwE8Gv0

Honestly, I wasn't sure how I felt about this song at first, but now I just keep going back to it. 

I love the whistling part a lot. 

I also just LOVE this combination of members?!?! Idk but it's just so perfect. 

Guys... 

When did Jaemin grow up?

How'd he grow up this fast? 

I didn't even realize until now😭

On the other hand, Shotaro is A BABY. He's so cute omg let's give him a lot of love and support. 

Twilight - WEi

https://youtu.be/4BYkuPUQoWE

WHAT A DEBUT! 

This song is amazing. The whole album is amazing. 

And... 

I'm having bias problems. 

I have absolutely no idea who should be my bias. 

I think I've finally narrowed it down to either Yohan or Donghan... but I can't decide. 

Yohan, because he's my X1 baby, of course. He was someone who caught my eye right away in PDX. He's so talented.

But Donghan, I've known for longer. I've been a fan of for longer. And his voice! Omg his voice is just so unique I love it. 

Ahhhh idk who will be my bias, but I do know that I love them all😂

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Anyways, thank you for listening to my Alyssa rants of the day, and if you read all the way down here, wow! Thanks!

I asked this on my message board as well, but for those of you who don't follow me, I shall ask here as well: 

What are some of your assumptions about me (can be about anything)? 

I'm just curious😂

And thank you so so much for the 165k+ reads!!! I never expected this book would get so much love, it's insane🥺 Thank youuu💖