[REQUESTED] Their reaction to you holding their hand for the first time 

Sangyeon: 

*you've genuinely made him the happiest person on the planet. As soon as you take his hand, he just can't stop smiling and looking at you, then looking at your hands.* 

Jacob:

*when you take his hand, he turns to you with the most giant smile on his face and just stares at you for a moment.* 

"Let's hold hands more often." 

Younghoon: 

*when you're walking down the street with him and suddenly take his hand, he stops walking and just stares at your hands with wide eyes. For a second, you're scared that you overstepped and start to take your hand away, but then he gives you the biggest smile and pulls you towards him, wrapping his arms around you in a hug.*

Hyunjae: 

*He can't keep the giant grin off of his face when you tuck your hand into his, but he's not flustered, not really. He's just really giddy, and takes this as an opportunity to flirt with you and tease you.*

"You must really like me. I knew you did. Who wouldn't?" 

Juyeon: 

*he'd be such a mixture of emotions that for a minute he just doesn't know what to do. Happy, shocked, shy excited... he gives you the biggest smile when you take his hand and in that moment, he can't help but confess how much he likes you.*

"I like you. I really really like you."

Kevin: 

*he's so surprised that he actually jumps away from you, accidentally pulling his hand away in the process. You don't reach for his hand again because you're afraid that he didn't like it, so this time it's up to him to build up his courage and reach for your hand again.*

New: 

*super shocked, and super shy. He cannot stop blushing and is unable to make eye contact with you or form proper sentences.*

"Chanhee, are you okay?" 

"Hm? Yeah... well... umm..." 

Q: 

*he's so excited that you guys are finally holding hands that he starts bouncing around all over the place, hugging you and chanting...*

"Y/N likes me! She's holding my hand so she really likes me..."

Haknyeon: 

*his eyes widen and he stares at your hands for a moment before attacking you with a hug and kissing your cheek and overall just being the most excited, happy child on this planet.* 

"Y/N, I like you a lot. I really do."

Hwall: 

*he might be shy for a second there, but he quickly moves past the moment and just happily enjoys your company, and though he tries to concentrate on what you're talking about, every couple of minutes his mind goes yay we're holding hands!!*

Sunwoo: 

*he gives you the biggest smile and winks at you, happily swinging your hands as you walk. He doesn't want to let go of your hand, even for a minute. Need to pick something up? Do it with one hand. Want to buy a drink? You have a different hand for that. He won't let you take your hand back after you give it to him.*

Eric:

*is so shook that he stops walking with you, stops talking, and just stares at your hands. For a second you think you did something wrong and overstepped, but he doesn't let you take your hand away and is a blushing mess while assuring you that he wants to hold your hand, though he tries to play it cool.* 

"Sorry...?" 

"No! No, Y/N.... I like... I mean... we can hold hands. Yeah, that's cool with me."

Notes: 

As always, thank you for the reads, votes, and comments🥺💖

I think I mentioned this before, but these reactions aren't in any particular order, which is why you got proposed to in the last chapter, and now are holding hands for the first time. 

Oh! I changed the cover! Do you like it? I can't do super pretty and elaborate covers the way some people can, but since I gave Standing on the Threshold and She's Gone actual covers, I figured I should change this one to a prettier one as well😂

REMEMBER TO STREAM CHECKMATE AND SHANGRI-LA (the full version)💪

https://youtu.be/GLStvjFPBXE

Don't stream the fancams but... 

I had to put this here cause I had to take a moment to rant about my FAVORITE BABY BOY EVER, THE CUTEST MAN EVER, LEE JAEHYUN. 

First of all, he's just so handsome. Gosh, he's gorgeous😍 I mean, he's always gorgeous, but something about that grayish hair and this outfit just...I'm in love❤️ 

Second, he's just so so talented. They're all under so much pressure and he's given such difficult parts in each of their stages, and has the extra pressure of being the center (they don't have a fixed center, but he tends to take the center position, along with Juyeon who's finally been getting his center time since DDD era happened) and he gets such difficult parts and does them perfectly, making them look easy. 

His facial expressions are amazing. Again, he's just such a talented man. 

HE'S SO CUTE IDK GUYS HE'S JUST THE MOST ADORABLE PERSON EVER AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH😭

https://youtu.be/b3EWLTTEl5Y

And here's my other favorite baby boy😂

Seeing him frantically searching for the branch until the very last second actually is breaking my heart. I really can't even imagine how panicked he must have been in that moment. And yet, he didn't show it on stage, and he went on as though nothing had happened. I said this already but, honestly, when I watched the performance I didn't catch the mistake. Only after people were talking about it was I able to find it. The Boyz are really under soooo much pressure and I hope they're okay🥺 I hope they can make it to Kingdom, so let's stream harder💪

Speaking of RTK, I'M SO SCARED FOR THEIR PERFORMANCE THIS WEEK. THEY SAID THEY'D SHOW US SOMETHING COOLER BUT LIKE... HOW?? I'm not even scared for them cause ik they're gonna pull it off, I'm scared for ME cause I don't feel ready😂

Another quick note. Our fandom is growing and TBZ are getting more recognition thanks to RTK, which is amazing. Unfortunately, this means we also have more haters, and more toxic people in the fandom (or, people from other fandoms who are pretending to be toxic people from our fandom to make us look bad). LET'S STAY A SWEET PEACEFUL FANDOM, OKAY? PLEASE🙏 People will be hesitant to stan TBZ if they have bad fans... so let's try to be like carats, who are known for being peaceful🥰 

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