[REQUESTED] Since you guys are in a secret relationship, fans are shipping you with another member... 

(let's pretend that you're an idol who did a collaboration with TBZ or something, so that's how you know them)  

Sangyeon: 

*he won't say anything about it, but he's secretly really jealous, and he'll start dropping hints or doing things that will make fans ship you with him instead. He starts teasing you playfully during vlives, doing skinship, and cute cliché things like giving you his jacket for the fans to see.*

"Aww Y/N, are you cold? Here, take my jacket." 

*drapes the jacket over your shoulders and "subtly" smiles at the camera*

Jacob: 

*he's kind of jealous and pouty. It's a rare sight to see - a jealous Jacob. But he is jealous, and he confronts you about it.* 

"Y/N, I don't like you getting shipped with someone else other than me." 

"Well... what do you expect me to do about that..." 

"Just... tell the fans you like me." 

"WHAT? NO WAY, YOU TELL THEM FIRST!" 

Younghoon: 

*since he can't stand you being shipped with another member, he immediately goes public about your relationship.*

"EVERYONE LISTEN UP. Y/N IS MY GIRLFRIEND. MINE. SO ONLY SHIP HER WITH ME, PLEASE AND THANK YOU."

Hyunjae: 

*he tries to be quiet about it, he really really does. But of course, that doesn't last long. One day you're doing an interview with them... and the interviewer asks you how you feel about being shipped with Younghoon. That's when Hyunjae suddenly stands up, takes your hand, and says...*

"No. She feels nothing about being shipped with anyone else, because she's my girlfriend." 

Juyeon: 

*when you start being shipped with other members, it makes him sad. He's so much more quiet lately, and you can't figure out why. Finally, he pulls you aside and asks you if it's okay with you to go public about your relationship.*

"I want people to ship us together. I want to have you in my arms, Y/N."

Kevin: 

*he's honestly kinda fine with it. In fact, he finds it kind of amusing. He's constantly teasing you about it.*

"So Y/N, I hear you like Eric, huh? Look, DID YOU SEE THESE Y/N X ERIC CUTE MOMENTS COMPILATION VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE? I THINK IMMA MAKE ONE." 

"OMG KEVIN STOP IT GO AWAYYY." 

New: 

*as soon as it starts, he flat out tells fans that he doesn't want them to ship you with anyone but him*

"If I find anyone shipping her with other members, you're in trouble." 

Q: 

*he thinks it's kinda cute and funny, and honestly kind of likes it. He likes that no one suspects the two of you, because it makes him feel like you're a secret special treasure that no one else knows about. He isn't bothered by the shipping and doesn't do anything about it, as long as you like him, everything is fine.*

"Y/N, as long as you ship yourself with me... that's all I care about." 

Haknyeon: 

*he's not really sure what to do about it, and he's not completely sure if he's upset about it or not. He's always bugging you about it, and playfully whining and complaining to you, and you're always teasing him about it, but in reality, neither of you are really bothered.*

"Y/N, what are you going to do about that shipping? It's driving me crazy-"

"IT MUST BE CRAZY LOVEEEEE~" 

Hwall: 

*when a reporter says you look good with another member, he pulls you to him and kisses you on the spot... effectively shutting down the possibility of being shipped with other members. And then, as if that wasn't enough, he turns back to the reporter and says...*

"But she looks better with me, don't you think?"

Sunwoo: 

*at first he doesn't mind all that much, but his jealousy keeps building, and building... until one day he gets a YouTube recommendation for a "proof" video for you and Q, and that's it. THAT'S IT. He is not taking it anymore. After getting your agreement, he sits down and writes a long letter to fans about how the two of you are dating.*

"My dear deobis, I know you must be shocked. But please love her and treat her well. And please ship her with me only!" 

Eric: 

*he's shocked to find out people have the nerve to ship you with another member. He's been doing everything he can to drop hints about your relationship, and you're shipped with SOMEONE ELSE? Time to put an end to that.* 

"SHE DOESN'T LIKE SUNWOO. OR HAKNYEON. OR JACOB. SHE LIKES ME. M. E. BECAUSE WE'RE DATING." 

Notes:

HAPPY 200K?!?!?!?! I can hardly believe this book got that many reads and I'm so grateful to each and every one of you. I'm really so lucky to have you... you guys are the best readers ever. I love you🥺😭😍

Ahhhh I have like a gazillion song recommendations today, and watch me still forget some of them💀 Being a multi is a ton of work😂

If you follow me then you've already seen this, but imma share my spotify wrapped cause I'm quite proud of it. Tell me what yours was like!

I'm in the top 0.5% of listeners for The Boyz, and for my top song of the year, Memories, I listened to it 527 times since it came out in October. It came out in October and it's my favorite song of THE WHOLE YEAR. Heaven came out in November and it's number three. Are you proud of me?💀

(if you wanna see my full wrapped, which u probably don't but just in case, it's in my personal/tagged book) 

Okay, onto the recommendations! 

Triangular Flight - The Boyz x Ateez x Stray Kids 

https://youtu.be/3FAHOyL0sog

Did I mention that being a multi is hard? 

Yeah, this Kingdom lineup is abouta be the end of me. 

I mean TBZ are my ults so I'm rooting for them but like... Ateez and Stray Kids🥺

I ALSO FOUND OUT THAT PPL MADE THE FANDOM NAME FOR US - DESTINY. ISN'T THAT THE CUTEST FANDOM NAME EVER??? 

2020 MAMA - The Boyz

https://youtu.be/n8aOScCgPYg

When I tell you The Boyz are the kings of performances, this is what I mean. 

Seriously, who's doing it like them?

I just... I have no words. This is beyond spectacular. 

Talk Love - K.Will

https://youtu.be/SdHQkkRc-hc

I started watching Descendants of the Sun recently, and I'm ALMOST finished with it (I just watched episode 15) and it's really good. 

To be honest, I do not COMPLETELY understand all the hype around it? Like don't get me wrong, it's really good, but there are definitely things that I think they could have done better. Like the suspenseful scenes from Shijin should have been drawn out. But it really is a good drama, and I would definitely recommend it. 

All of the OSTs are amazing, but this one is my favorite, along with This Love by Davichi. 

Christmassy - The Boyz 

https://youtu.be/dcW47LstjWk

THIS IS SO CUTE. 

JUYEON AS A FOOTBALL PLAYER TOTALLY WRECKED ME UGH HYUNJAE SEND HELP😭

Mmmh - Kai

https://youtu.be/Fc-fa6cAe2c

I am usually a soft stan. 

I always thought Kai was attractive, but I never went wild over his sexiness. 

Those days are over. 

Kai... he attacked. That's all I have to say😭

Pray (I'll Be Your Man) - BTOB 

https://youtu.be/__BFUf_nJl0

I'm obsessed with this song. 

Whenever I listen to it, I HAVE to put it on repeat. It's soooo good. 

I've been meaning to get into BTOB ever since I watched Sungjae in Goblin, but now I actually have too. Their songs are just so good!!

Last Piece - GOT7 

https://youtu.be/z1gxHexN5DI

This is such a beautiful song😭

This also made me realize that I can't have one bias. I must have both JB and Jinyoung👀

Star - LOONA

https://youtu.be/zW-AIXAnLcE

I LOVE this song. 

The song, the music, the visuals... everything is perfection😇 It's another addicting song. 

10 Months - Enhypen 

https://youtu.be/ZLLUJK6vR_8

Out of all the songs in their debut album, this one is my favorite. This cute/fresh concept really might be favorite. 

The song is just amazing, and the performance is simply adorable!!

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Thank you again for reading🥺 LOVE YOUUU🥰