[REQUESTED] You get into an accident and are in critical condition 

Sangyeon: 

*he's angry at himself, for not being there for you, for not being able to protect you. He sits by your hospital bedside, holding onto your hand and just begging you to wake up and be okay.*

"Y/N, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. Please wake up. Don't leave me alone."

Jacob: 

*as soon as he sees you in the hospital, he breaks down. He can't stop crying as he rushes to your side, gripping your hand tightly. He just cries, and through his tears he watches your face, telling himself over and over again that it'll be okay.*

"It's okay. She'll be okay. She's strong, everything will be just fine." 

Younghoon: 

*he sobs to the doctors, begging them to save you. To do something, anything. When they tell him that they did everything they could, and that now all that's left to do is wait and hope you wake up, he cries even harder. He crawls into the hospital bed with you and hugs your unconscious body, crying.* 

Hyunjae: 

*he's angry, at everyone. At the person who caused the accident. At the doctors for not being able to do more. But mostly, he hates himself. He hates that he wasn't there with you, and he feels so guilty. He takes your hand and just apologizes, over and over again.* 

"I'm so sorry. I should have been there with you. I'm sorry. When you wake up... don't forgive me. I'm an awful boyfriend. I don't deserve you. But please, just wake up." 

Juyeon: 

*he's barely holding himself together. He cries a lot, and he refuses to move from your hospital bedside. He's a total mess, and everyone is worried about him too. He's barely spoken to anyone since the accident, he only speaks to you when you guys are alone in the room, pretending to have a conversation with you and just hoping that you'll wake up soon.*

"Y/N, how are you doing today? Me? I'm doing alright. It's beautiful outside, at least that's what people are saying. I haven't gone out in a while. But today would have been a nice day to have picnic date, what do you think? You want to have a picnic date with me once you wake up? Please wake up quickly." 

Kevin: 

*he's extremely attentive. He pays very close attention to everything the doctor's do, and asks a lot of questions. On the outside, he seems to be holding himself together well, but they don't know how much he cries when he's left alone with you. Still, he's trying his best to be optimistic, and to convince himself that you'll be just fine.*

"Y/N, you're going to wake up, you hear me? You're not a quitter. You can't quit on me. You're going to wake up."

New: 

*he's a mess. He just can't stop his tears. He stays by your side 24/7. He orders you clothes and food and toys and flowers and puts them around you, hoping that somehow, you'll be able to wake up and see them.* 

"Y/N, look at the pretty flowers that just came in? Do you smell them? The scent is lovely. You have to wake up to see them. Please." 

Q:

*in front of everyone else, he puts on a smile and a brave face. He seems optimistic and is always assuring everyone that you'll be just fine. But when he's alone in the room, he's always on the verge of breaking down. He holds your hand or hugs you and just whispers to you over and over again, telling you that you have to be okay.*  

Haknyeon: 

*he can't stop crying. He just sits by you and holds your hand and sobs. Everyone is worried about him. He doesn't speak, he barely eats, and he hardly ever moves from your side. He doesn't even talk to you. He just holds your hand and cries, wishing that he could change things, and make you be okay.*

Hwall: 

*he visits you at the hospital everyday, but he also tries to keep himself busy with other things. At first, he'd just sit by your side and cry. But after a while he realized that you'd probably scold him for that, so he forced himself to go back out and do something. So now when he comes to visit you, he enthusiastically tells you about his day, and imagines that you are awake and answering him.* 

"Today I did a photoshoot, and it was really fun. I think my fans will like it. I think you'll like it too. The magazine is coming out soon, and I'm going to be on the cover, so you better wake and up and see it, okay? I'll order you a copy, so wake up, please." 

Sunwoo:

*he moves into your hospital room. He brings everything he could possibly need, clothing, juice, toys, his homework... everything. He moves in and stays by your side, monitoring you. He starts writing songs, sad love songs, and he sings them to you, crying as he does so. They're for you.*

"Do you like this one? It's for you, of course. You have to wake up and then we can sing it together, okay? Promise?" 

Eric: 

*he cries a lot, and leans on the other members for support. Without him, he wouldn't be able to take care of himself right now. They make sure he eats and sleeps, and they monitor you while he does so. Eric's only focus is you. He's always by your side, just making sure that your vitals are stable, talking to the doctors, and begging you to wake up and smile at him again.* 

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A/N 

Hi everyone!! It's been a while, hasn't it?😭 I'm really sorry about that, I've just been busy with school and college stuff. On the bright side, now the college stuff is done!! I got accepted to the school I wanted and have officially enrolled👩🏽‍🎓 But school is still quite a bit of work😂

Anyways, did you hear the news? HYUNJAE IS GOING TO BE THE LEAD OF A DRAMA!!!! 

I'm so excited!! 2/3 of Bermuda line would have then made their acting debut. Hopefully Juyeon can be next! I can really reallyyyy see him as the lead of a historical drama, so someone please make my dream come true👀

Today, I just have one song recommendation, and that is... 

Sugar - Kim Wooseok

https://youtu.be/YIljei6gx-k

I just LOVE THIS SO MUCH!! The song is so catchy and cute, and Wooseok is ADORABLE!! The whole album is amazing and I'd recommend all of them. My favorite song of the album is 'Next', how about you? 

I wonder, would any of you be willing to read a fic for Wooseok and/or X1? I have plans for an X1 book and I also wanna write a Wooseok one... but I'm wondering if anyone would actually read it😂

I don't have much more to say today, except I love you, and thank you for reading and supporting me🥺💖 You're the best🥳