It had been a week since Taehyung had suggested a date.

It had been a week since he kissed me deeply...and hard.

It had been a week since his mouth was on me.

It had been a week since I had an orgasm.

We would text back and forth often throughout the day. He was always so flirty and always so insistent on us seeing each other again. There had been a few times he had knocked on my door but I was too scared to answer it. I wanted nothing more than to date him...to kiss him...to put my mouth on him...but the age difference...what would happen when he realizes he could get anyone he wanted? I was so afraid to get attached to him...I was already feeling things for him so if they got any stronger, I would surely get my heart broken.

Of course I didn't think he would do that on purpose. He wasn't cruel. But I couldn't believe him...I couldn't believe he wanted more. That he wanted something serious and not just fun.

I was pulling out my keys to unlock my front door when I heard my neighbors opening theirs. I turned and saw Jimin and Taehyung walking out and I scurried to open my door. As fate would have it, before I could actually unlock my door, I dropped my keys. I bent to pick them up and by the time I stood straight again Taehyung was next to me.

"YAH!" I shouted clutching my chest. "Tae, you scared the shit out of me."

He looked at me with an expression of annoyance. "Why are you avoiding me?"

"I...I um...I'm not avoiding you." I said finally getting my key in the lock

"Liar." He said.

I turned to face him and his face was stern and...disappointed.

"Can we talk?" he asked.

"Um...s-sure." I said stepping inside and opening the door to him.

He shoved through the door and slammed it shut behind him walking towards my kitchen counter.

"You know, I feel really used right now." He said cortly.

"Why?"

"Seriously?" I could see him starting to get angry. "We sleep in your bed together twice, we laugh and talk and flirt. We watch scary movies, and I even went down on you." I could see him start to get nervous as he continued to speak. "And then I'm even more honest with you when I tell you I don't want you to be just some girl I hook up with; That I actually am starting to like you and I want to take you on dates." He started pacing at this point not even looking at me. "And what do you do? You avoid me...sure you answer my texts but I don't like having friendships or relationships solely through my phone. You refuse to see me in person, and you don't answer your door when I knock." He stopped and looked at me. "What did I do to upset you?"

"Y-you didn't do anything Tae..."

He cut me off. "Then what is it?" His stare was intense and demanding, I couldn't look away, but I also couldn't speak. I was so caught off by his behavior...not that he didn't deserve to feel that way...I was just surprised that he did. I was surprised that he felt so strongly that my actions actually upset him. I stood there looking into his eyes. They were full of hurt and confusion...I felt horrible knowing I was the reason for it. He looked away finally and stalked over to my door.

"No, Tae, wait!" I yelled running after him.

I was able to take hold of his arm and he turned around. "What?" he asked in a cold voice.

I decided to take a chance. He wouldn't be acting this way if he didn't really have feelings for me....right? I grabbed him by the back of his head and pulled him to meet my lips. At first he didn't respond...He didn't even move...I think because of shock. I moved my lips slowly across his as softly as I could. After a few moments I felt him move his lips in return molding them perfectly to mine. He wraped one arm around my waist and the other one behind my neck pulling me even closer to him. I moved my hands from his face and wrapped them around his neck pulling him back. The kiss wasn't rushed, it wasn't lustful. It was passionate and loving.

It was perfect.

After a few more moments we pulled apart to regain our breath and he looked at me in the eyes. I swallowed hard and spoke.

"You didn't do anything....I'm...scared..."

"Of what?" he asked running a hand over the side of my face?

"Of getting hurt, of hurting someone else..."

He smiled and placed a kiss on my lips. "Why are you worried about that right now?"

"Because..."

He interrupted me by kissing me again, it was quick but soft. "Stop." He smiled and pulled me in for a hug tucking his head in my neck. "Just, allow yourself to try. Open up to me...please."

The sincerity in his voice was undoubtable...I could do that couldn't I? I could open up to him...let him in...I owe it to myself...right?

I pulled away from him a bit to face him, swallowing thickly. "Okay."

"Okay?"

"Okay."

He smiled and kissed me softly again. When he pulled away it was almost as if he had a hanger in his mouth...that's how big his smile was. "Thank you. Let's start today." He said pulling me into the kitchen. "Make me dinner."

"What?"

He chuckled. "Make me dinner."

I looked at him wondering if he was serious. Raising an eye brow I challenged him. "What do you want?"

"Hmmm." He pondered "Whatever you want to make me." He said as he plopped on a stool behind my kitchen bar.

I couldn't believe what was happening. I put down my stuff and put away my keys. I rounded up some ingredients and improvised something I had never made before.

And he liked it.

"Mmmmm. Noona, this is delicious." He hummed.

"It's nothing compared to Jin's cooking." I giggled taking another bite.

"That's true." He said looking me square in the eye.

I playfully hit him on the shoulder as we continued to eat. It was relatively quiet between us, but the silence was comfortable. When we were done he offered to wash the dishes so I could shower.

As I was undressing in my bathroom I got to thinking again with how his mouth felt on me. His kisses and his touch were so warm...so comforting. The electric feeling I got was overwhelming but all together the best feeling I've ever had. I didn't realize I was daydreaming in my bathroom naked until I felt a tingle between my legs. I had snaked my hand down my body and pressed my finger against my clit. I was already wet from just thinking about Taehyung. I quickly withdrew my hand once I realized what I was doing and turned to turn on the shower. The hot water steamed up the bathroom and just as I was about to step into the shower I heard a light knock on the door.

"Noona?"

"Yes?"

"I am done with the dishes now, do you want to watch a movie once you're done?"

"A horror film?"

I heard him chuckle. "Of course."

"I'd love to!"

"Alright, well I'm going to run home really quickly, I need to shower too."

I swallowed thickly thinking hard. But I commited to my next thought. "Um...well do you..." I took a deep breath. "Do you want to join me?" I asked shutting my eyes tight and biting my lip waiting for his answer.

It was silent for a moment. I'm sure I surprised him with my offer. But then I heard him speak. "I would love to, Noona...are you sure?"

"I'm sure." I said with my heart racing.

"You get in first and let me run home and grab some clean clothes okay? Just unlock the door and I'll join you when I get back."

"O-okay."

I jumped in the shower and shaved faster than I ever had in my entire life. Surprisingly I didn't knick myself. I was just rinsing off my razor from finishing under my arms when I heard a light knock on the bathroom door.

"Come in." I said in a shakey voice.

The door opened a crack before I heard Taehyungs deep voice. "Noona...are you sure you want me to join you?"

I smiled to myself. For a younger guy he seemed to be quite cautions to not make me feel pressured. I decided to tease him. "If you can't handle it I could always ask Jimin." Through the fogged glass of the shower I could see the door swing open and slam shut behind him. I giggled to myself as I watched him strip from his clothes.

Even his silhouette was beautiful. I watched as he took off each piece of clothing one by one, finally standing there naked. I stayed under the water and closed my eyes as he opened the door to the shower. I felt him step in and when I heard the door shut I opened my eyes.

He was breathing heavily and his eyes scanned down my body. He licked his lips as his eyes reached mine again. He swallowed hard and stepped a bit closer to me. "You're hogging the water, Noona." He said with a smirk.

I backed up a little more so he could get under the water and once he was under it I couldn't help but drop my mouth open. He raised his hands and raked his fingers through his now wet hair and it gave me the opportunity to really see him. As he moved his muscles would flex and contract, his chest and stomach were defined, and right where his hips met his groin the definition of a V was quite noticeable. I continued my glare further down to see his...well....and I was not disappointed. I noticed him throb slightly and start to harden quickly. My eyes grew wide with his growing size and I looked back up to him quickly only to see him looking right back at me.