( JDB ) 

You could say that my life is like a mystery. Go ahead. I wouldn't judge you at all because I myself feel like it is. All my life I have been struggling. All my life I have just sat by and watched everything and everyone that I love disappear from my life. Why you must ask? I have no idea. These dark times that I have created only have just caused my life to become like a mystery.

All my life I have been called a freak. They tell you to be who you really are all along but then when I finally let my true self show , they all judge you. But how could they judge you when they don't even know you? They haven't even sat down and taken a chance to actrally get to know me. Or at least what I think I know of me. Until Serenity that is.

Serenity Hope Young. The most beautiful girl I have ever laid my eyes on. The way how her golden bronze hair falls perfectly down her shoulders and ends just above her waist line , makes it almost looks like she has Angel wings wrapping their protection around her. The way how her eyes stare deep into mine with such wonder an excitement causes me to only want to get to know her even more. But that's nearly impossible to do as her annoying overprotective best friend Paige Jean Montgomery stands in the way. Believe me I have tried but failed miserably.

Then there is Andy Mane Gates. The gay one. Now Andy and I. Well we go way back. He first came to me on day one. He saw me looking around like a scared lost puppy about my new surroundings. Without knowing his true story I took his hand and accepted his friendship. Until the rumors started to spread. While he was secretly friends with me he was also friends with Serenity and Paige. However Andy was just always afraid to bring me to his so called friends. That's when I knew that he was just like everyone else. He hates me. I could tell with just one look. But what I can't tell is why? He saw that I was innocent. Why would he run away from me for two girls that didn't even knew I existed until now?

I looked up into the sky. Nothing but darkness consumes me. Not a single star shown down upon me. I blinked then looked back down to the ground. In the dark everything seems different. The people , the buildings and even the statue that gives history to our school. You can't see the smoke that's being blown into it's damaged face. That I don't mind. Looking up into an Angel while your smoking is just something that you shouldn't do.

I looked up to the girls dormitory. I noticed most of the windows remained with lights shinning on behind the curtains. It's only 9:00 of course the lights would still remain in most windows. However I kept finding my gaze to drown down to the window that belongs to Paige's and Serenity's room. The light appeared off but some flickering appeared on.

Of course there watching Netflix. That's what they usually do on Sunday nights. While I am out here consuming the darkness my precious Angel is once again giving herself a so called Netflix and Chill session with her friends.

"You know smoking can kill you."

I peaked up from my spying to find an innocent bystander watching over me. Only as her view came closer I sighed as I realized she was no innocent bystander.

"I would take death any day with open arms if it meant not having to fuck you tonight." I sighed as I blew the smoke into her face. 

She squinted as I could see the smoke dragging into her ajar mouth. She licked her lips as she walked closer towards me.

"Oh I know you Justin. You love shoving your dick into my pussy. No other girl here will ever allow you to do such things to her."

"You only come to me because I know your boyfriend doesn't give you the high that you expect him to give you. You would rather fuck over the loser than to screw your own boyfriend. You don't do it out of pity for me. You do it because you enjoy the ecstasy that I give you , and you know Tristan could never give you what I could give you."

I smiled as I dropped the cigarette down to her feet. I watched as her black heels crunched the cancer.

This is what I hate. Whenever I try to have a nice smoke at night to calm my nervous about life, she comes and ruins it. She knows I am easy. She knows that with just one pout her body is going to be crushed under my power , and my power only. The thing that makes me laugh about this is she calls me a freak but yet she always comes crawling to me for sex over her own boyfriend. Everyone believe's that Tristan is always cheating on Lilly but in the end it's just the same. Their relationship is just about sex. Noting more or nothing else. But yet she still comes to me because that's the power that a freak could hold. No matter what there's always someone who secretly craves you. I know Serenity does I just didn't think that Lilly is another number. Until the first time that I laid my upon her. 

"So I think we should cause some rumors. How about we cause some fun in my room while Serenity and her friends are having a movie night. I know how much you hate that you can't join in on their little so called movie night. Could you just imagine the look on your hopeless girlfriends face when she sees you coming out of my room?"

I raised my eyebrow. I thought about this hard and long. I could feel her impatience running low. I bit my lip as I could feel my needs starting to rise. As much as I hate Lilly and her devilish games she is right. I could have sex for free right here and now. Or I could go out and have to pay for my needs. I think I might take the first one. I just hope that Serenity could forgive me.

"Alright. Fine. You win. Once again. But I swear if Serenity gets hurt over this where done." I informed her as I grabbed my bag.

"Oh trust me. She will be hurting. Haven't you forgotten that I am loud?" 

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( SHY ) 

A loud bang caused my attention span to leave the horrible movie that we have picked. I looked towards Paige to realize that she has heard it too.

"Oh no. Here we go again." Andy sighed as he reached for the remote.

Only as he reached for the remote I grabbed it from him as I could have sworn that the name Justin was just spoken. Or more like moaned I should say. I paused the movie as another loud bang broke through the wall.

I sighed as I came to an unwanted conclusion that Lilly was just having sex again. I shook my head but as the next voice spoke my conclusion was right only it just wasn't with Tristan.

"Shut the fuck up bitch if you know what's best for you! I am going to hurt you but you better not scream!"

My eyes widened and the remote fell from my hands. You could even hear the sounds of the batteries falling out of the remote as the remote hit the ground with the unwanted awkward silence that now filled the room.

"Serenity why don't we go for a walk or something? The movie will always be here when we come back?" Andy finally broke the silence.

"Oh fuck Justin I ....can't!"

I chocked back on the hot lump that was forming inside. I closed my eyes as I could feel the sting of the hot tears fighting against my urge to not allow them to fall.

"Shut up bitch!"

A loud voice rumbled through the walls. When I opened my eyes that's when I heard it. A scream and a loud bang. Usually I am used to hearing Lilly and Tristan fuck all the time. However this , well this is different , and it certainly isn't Tristan that she's fucking as there is never any male screaming and loud bangs that could shake a whole wall.

Without mentioning anything to my friends I quickly grabbed my jacket and bolted for the door. I couldn't take it anymore. I placed my hands to my ears as more moans where dragged out from under their door. It was a mixture of both moans. A deep male and a powerful females. I shook my head as I ran down the steps. Not even checking to see if my friends where behind me.

When I finally reached towards the court yard I finally let out the breath that I didn't know that I was holding in.

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(JDB) 

"I can't believe we really did that. Your such a badass Justin. I don't know why you can't let this side of you show. I am sure more girls will love you. Your so passionate and the skills that you have. You could end up sleeping with more girls than Tristan has."

I sighed as I laid their staring at the dark once again. I felt her cold nails tracing the scars that she has made on my abs. I could feel her playing with my nipples. I licked my lips as that feeling sent chills through my spine. I never knew that dancing with the devil could take me to a new feeling of power. Yes I have had sex with Lilly before but I finally let my true side show. For once someone didn't judge me.

"I can do a lot of things. People just don't give me the time of day to show them that I can. Your the only one who has ever trusted me with this type of sex. With your dark side and mine colliding together we could create so much power over sappy love. Who needs sappy love stuff when you have this?"

I leaned over so now that I was on my elbow. I pushed her long blonde hair out of her face. Her blue eyes remained as deep as the ocean as lust still took over. I could tell that she yearned for more but she had a boyfriend she needed to attend to. Our session was over. She got what she wanted and so did I.

I sighed and leaned in for a deep kiss. Not passionate but just lurking. I showed her just how dark my lips could adventure within the power of lust. Until she bit on my lips causing me to sit up. I licked the blood that started to lightly drip.

"You are such a mystery Justin. You could be so dark but then so loving then back to dark again. I could never quiet pin point you. There's so much I would like to learn about you. Only I know you don't feel the same. I know you like her. I can see it in the way how you look at her. I just want you to know though that there's no one that can give you what I can give you. You can go after her but just know that she doesn't hold the power that I hold. Once you gain her heart and she takes your lust she won't love you anymore. As I am the only one who could still handle you after what you give away. She won't be able to look at you the same way like I can. Why are you after her? After you leave this place you could have any girl you want but yet you chose a loser like her. Why?

I sighed as I didn't expect to get hit with a deep question. Lilly usually tries to get questions out from me after I give her a ride from hell. I just never give them to her. The only thing that I ever will give the female version of the devil is sex. But the thing is our sex isn't light sex it's dark nothing but dark magic as no love between us remains. Just hate an envy but yet we both always come back to each other. But maybe if I allow my heart to capture more than just dark sex I could allow to show my self more to Serenity and not be ashamed at just who I really am ?

"I have to leave. But you have my number if you need my darkness to surround you but I think your good for awhile. "

I smiled evilly as I jumped off the bed and started to dress myself.

"We will just wait and see. Who knows maybe she heard and maybe she doesn't want you anymore? See your already losing."

"Shut up Satan." I spat as I placed my hand on her cold door knob.

"Goodbye freak."

I shook my head as I opened the door then slammed it shut leaving her behind in the dark. Only as I took my hand off the doorknob I wished I would have stayed a little bit longer , as the sight before me just broke my heart into three's.

"You don't love her. You think you do but you don't. She's not made for us Justin. You see Lilly is. Lilly is everything and your waisting a perfect girl like Lilly for a loser like Serenity. Shame on you for once again ruining our love life."

"Well hello to you too Jason."

I sighed as I realized he's back. 

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Hey guys omfg what the freak did I just write ?? lol 

Anyways I am so sorry for this being late I feel so bad for missing a week but I just couldn't think of where I should take this story next. So I figured to try something different and to give you guys an inside of Justin's life. I am not always going to do this maybe a few more times I will it was fun giving his side of the story as up till now. I just felt bad for missing so I wanted to give you guys something special as an apology. I hoped you guys like this. 

But so what do you guys think of Justin's side of the story ? 

Did you expect him to have a dark side towards him ? 

Or did you think that he was just innocent? 

What do you think he should do about the whole Lilly situation? 

Do you support him having sex with Lilly or would you rather have him leave her behind and just give his heart to Serenity? 

Anyways that's it for now I guess. 

Until next time , 

xoxo Kelli xoxo