Dear the boy who stole and broke my heart,

     When I first met you I absolutely hated you, you were cocky, self centered and egotistical. But I knew that somewhere deep down I liked you but I was to blind to see that you did care about people you were gentle, caring and kind. But you were to scared to show people what you showed me.

     Slowly and slowly I started to fall deeper into this stupid crush, then soon I realized this wasn't puppy love I really had fallen for you. Sometimes I wish I could have pushed it away so it didn't hurt so much.

      When I saw you with her I was shattered my heart that I had kept locked away was finally broke. What did she have that I didn't? 

       Was it her long straight black hair compared to my frizzy curly brown hair, her bright big blue eyes compared to my glasses covered dull green ones or was it that you truly never cared about me!?

      Why wasn't I good enough for you!?

       You want to know what the real pity is? I still love you you were my first love, people say that your first love always keeps a special place in your heart. I used to say that was bullshit but I understand. 

       I understand what it's like to go through heartbreak and pain knowing that the person you love doesn't love you back.

      If you ever find this know that I have always loved you and I wished you loved me back. But maybe it's better this way.

~ Sincerely the girl who's heart got stolen and broken