Andrew
      Can I tell you a secret. This boy i think he likes me but eh is my friend and my friend is saying that he does. But I told her I don't like him and she says that every time he tries to get closer to me I push him away. I don't mean to its just that I am in love with you. I don't know what to do. I don't see why people even like me. I am ugly and immature. Why does this have to happen to me? Can I tell you something? People say that kids are to young to realize what love is but I think I know what it is. I am in love with you Andrew. People may think there is something wrong with me for thinking this but I don't care anymore. But sadly you don't love me back. Can I tell you a little secret. I am falling apart inside. I don't think anyone has noticed yet but I am. It feels like my insides are crumbling because of the fact that you will never be mine. I wish that I could just forget you. But sadly I can't.
      Alex