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y/n;
My eyes widen as I hear the confession from behind the door.

I had woken up for a slight second only to hear Yoongi confessing to being in love with me?!

I thought I was hallucinating.

Was I actually just imagining it?

"You know how I feel about her and yet you still fell in love with her?!"

Jin's voice was anything but a happy one.

"I'm sorry."

It's the only thing Yoongi says.

"Y/n and I are happy. I won't let you take that away from me." Jin says, his voice as serious as can be.

After that the house is so quiet you could hear a pin drop.

"I don't intend on taking that away from you. For fucks sake Jin do you know nothing. I would never hurt you like that. I'll get over my feelings, or I'll try. I would never hurt you."

Yoongi sounded so serious that any moment he might cry.

I didn't want to hear anymore.

I couldn't let Jin say something he might regret.

"Jin!"

In the matter of a second, my door flies open, revealing the two of them.

When my eyes meet Yoongi's he looks away.

"What's wrong?" Jin asks.

"Can I have some more water?"

He nods and walks to my side and grabs the cup.

On his way out of the room he sends Yoongi a glance I didn't understand yet I did at the same time.

It wasn't a mean glance but it wasn't a friendly one either.

Once Jin is out of sight, I speak.

"I heard you, ya know."
•••
"You're finally healthy again!" Jimin cries as he flings himself on me.

It had been three days since Yoongi's confession and I was finally not sick anymore.

The only person who knew I knew about Yoongi's feelings were Yoongi and I.

I didn't want Jin to know I knew.

It would only hurt him and I don't want that.

I love him.

"It's Great isn't it." Jin smiles as he wraps his arm around me.

"It's amazing." I smile.

"We should all do something today." Yoongi says.

"Actually, I'm taking y/n out. I promised her." Jin says.

I watched as Yoongi's smile fell.

"We can always do that tomorrow. Let's all go out today." I say whilst offering a small smile.

Jin looks down at me and raises his eyebrows.

"Okay." He finally says.

So we all go out together.
•••
Jin;
I was a bit upset that y/n pushed back our plans.

Now we were out with everyone instead of just the two of us.

Currently, y/n and Yoongi we're walking side by side talking about who knows what.

I was jealous.

I shouldn't be because I know y/n loves me but I am because I know Yoongi loves y/n.

"Come on slow poke!" Y/n yells, motioning me to come forward.

I jog up to her side and as soon as I get to her I go to grab her hand but to my surprise, she moves it and fakes a cough.

I stare at her for a moment, taken back by her action.

"Let's go in here." Y/n says before quickly leaving my side.

I stop Yoongi before he walks in.

"Did you say something to her? She's acting weird." I say.

"I didn't say anything." Yoongi says then pushes the door open.

I sigh and head inside too.

It was going to be a long day.
••
After we shopped we all headed out to eat.

"So how do you like living with us so far?" Hoseok asks.

"It's great. I love being with you guys." Y/n says happily.

"Especially me." I say as I wrap my arms around y/n's shoulders, pulling her into my side.

"Aha Yeah." Y/n says but doesn't smile.

My heart sank.

She was acting weird towards me..really weird.

"Trouble in paradise?" Namjoon says, looking between the two of us.

"No." Y/n says.

"Are you sure?"

Everyone's eyes were on us.

I felt upset and afraid to hear what y/n was going to say.

"Of course not. We're happy. I can't speak for him but I am." Y/n says.

"Of course I'm happy." I say.

"Okay, So Nothing is wrong." Y/n says as she rests her arm over mine but doesn't put her hand on mine.

Namjoon drops the subject and starts to talk about something else.

I glance over at y/n to see her frowning at nothing in particular.

When we got back I would definitely need to talk to her and figure out what's going on.

I deserve to know that much.
•••
Finally, we get back.

"Come play overwatch with us!" Jungkook says happily.

"Actually, I need to talk to y/n." I say.

The guys look my way then let y/n go.

Y/n and I walk up to my room and slide out on the roof.

"What's up?" Y/n asks.

"We're okay, right? You're not questioning this are you?" I ask.

Y/n looks like I had just slapped her in the face.

"Of course we're okay and I'm not questioning anything. Are you?" Y/n asks.

"Of course not." I say honestly.

"Good because I love you Jin and I don't want to lose what we have." Y/n says.

"Neither do I."

"So why are you asking me this?" Y/n asks, her brows furrowed.

"You've been acting strange today, y/n. I went to grab your hand and you blatantly dodged it. When I pulled you into my side you tensed up and got awkward. What else am I supposed to think?" I say, my voice shaking a bit.

Y/n sighs and moves closer to me and grabs onto my hand.

"I love you Jin, I really do." Y/n says.

"You love me or you're in love with me? Because there is a difference." I say.

"I'm in love with you and I'll be In love with you even after you've fallen out of love with me." 

"That's impossible." I say instantly.

"I would never fall out of love with you." I add.

Y/n smiles and looks up at me.

"I know Yoongi is in love with me." Y/n says, her smile falling.

My smile fades at her words too.

"He told me he didn't say anything." I say, feeling myself become angry.

"He didn't. I overheard him the day he told you." She says.

"Is this why you're acting weird? Do you feel something for him too?" I ask, afraid of what I would hear.

"Yes and of course not. Yoongi is just my friend." Y/n answers.

"Why? And we use to be just friends."  I point out.

"It's mean to be all happy in front of him knowing he has feelings for me. The person you love loving someone else is pure hell." She says.

Wasn't that the truth.

"And even so. Sure, we use to be friends but that's different then Yoongi and I. Yoongi is a friend and simply just a friend." She says.

"So then what? We're just never going to touch or anything for his sake?" I ask.

"Please, Jin. I know you didn't want me to find out but I did and there's nothing we can do about it now. All we can do is accept the fact and continue on as we were. I love you Jin, more than anything else, you shouldn't worry." Y/n says and I huff.

"I'm not worried."

Y/n laughs and leans forward, taking my face in her hands.

"Mhm. I love you Jin." Y/n says.

"I love you more." I say and she laughs and presses her lips to mine.

"So I really can't touch you around Yoongi?" I ask.

"It's better if we don't." She says.

I sigh and lean my head against her shoulder.

"This is gonna be hard."

"Yeah, but it'll be okay. We'll be okay." Y/n says as she laces her fingers with mine.

I smile.

Yeah, we'll be okay.

[...]
A/n: Yesterday I released the warning for my New Taehyung book so make sure you go read that !!
I'll be posting the first chapter of that story after I finish this book. Please look forward to it ! ❤️

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