"What are your plans for today?" My mom asks as she puts her hair up into a bun.

"I'm not sure actually." I say as I lounge around the house in sweats and an oversized sweater.

This is my everyday attire.

"Aren't you going to hang out with your friends next door?" My mom asks.

"Not today. I just need a me day ya know." I say.

"I understand. Alright, well I'm off. I'll be home late tonight so don't stay up too late. I love you." My mom says and blows a kiss before leaving.

Once she's gone I plop down on the couch and turn the tv on.

This was my plan for all day.

To just lay here and do absolutely nothing.
•••
That's exactly what I did.

I was currently laying here watching some Netflix show and it felt nice to just let my mind go.

School was tiring and dealing with everything I was dealing with at the moment was tiring too.

I needed this day.

"Hey." I hear and I scream, practically falling off of the couch.

"What the fuck! How did you get into my house?!" I yell, trying to catch my breath as I stare up at the black haired man who was seated on my couch.

"Your window was open." Jin chuckles, looking down at me in amusement.

"Nice room by the way." He then adds.

"You couldn't just use the front door like a normal person?!"

"Am I really a normal person?" He laughs.

"Touché."

I take in a breath and get back onto the couch.

"Why are you here anyway?" I ask.

The look on his face was an offended one.

"Why? You don't want to hang out with me?" He asks.

"It's not that it's just that I didn't expect to hang with any of you today." I say honestly.

"Did you want me to leave?" Jin asks.

"No, it's fine. I guess I could use some company anyway." I say.

He smiles and turns his head to the tv.

"I also wanted to ask you something." He says.

"What is it that you couldn't just text me?" I ask.

"I wanted to ask in person."

Now Jin was looking at me again.

"Well, What is it?" I ask.

"About that day that Rebecca came over." Jin starts.

"What about it? What are you getting at?" I ask, studying his expression.

"When we were on the roof, what did you mean when you said maybe things would be different between us?" Jin asks.

I laugh as I shrug.

"It wasn't as deep as it sounded. I just meant maybe if I was a year or two older then we would be even closer and have more in common." I say.

"That's all you meant?"

Jin sounded honestly confused.

"Yeah, What did you think I meant?" I laugh.

"I just..I don't know." Jin says.

My eyebrows raise as I tilt my head.

"I know you thought too much about this. What did you think I meant?" I ask, pressing the topic.

"I just thought maybe you meant that if things were different between us maybe you could see something happening." He says.

"Like what? It wasn't like that." I say, my brows furrowed.

"Right. Never mind." He says as he turns his head back to the tv.

I wasn't very good at reading guys so right now I was completely confused on why he was acting this way.

I shake the thought and turn my attention to the tv too.

He and I are just friends, that won't change.

It can't.
•••
After what seemed like forever of watching tv, my phone rang.

"Hello?" I ask which causes Jin to look my way.

"I'm gonna be home late. Your mother already told me she would be too. I left some money in my office so you can take that and get you some dinner." My dad's voice sounds from the phone.

"Alright." I say.

"Don't stay out too late with those boys either." He says and I laugh and mumble an okay instead of explaining.

When he hangs up Jin looks at me, as if waiting for an explanation or something.

"My dad. He said he works late too. Not that it makes a difference anyway seeing as they always work late." I say.

"Don't you get lonely without them here?" Jin asks.

"I do but it's fine. They love their jobs and I'm happy for them." I smile.

"Well it's nice that you think that way. If you ever feel lonely you can always just come over and hang out with us." Jin smiles.

"Thanks." I smile.

"Anytime." He says.

When I glance up at him I notice that he's looking down at me.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I ask.

"Huh?"

"You're just staring at me." I laugh.

"Sorry..it's just that you're so beautiful." Jin says and my eyebrows raise.

"Oh, thanks."

I was becoming shy at his words.

"It's my pleasure." He smiles.

"I can't help but want to kiss you right now." He then adds.

My eyes widen as my face heats.

"What has gotten into you?" I ask.

"I don't know. It's scaring me, honestly." Jin admits.

"Are you good?" I ask.

"Yeah..I'm great actually."

I noticed that his eyes kept moving down to my lips and I couldn't help but want to kiss him too.

There was no denying it, I was attracted to him.

Not that I can do anything about that though.

"Why do things have to be this way." He sighs.

"I don't know." I say honestly.

Was this a way of trying to tell me something?

"Y/n." Jin says.

"Yeah?" I ask, my eyes searching his face.

"Can I kiss you?" He asks, his voice quiet and gentle.

I don't speak, I simply nod.

He leans forward and takes my face in his hands.

Jin slowly presses his lips to mine, savoring the moment.

I rest my hands in my lap, unsure of what to do with them, as he moves his lips against mine.

I wasn't going to lie, I liked this.

It all came to an end quickly though as I heard someone yell.

My eyes widen as I break away from Jin.

When I turn around I see an angry Yoongi standing in the doorway of my house.

[...]

A/n: I hadn't planned on updating again but I was trying to sleep and I just can't. I have so much on my mind and so many things possibly happening and I feel like if I don't take my mind off of it I'm going to end up having an anxiety attack. My chest feels extremely heavy and I want to cry so that's cute. (:
Anyways, I hope you guys are doing well ily.