Lil Wayne,Wiz Khalifa,Imagine Dragons,X Ambassador, Ty Dollar Sign and Logic--Sucker for pain

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It felt like I was glued to the spot, I couldn't move,my eyes became glassy buh no tears came out.
    I couldn't believe my eyes when I opened Jay's room,Shelby was on Jay,her both legs on each of Jay's side,her hands on his chest and his hands on her wrist.Immediately I opened the door,they both looked up at me,Jay immediately got up pushing a smirking Shelby away from him.He had this guilty look on him buh I didn't care,I jes turned on my heels and began leaving.
   He ran after me and caught up with me at the stairs,
     "Trix wait up,its not what you think", he said.
Darn it!!I always hated it when dah line was used in movies.Right now,hearing it made me even more furious than I was.
    " Damn you Jay Conner ",I spat and turned to leave buh he held my wrist.I felt disgusted as I remembered him holding that whore with the same hand.
       " Get those filthy hands off me now",I ordered and he obeyed. "So much for loving me right?? So much for being by my side,right??", I yelled buh Jay jes looked at me still wearing a guilty look.
    " Its over Jay,and don't you ever come close to me again."
With that I threw the pictures Shelby gave me at him,unhooked the necklace he gave me on our first date and threw at him too.
    "For the last time Jay Bennett Conner,Get fuckin' lost",I screamed and stormed outta his home.

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" Knock Knock Knock ",
" Go away, whoever is there,I wanna be alone ",I answered.
   I'd been in my room for two days now,I didn't go to school either.I shut both Anna and mum out.I had cried my eyes out after the incident at Jay's home. He didn't even bother running after me when I stormed outta his home and he hasnt even called!!!What a pathetic cheating and lying bastard.
      He really has been into Shelby all these while and he kept fooling me.I've been such an idiot.Well I guess that's wah I get for trusting and falling deeply in love with a cute jerk.
        "Open up Tri",mum called out.
      "Go away,I wanna be alone", I said.
" TRICIA ROSIE WILLIAMS, OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW OR YOU'LL BE SORRY",mum ordered making me quiver.
I got up and sluggishly opened the door and lay back on my bed.Mum sat on my bed and studied me for some few minutes.
     "Wanna talk about it??", she asked.
I kept mute fighting back my tears.
    " School problem??",she asked again
I still kept quiet trying hard not to cry again. I had cried so much these few days.
    "Boy problem??,is it Jay??", she asked again.
Oh boy,I couldn't hold it again and I hurriedly buried my face in her bosom and cried.
   She jes patted the top of my head and said nothing.
After what seemed like forever,I stopped crying and looked up at her.
   " You wanna talk??",she asked smiling in a consoling manner.
Gosh,mums are the best creatures ever created.
   I nodded and sat up cleaning my tears.
      "Its Jay", I said.
     " Did you guys have a fight??",mum questioned.
     "No,more than that, we actually broke up", I said in a low tone.
     " What??Why?? How??",mum bombarded me with questions.
   "I caught him cheating on me", I cried.
" Jay did what??",mum looked so shocked.
I nodded childishly and narrated everything to her right from the transfer of the she-devil Shelby.
    "Its okay my child, you're still young,you still have college and you gat work too after college.You sure will find a good guy after college or even in college, one better than Jay",mum advised as I listened.
    " Don't allow Jay's act take away your happiness,you deserve to be happy no matter what.Don't let any guy,not even Jay Conner steal that happiness away from you,get to school tomorrow,be happy and show that son offa bitch how okay and happy you are without his cheating ass,okay??"
  "Buh I don't think Jay would ever cheat on Tri",a voice said from the door.
Mum and I looked up.Annnaaa!!that lil tadpole eavesdropping on us.
    " What do you know??You're still a kid,go lay the table for dinner now ",mum ordered.
Anna shrugged and left to do as mum said.
"Everything will be alright my child, jes freshen up and come down for dinner",mum said giving me her consoling smile again.
  " Okay mum and thank you mummy. I love you so much",I said trying to smile.
    "I love you too my baby", mum replied embracing me and kissing my forehead.
With that she left my room.
I picked up my phone,still no call or text from Jay.I didnt care anymore.
  I went to my contacts, scrolled to Jay's contact and deleted his contact.
   " Good riddance",I muttered before heading to the washroom.

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