Lai POV

I wake up and do my thing. Get out of bed. Shower. Get dressed. Eat. And so on. I walk to the bus stop to meet Aleina.

"Hey there." I say.

"What's up, Lai?" Aleina responds.

"The sky. I thought you would be educated enough to know that? I mean, your in 8th grade." I say, making a joke out of it.

".... Bro. That, that is so corny. I would have assumed your a corndog, Lai." Aleina jokes.

"I know. That's the point, my friend." I say, that joke is fricken amazing.

"Wha-? Oh! Hehe, that's great." Aleina said, not understanding the joke at first.

The bus arrived and we got on. Aleina and I sit down in one of the seats and the bus leaped. "So... About yesterday..." Aleina begins, "What do you want to do about it... Ya know, the.... um... thing?" she questioned. "Yeah.... I don't know. You, umm..." I say, awkward on my part. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do. We get along and stuff... but, like, I'm not sure if I want to do anything. We're in 8th grade, soon to be 9th.

There goes a whole another set of problems. What if we don't go to the same high school. If we do start... dating?, and my mom finds out, she'll kill me. So will Aleina's mom, by what she has told of her. People say the older you get you have more responsibility in school, and work. What if we cant make time for each other? My mom said, the second I get into high school,  I better have some sort of job. I also know Aleina's mom is hard on her about that sort of stuff too. Maybe because we will eventually become some type of god's and goddess'. What if I have to become a goddess, I'm not a girl.

How would I be a goddess. That's too much. I'm sure by then ill tell my mom I'm a boy, right? What if I don't. What if I have to live my life feeling like this. What if I never become a boy? I'm over thinking this, aren't I? What if I'm not. What if all this becomes true? How would I be able to live. Its a sin for me to be a boy. but how could I sin, I, myself, are a goddess. Goddess, no, god. I'm a god, because I'm a boy. (This is kinda like Lai having an anxiety attack, so he looks like he's struggling. For you who don't have anxiety, this is how it feels. Almost all the time. Your brain just over thinks things)

Aleina POV

Lai has been sitting in his seat, quiet for the last 5 minutes. His face is becoming flushed and his eyes start looking panicky. I start to shake him, "Lai, Lai, you ok?", he comes out of his shocked state. "wha-" He responds. "You've been sitting there for 5 minutes, then you got all panicky." I say. "I-yeah. Can I have a minute?" he asks as he curls up into a ball, at the end of the seat. He remains this way until we get to school.

-authors note- 

sorry that took so long to update! I've been watching this show on Netflix called sense8. If your into LGBT+ shows, you should check it out. Its a cool show in general though. There's a trans girl with her girlfriend. A gay guy, who is scared to come out, sadly. And 6 others who are sycick. They live all across the world, and communicate with each other as they fight stuffs to save themselves. Another great show if supernatural, witch you might already watch, but hey! some of you might not. Comment whether or not you think Lai and Aleina should get into a relationship. Hope you enjoyed!  Bye!