A.N: Here's what happened in chapter 25 and 26.

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Gulf's P.O.V:

I decided to go to Mr Suppasit's house.

It still felt like a dream that I actually said those words even though it was just a few minutes ago.

But still why did he kiss me?

"Are you alright?" He asked briefly taking his eyes off the road to look at me.

I pursed my lips into a thin line and nodded.

He sighed heavily and nodded.

"Were you lying?" He asked suddenly.

"About what?" I asked.

"When you said you love me" He said.

"I don't know" I said.

Making him stop the car immediately.

"Are you ever going to stop being afraid then?" He asked irritated.

"DAMN IT I SAID I DON'T KNOW OK?" I snapped.

Then sighed heavily and ruffled my hair.

"I have a right to be scared...I don't even know if you can take care of me when you actually caused the problem in the first place" I said.

He pursed his lips into a thin line.

"Then why did you say it if you're so unsure?" He asked.

"It felt right I guess...In that split second when I looked at you I thought that yes that might be it...That must be why I suddenly feel that I want to stay near you...So I just said that I love you" I said.

"Then what exactly do you feel?" He asked.

Then completely turned to me.

"What do you feel when you see me?" He asked.

I pursed my lips into a thin line and nodded as I tried to choose my words carefully.

"At first I wanted a job so I would support my education...But now I feel strange...I don't know for sure since I just broke up with my girlfriend...Or maybe what I felt for her was different from what I feel now...I just feel happy whenever I see you smiling or happy and I always want to be the reason why a strict person like you smiles" I said.

Then felt my eyes tear up.

"Or when me and your children prank you or take you out to play with us...It feels great when you suddenly laugh hard like that...It makes me think that I'm your happiness" I said.

"You are" He said cutting me off then wiped away my tears with his thumb.

I smiled slightly and shook my head.

"I didn't finish" I said.

"But you also feel anger because I unintentionally ruined your peaceful life right?" He asked finishing for me.

I pursed my lips into a thin line and nodded.

"I feel happy with how hard you try to fix the problem but I still think that it might never be solved" I said.

Because people might never see me as anything more then an orphan boy who seduced a rich man.

"All my life I was convinced that if I work hard then good things will come my way...But then you came and changed all that...It's the first time in my life that someone actually says that he'll take care of me...That I should stop trying so hard" I said.

He hugged me and started patting my back as I started crying.

"I'm scared...I'm really scared" I said.

"It's ok...I understand" He said patting my back.

He pulled away after what felt like minutes then wiped away my tears again.

"I don't know what will happen in the future but I'm sure that I'm deeply in love with you...That's why I promise that I'll do my best to take care of you" He said smiling.

I pursed my lips into a thin line and nodded then leaned my head on his shoulder.

"Thank you" I said.

Then pulled away and leaned my head back on the seat and stared out of the window.

After some time we finally arrived at his house.

Mew's P.O.V:

I sat down on the sofa and started watching TV as he said he wanted to shower.

After some time he was done and got out of the bathroom then sat down next to me.

"Do you want to go to sleep?" I asked.

He nodded.

Then went to straight to my room.

Wait what?

He went by himself without me asking him to?

I went to my room as well.

"It suddenly occurred to me that your house has so many rooms but I still end up sleeping here somehow so I just decided to sleep here anyway" He said chuckling.

I chuckled and shook my head.

Then we both layed down and he turned and hugged me.

After what felt like minutes he leaned away and I looked at him confused.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

But noticed that he was looking at me drowsily.

He looked really adorable so I couldn't help myself and leaned down and pressed my lips to his gently.

He wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled me down.

I pulled away from the kiss briefly and started taking off my shirt.

Then started unbuttoning his shirt.

He didn't protest so I continued and took off his pants as well then mine.

And started trailing kisses from his forehead to his chest and down to his navel.

Then stopped and looked up at him then pressed my lips to his.

Before I pushed myself inside him.

He sucked in a breath when I did that.

Then started breathing heavily until he calmed down about a minute later.

"Are you alright?" I asked.

He nodded slowly.

Then I started moving.

Gulf's P.O.V:

This is different.

I put my hand over my mouth as I tried to hold back the moans.

"Don't hold it in" He whispered in my ear.

Then started moving even faster.

"I...I can't" I said stuttering weakly still mindful of the two kids sleeping upstairs.

"You leave me no choice then" He said.

Then started brushing my member with his hand causing me to moan loudly.

He suddenly intertwined our hands as he started moving even harder causing me to let out a scream.

"Look who's screaming now" He said chuckling.

Then he leaned closer to my ear.

"Nong Gulf...I'm going to..." He started.

Then he came.

I shivered at that strange sensation.

Then he pulled out and I suddenly felt like I was missing it.

So I pulled him down for a kiss.

He wrapped his arms around my waist as he moaned into the kiss.

Then pulled away from each other after what felt like minutes.

"You don't feel sleepy anymore?" He asked.

I nodded.

So he pushed himself inside me again and started moving immediately.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer then we started kissing.

He continued moving hard and we moaned each other's names while kissing.

He pinned me down to the bed and started moaning my name as he came again.

Then pulled out and layed down next to me.

I turned to him.

"This doesn't count as a first time" I said.

"Huh?" He asked.

"It was great but it doesn't count as a first time" I said.

"I don't follow" He said giving me a confused look.

"I mean...Ummm...Let's do another first time later when we're actually together" I said.

He chuckled and shook his head.

"It's the first time I heard this logic" He said.

"This won't be my first time" I said embarrassed.

"Ok ok I think I get it now...So you want us to do that again when I officially ask you out and that doesn't count as your first time because we're still not a couple right?" He asked.

"Yes" I said feeling embarrassed.

He burst out laughing causing me to glare at him.

"Alright then why don't we be a couple now? Do you want to be my boyfriend?" He asked.

I turned to my side causing him to laugh harder.

Then he leaned over and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my shoulder as I let out a low moan.

Then I felt my eyes dropping.

(The next day)

Gulf's P.O.V:

I woke up to the smell scrambled eggs and bacon.

I opened my eyes and sat up and noticed immediately that this was Mr Suppasit's room again.

Then the events of yesterday came back to me.

And I couldn't help the blush that crept on my cheecks.

The door opened and Mr Suppasit came in with a big smile on his face.

"Good morning...How are you?" He asked.

I grabbed a pillow and threw it at his face.

"Sore all over you bastard" I said.

He chuckled and shook his head then I grabbed the blanket and covered myself with it.

And yes that was my first time...My very very first time.

Hopefully more first times will come soon.