A.N: This chapter is before Gulf realized that he loves Mew.

Since you guys keep asking about how it happened.

I'll also try to update more scenes like this.

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Mew's P.O.V:

(Flashback 4 years ago)

"Congratulations your wife gave birth to a boy he's perfectly healthy" The doctor said as soon as he came out of the room.

I picked up my one year old daughter and walked into the room and smiled at my wife.

Then sat down on the chair beside her bed and smiled and we both smiled down at the little bundle of joy in her hands.

"What are we going to name him?" Ai Baifern asked as I played with his fingers.

"I was thinking Bon" I said.

Ai Fern chuckled and shook her head.

"Bon won't be good for a formal name" She said smiling.

"What do you think then?" I asked not looking up from my son's smiling face.

"How about a mix between my brother's name and your father's name?" She asked.

"Somchai?" I asked.

"You know what that name looks too plain" She said.

The door opened and Ai Mai and Ai Lee walked in followed by Ai Mild.

Ai Mild and Ai Mai started playing with little Dao.

"Guys help us pick a name" I said whining.

"How about a Chinese name?" Ai Lee asked.

"Why Chinese?" Ai Mild asked.

"Well...We don't want a plain name so Chinese might fit the pill" Ai Fern said.

"Then how about Kwanlin?" Ai Mai said.

"Kwanlin...Well...That doesn't seem bad it can also fit as a thai name" I said.

"And his nickname will be Kwan seems good right?" Ai Lee said poking the baby's cheeck.

I smiled and nodded.

"Good" Ai Fern said.

Then Ai Mai picked up Nong Dao who made reaching out hands for her little brother.

"Someone is excited" Ai Lee said chuckling.

"Nong Dao this is your brother Kwan" Ai Fern said smiling.

"Ann" The little girl said reaching out to him.

I chuckled and ruffled her hair.

"Well...We should prepare for the baby shower" Ai Mai said excitedly.

"You're always excited for celebrations" Ai Fern said rolling her eyes.

"Life will be boring without celebrations and I plan to have most of the fun" Ai Mai said shrugging.

Then she kissed Nong Dao's cheeck.

"Don't you think so kitten?" She asked her.

Nong Dao didn't understand but nodded anyway.

After a few minutes the doctor came in and told us that the baby should sleep.

"Alright Mr Stiff you can leave your wife here and go rest while me and Ai Mild stay the night with her" Ai Mai said.

I looked at my wife and kissed her forehead then left the room with Ai Lee.

(End of flashback)

I woke up to someone nudging my cheeck.

"Mr Suppasit" Nong Gulf said.

My eyes snapped open and I grabbed his hand causing him to stare at me shocked.

"Ummm...I just wanted to say that dinner is prepared do you want to come eat now?" He asked.

"Hmmm" I said letting go of his hand.

Then stood up and left the room with him.

"Ummm...Are you alright?" He asked.

"Yes...I just remembered something" I said.

He nodded.

"Come with me I want to show you something" I said.

"Something like what?" He asked confused.

"Oh come on it will be fun" I said smiling then took his hand and walked him to the living room where I kept the old photo albums.

I took out two old albums and put them on the table.

"Those are my treasured items" I said smiling proudly.

"Awww...They looked really adorable" Nong Gulf said smiling at the pictures of my two children when they were really small.

I smiled and nodded.

"This is when me and Ai Fern took them to the beach for the first time...Nong Kwan was so scared of the water he clung to his mother and refused to let go...And in this picture Nong Dao is holding up her first fallen tooth...This one there is when they were sent to school" I said smiling as I flipped through the album.

Then I turned to look at him.

He was smiling as he admired the pictures.

Gulf's P.O.V:

I turned to look at him when he stopped telling the stories and was surprised when I saw that he was looking back at me.

"Nong?" He asked.

"Yes" I said in a voice barely above a whisper.

"Aside from the pretending...What do you really feel?" He asked.

Then he put his hand on my cheeck causing my eyes to widen then I looked away.

"I...I don't know" I said.

"If I asked you to be with me will you agree?" He asked.

Then he leaned down and pressed his lips to mine.

It felt right for a second and I was really happy but this was also wrong.

I pushed him away lightly and shook my head.

"This is wrong" I said.

"Fine then can you promise that you will never leave my side?" He asked.

"I don't know if I can" I said.

"Please" He said taking my hand.

I looked at him for what felt like a minute then nodded hesitantly.

"I'll try my best" I said.

He pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around my waist and I did the same.

If I said I love you what can you do to help me out of this mess?

I pulled away from the hug.

"Let's go eat" I said.

He sat down on the floor as he continued looking at the picture fondly.

I felt really sad seeing him like that so I sat down next to him.

At least at this moment I can stay for a while longer without being scared away by his past.

"They are really cute...Those brats" He said wiping away a tear.

I pulled his head on to my lap and started playing with his hair.

"You will never be alone...I...I know you won't" I said.

I can't give him an empty promise.

But suddenly I had an idea.

"Come with me" I said standing up and taking his hand.

Then went to find the Kitties.

After a few minutes I was done painting their faces and painted Mr Suppasit's face and mine as well.

"Let's take a picture...You can add that to the memory book" I said smiling and raising up a camera.

"Yayy" The two kids said excitedly and Mr Suppasit smiled.

Then we posed in front of the camera and smiled for the picture.