I don't like being hurt.  But I hate hurting others even more.  I feel sickly when I know what I've done is paining someone else.

No amount of apologies is ever gonna make what I've done forgiven.  I can't say that I deserve forgiveness. And yet HE forgives me no matter what I've done. HE forgives ME.

Regardless,  I'm not in my best time right now.  I feel sick and guilty and...  Ugh...

I hope you all are fantastic as always though.  Stay that way.  You guys give me hope for humanity.  Don't change.  I love you all.

Peace.

-Averycoolyoutuber