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you make me

crazy

i thought i was

past

goofy smiles

and stupid

pickup lines

flirting and

cheesiness

all of that

teenage romance

bullshit

but i guess i'm

not

i don't think you

were even

trying

you make me

want to

live

you make me

want to

smile

i can't tell you

how long it's

been

since i met

someone who

made me

want to

smile

the way you

do

you're adorable

and i tell you so

i've never been

good at flirting

or whatever

teenagers

are supposed to

do

but it's okay

someday you'll

read this

and understand

i need you

i need you to

see me

and love me

i wouldn't

mind

if you hurt me

tear me apart

please

i would give

anything

to be

close to you

you drive me

insane

in the best

kind of way

you leave me

whispering your

beautiful

name

as i fall asleep

with butterflies

in my stomach

you make me

crazy

i'm high on you

and i should quit

but i keep

coming back

for more

that's the only

analogy

the only

explanation

you're a

drug to me

i'm hooked

you make me

stupid

you make me a

girl

again

not some broken

wronged

hurting

person

you make me

capable

of loving someone

you make me

dare i say

capable

of loving

myself

i need you to

want me

the way i

want you

i need you to

think about

my lips

as much as i

think about yours

i've never liked

anybody

this much

never loved

anyone

this intensely

and i'm afraid

i'm afraid of

the power

you have over me

i'm afraid of

the things

you do to me

the things you

could

do to me

take my heart

crush it into

a million

tiny pieces

please

as long as you

slip a shard

into the

pocket

of your cardigan

i'll be alright

you make me

stupid

reckless

i already was

but you make me

want to do

things

i've never

wanted to do before

you and your

attitude

and your smile

your broken soul

i wish i could

hold you

and tell you

everything would

be alright

i wish i could

dry your tears

i wish you knew i

want to

i feel like i'm

info dumping

everything i

want to say

but just can't

not to you

because i'm

going down this

path

again

where i fall in love

but i stay your friend

because i

can't imagine

my life without your

butterfly inducing

smile

and your

too pink cheeks

and the way

you make me

crazy