ive realized that im not good at posting anything or trying to update anything. not to mention my depression just got worse and i also realized that this book didn't do well at all, not for me or you or anyone.

im sorry i wasn't good at this, especially since you all loved yoonseok so much.. i wish i could've done better.

i guess me and this story was just not good enough. i know i hurt some of your feelings and im sorry, i was just trying to have fun but i it got out of hand too fast.

until then, this is probably it. i cannot find another reason to keep me or this book alive.

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(this was in 2015 or 17, they're healing)

goodbye myself, goodbye yoonseok.

i tried, more than anything.

ill probably come back only to get hurt again

all i want.. was to be good enough.