Me: *makes sarcastic joke at friend*

Friend: *laughs*

Mama: Well, he has no control over that.

Me: 0.0

Friend: *just kinda stands there*

Me: Thanks

Me: Now I feel bad

Me: I'm gonna go die now

Me:

Mama: Ugh

•••

When you try so hard but you fail.
When you get so angry at yourself for it.
When everyone else doesn't see that you're beating yourself up over it.
When they beat you up over it.
And so you try harder.
And harder.
And harder.
But at some point, you can't anymore.
You try so hard.
You cry yourself to sleep.
You don't allow reading, writing, drawing, music.
You put your all into it.
But it all stays the same.
You try.
You fail.

•••

What I type: Lol Oh my Word I've been laughing for ten minutes

Me: *breathes out nose extra hard for 1/2 a second*

•••

Friend: Why haven't you read the book I lent you?

Me: I'm also reading two books for school, three other books in my free time, online books, I draw, I'm behind in my classes, I need sleep, my family forces me to be with them, and I'm leaning piano.

Friend: Well, it's a good book.

Me: Oh no

Friend: What

Me: You're turning into a fanboy

Friend: ???

Me: The Hunger Games, Maze Runner, ITS HAPPENING

Friend: 0-0

•••

Me: *having mental breakdown*

Daddy: Relax and go to bed.

Me: hoW

Me: I'm dyiNG

Me: heLP ME

Me: UGH

Daddy: Relax

Me: I phySICALLY CANT

•••

Me: *is insomniac*

Me: Ugh

Me: I know

Me: I'll just type my past life into a 300 word thing on Wattpad

Me: I will feel tired then

Me: Yeah

Later

Me: Yeah not tired