Ethan tightened his hold on Thomas when woke up holding him the next morning. Despite the fact that he didn't get enough sleep, Ethan felt alive as he could feel Thomas besides him.

Ethan had his hand over Thomas' chest so that he could feel his heartbeat. It was steady and calming underneath his fingertips, and Ethan continued to brush the same area over and over again with his thumb.

"Are you really touching me up in my sleep?"

Thomas could feel Ethan's face turn into a smile, because it was pressed in between his shoulders. He also felt Ethan's hands splayed all over his naked stomach.

Ethan kept his arms around Thomas as the other man turned over. Thomas opened his eyes and saw Ethan in front of him, sharing a special smile that was only known between them.

"Did you have a good sleep?" Thomas asked in between yawns.

"Slept like a log." Ethan whispered as he looked fondly back at Thomas.

Thomas moved his hands onto Ethan's hips as he gently caressed the area with his thumb, "How do you feel?"

Ethan laughed as he covered Thomas' hand with his own. "It's a little sore, but it was totally worth it."

Thomas was glad that Ethan didn't seem to regret anything they did last night. Thomas had one of the best days of his life yesterday, as it felt so surreal being in a constant state of happiness and bliss.

After spending time with the person he wanted to be with the most, Thomas wanted to continue cherishing the rest of the time he had left with Ethan.

Thomas leaned forward and quickly kissed Ethan. "So... Would you be open to doing that again sometime?"

"Like right now?" Ethan chuckled.

Thomas was shaking his head as he wanted Ethan to give his body time to recover slightly. "Not right-"

"Because I'm game if you are."

Thomas snickered as he saw the eager grin on Ethan's face. Even though Thomas knew that Ethan was more of a horn dog between the two of them, he didn't expect this eager of a response from the person who hadn't had sex with another man before.

"Is this the first thing you thought about when you woke up?" Thomas laughed.

"I'm not going to lie..."

Ethan's libido had been completely revitalised as he couldn't ignore the way Thomas made him feel last night. "I've never been so excited to wake up before."

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Ethan had a devilish smile on his face as he rolled on top of Thomas' naked body. Ethan let his hardened cock rest between Thomas' abs, so that he could show Thomas how excited he was.

Thomas was staring right at Ethan's cock as he forced out in a whisper, "This is a sight I never knew I needed before..."

Ethan was looking down at the man underneath him as he began to slowly thrust his cock against Thomas' abs.

A smirk showed on Ethan's face when he felt Thomas immediately knead his ass. "You going to keep teasing-"

Thomas shot up from the bed so that he was sitting up in place. He wrapped his arms around Ethan's torso as Ethan clung his arms onto Thomas' shoulders.

Ethan dipped his head down as he kissed Thomas with a sense of urgency. Ethan's new discovery of his sexual desires regarding Thomas made him clutch onto the other man as passionately as possible.

Thomas had to match Ethan's pace because the other man was in a frenzy. Ethan's hands were scatted all over Thomas' body as Ethan bathed in the heat that was under his touches.

Thomas kept one of his hands on Ethan's back to steady him from falling. He then used his other hand to make Ethan moan by grabbing his cock. Toying with the precum that was dripping onto his hand, Thomas used it to pump Ethan's cock enthusiastically.

Ethan pulled his mouth away from Thomas as he leaned towards the bottle of lube that was left on the bedside table last night. He dropped it onto Thomas' hand as Ethan started to kiss Thomas' neck.

"I know you always liked fucking every woman you saw, but this is something completely different." Thomas pointed out.

Ethan chuckled as he completely agreed. "Gay sex really is fun."

Thomas began to laugh as he realised Ethan was recalling his words from a previous time he used. "I'm so glad you agree."

"It had been so long since I had full on sex with someone." Ethan moved his head away from Thomas' neck so that he could look at Thomas. Ethan had a lustful look on his face when he whispered, "It's not just because you fucked me for the first time last night, but I'm pretty sure I'm this horny because I liked the entire feeling about it - so fucking much."

Ethan just showed how much he liked it as he moaned once he felt Thomas' cool fingers inside of him. Ethan dropped his head onto Thomas' as he clung onto Thomas' shoulders once again - letting the other man prepare him for the feeling he wanted to recreate.

This was only the second time they were going to have sex, and Thomas was certain that Ethan was his most enthusiastic and expressive lover. The constant moans, and the way Ethan's body reacted by seeking him out, all of it made Thomas want to go completely animalistic.

They had stayed in the same position the entire time as Thomas rolled the condom on his own aching cock. Ethan was sitting on his knees as he hovered himself over Thomas' slicked up cock.

Ethan clung onto Thomas' shoulders even more as he sank himself down onto Thomas. Red imprints were left on Thomas' back as Ethan was clutching onto him to brace his own pain.

"Don't go too fast." Thomas warned Ethan. "You're going to really hurt yourself if you push too much on your own body."

"I know what I'm doing."

Thomas felt so turned on by those few words from Ethan. That confidence and assurance from the inexperienced man made Thomas' cock throb inside of him on its own.

When Ethan fit a comfortable amount of Thomas' cock inside of him, he let his body adjust to it as he kissed Thomas. Ethan then moved his arms around Thomas' neck as he grasped the other man to bring in more passion between them.

Ethan was already sweating as he pulled his lips away from Thomas' desperate ones. He rested his own forehead against Thomas' as he began to slide himself up and down Thomas' cock.

Ethan felt like he was always going to need more adjusting time whenever he felt Thomas' cock inside of him. But Ethan was impatient because his entire body was clawing for Thomas, and so Ethan closed his eyes to fully appreciate how Thomas made his body feel.

Thomas could see all of the emotions easily displayed on Ethan's face, because it was already so close to his own. The flicker of pain was soon replaced by long expressions of moaning enjoyment.

As Ethan continued to ride Thomas in his lap, Thomas eventually saw the beautiful green eyes looking back at him with fire. The small chuckle Ethan let out as he showed his enthusiasm, ignited Thomas' inner emotions even more.

Thomas kissed the smirk on Ethan's face, as he then began to meet Ethan's riding motion with his own thrusting hips. Ethan moaned even harder as he felt Thomas' cock constantly brush his prostate in an unpredictable pattern - making Ethan crazy with the anticipation and the unexpected orgasms.

"I'm cumming." Ethan moaned as he whispered to Thomas.

Ethan began to speed up his own pace as his tight hole could feel every sensation of Thomas' thick cock inside of him. This feeling of having Thomas making him feel whole sent Ethan into madness, and he made Thomas' cock hit the bundles of nerves that made Ethan's cock explode onto Thomas' chest.

Ethan was heavily panting as he constantly moaned whilst he felt his cock twitch with cum shooting out of him. He still had his arms desperately clutching onto Thomas' neck as he pained the other man's chest white.

Thomas moaned out Ethan's name as he clutched his toes whilst climaxing. He froze his movements as his cock continued to twitch inside of Ethan, making the other man bathe in the warm feeling that was still literally inside of him.

"Holy shit." Thomas moaned to Ethan.

Ethan laughed as he nodded along. He pressed their sweaty heads together as he sought out Thomas' lips once again.

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Thomas collapsed on the bed besides Ethan as he had just finished wiping their bodies clean. Both of them were on their backs as Thomas playfully smacked Ethan's chest.

"What?" Ethan giggled.

"Really?" Thomas leaned onto his elbow so that he could look at Ethan's face. "You were a gay virgin 24 hours ago, but suddenly it seems you know exactly what you're doing."

Thomas then described how Ethan was the driving force that pushed them to have some of the best sex in his life. Thomas described how he had never seen Ethan so enthusiastic about sex before, and he then described how Ethan's body reacted to everything they did together.

"I am super down to do it like that again," Thomas laughed. "I just didn't expect all of that within the first 24 hours window."

Ethan nervously laughed as he hugged his pillow. He was trying to cover himself up as he felt like there was a spotlight on him. "I'm just super horny?"

"Ethan..."

"But I am!" Ethan laughed harder. "Everyone else is moving forward with their lives, so I wanted to do the same."

Thomas furrowed his brows at Ethan as he asked, "I know I've been asking a lot of questions lately, and that's because I really do care about you Ethan, but what do you mean by that?"

Ethan sighed as he then sat up against the headboard. Thomas soon joined him in the same position as Ethan explained, "Kristen and Harrison are having a baby. My mom and dad are getting even more richer and powerful as they watch their money and business grow. And Tamsen is marrying her childhood sweetheart in a couple of weeks."

"What's that got to do with anything?" Thomas wondered.

"I'm just trying to enjoy my life as much as possible right now," Ethan explained "Everybody else is doing whatever makes them happy at the moment."

Ethan then looked away from Thomas as he gently whispered, "And I feel like I'm the happiest when I'm with my boyfriend."

Thomas swallowed nervously when he repeated, "Boyfriend?"

Ethan held a pillow in the air to act as a barrier from either of them seeing each other. It was too late for Ethan to stop his rambling as he couldn't get any more embarrassed right now.

"Well you're more than my fucking friend if I wanted you to fuck me like that!"

Thomas accidentally snorted as he listened to the way that Ethan had portrayed things between them. He didn't expect this kind of outburst from Ethan, but then again, he knew that Ethan was most likely to make a joke out of things to mask his hidden truths.

"Will you say something?" Ethan complained. "I'm dying of embarrassment from everything I did this entire morning!"

Thomas reached for Ethan's hand that was under the blanket. Thomas squeezed it as he cheekily grinned, "It's been a while since I had a boyfriend."

"At least you've had one!" Ethan was complaining because this was a completely new, and terrifying territory for him. "What do I buy you when we get into a fight? I'm pretty sure an 18 carat diamond necklace isn't your thing!"

Thomas threw the pillow towards the door as he laughed, "You've done that with one of your girlfriends before?"

Ethan threw his hands in the air as he reasoned, "It's easier than talking about it like this!"

Thomas was contemplating Ethan's way of dealing things, as he reasoned. "The sex probably won't be as good."

Ethan laughed manically as he tried to point out, "Diamonds are a girl's best-"

Thomas had enough of teasing Ethan as he felt like he had to shut Ethan up by kissing him. He grabbed his head so that he could pull the other man closer, and show him how much he loved hearing Ethan refer to himself as his boyfriend.

Ethan couldn't help but smile at seeing Thomas' enthusiastic reaction. It may have been a heat of the moment kind of thing, to mention being boyfriends, but Ethan didn't care because of how much of Thomas' current reaction made him so happy and excited.

Ethan pulled himself away so that he could gently hold Thomas' face in his hands. He swallowed nervously as he wanted to explain why he wanted to be Thomas' boyfriend. "You make me so fucking happy, Thomas. It doesn't feel right to call you a friend when I want so much more with you."

Thomas placed a soft kiss onto Ethan's forehead as he was treasuring every moment he shared with Ethan. "I feel the same way about you, Ethan. I care for you so much more than to just call you a friend, and nothing would make me happier than being your boyfriend."

Ethan nodded his head as he listened to Thomas' perfect words that made him feel so appreciated and cared for. He pulled Thomas back to him as Ethan was desperate to kiss his boyfriend.

Thomas had a similar grin to the one Ethan was wearing, as he then moved himself to sit on top of Ethan. Thomas then pulled the blanket over their heads as Ethan dragged their bodies underneath the covers.

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Ethan chuckled to himself as he smacked the equally exhausted Thomas on the chest. "I think that was the best sex I ever had."

Thomas was still panting as he crawled closer to Ethan to kiss him. "You took the words right out of my mouth."

Both of them felt so ecstatic and fulfilled as they laid side by side each other. It had been such an amazing day for them both, because they were physically and emotionally connected to each on multiple and repeated levels.

Ethan felt like he was getting the kind of affection, admiration, and appreciation Ethan always wanted from another person. After his initial doubts about it being with another man, Ethan's fixation on Thomas' gender personal became a non-issue for him.

Ethan thought that Thomas was giving him all the emotional support he wanted and needed from a partner. He also knew that Thomas was capable of giving him all the physical needs he unknowingly yearned for.

Thomas could see how Ethan was breaking him out of the mould that made him so used to being alone in his life. Whilst cloaking his nature because of his line of work, Ethan was the one that showed Thomas how he had been accustomed to being alone, when Thomas no longer wanted that anymore.

They wanted to spend so many more days like this, with only the both of them around, to bring life into each other's world. But they both knew that it could only last for so long since they were on borrowed time.

"How long until I need to drive you to the airport?" Thomas whispered.

Ethan had a mental countdown burned into his brain, as the minutes ticked by until he had to leave Thomas. "80 minutes."

Thomas swallowed the emotions that were threatening to come out as he patted Ethan's leg. "Go take a shower. I'll help you pack your bags while you're in there."

Ethan stayed in Thomas' bed as he watched the other man run round the room. Thomas was collecting all of Ethan's things because he thought it would be helping Ethan, but Ethan was feeling just as dejected as the minutes continued to tick down.

They were both silent as they didn't want to talk about the elephant in the room. No matter how much they wanted to be together, the physical distance was something neither of them were certain they could overcome.

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Thomas stood besides Ethan as they waited for Ethan's plane to board. Both of them sat in the empty seats next to each other as the elephant in the room continued to grow in mass and size.

"Do you have someone to pick you up when you land?" Thomas asked.

Ethan nodded his head when he replied, "I have a driver that's going to pick me up."

Thomas wanted to continue trying to fill in the deathly silence between them. "Are you hungry? I can sprint down to a store and buy a sandwich for you if you want."

Ethan had anxiety butterflies inside of him as he felt too sick to eat. "I'm not hungry."

Thomas had his head in his hands as he couldn't pretend like everything was going to be okay between them. "Is all of this just stupid?"

Ethan finally reacted when his voice came out low and soft. "What do you mean?"

Thomas was still hunched over as he looked at Ethan, "You don't think all of this flying back and forth is too tiring? You don't think it's too stupid that we have to clutch onto these straws?"

"I guess it's just how things are going to work between us." Ethan concluded.

Thomas swallowed nervously as he grabbed Ethan's hand. He brushed his thumb over the back of Ethan's hand once, and gave it a gentle squeeze before letting go of Ethan.

"I have loved every second we've spent together these last three days Ethan, but we can't forget how this long distance relationship is going to be too much for us."

Ethan didn't like how any of this was sounding. He also loved every moment they shared together, and that's why Ethan wanted more. "What do you mean?"

"Long distance relationships never work out."

Ethan knew that there was truth behind the statement as it was common knowledge to everyone. "Our relationship could?"

"Everyone always like to think that their long distance relationship is going to work, that they're the one that will break the cycle." Thomas spoke with so much conviction in his voice as he genuinely asked, "Do you think we have what it takes?"

Ethan hated how articulate and logical Thomas could be sometimes. These were one of those times as Thomas was pointing out the flaw to the relationship they had just started.

Five thousands miles apart wasn't something that could constantly be swept under the rug, and the both of them knew that.

Ethan may have been happy to call himself Thomas' boyfriend, but both of them knew that Ethan was at risk of losing so much more if he did come out about Thomas.

All of this had played in Ethan's mind as he whispered, "I don't know."

Thomas hated how he thought this was the right way to go with this conversation. More pain was destined to be along the way, and Thomas felt like he had an obligation to point it out.

"Do you think either of us deserve to be in this constant state of unknown fuckery? Things will never be normal between us when we're five thousands miles apart, and things are only going to get more difficult as time goes by."

Ethan thought about everything Thomas had just said. He perfectly understood what Thomas was pointing out, and he knew where Thomas was going with this conversation.

The first week apart after they got together was already difficult, so Ethan was unsure about how these next couple of weeks were going to work.

"There's only one truly good thing I have in my life that is mine," Ethan whispered. "And I want to keep you for as long as I can."

Thomas always thought of himself as a very rational and logical person. Even though his brain was telling him to end this before it gets too difficult, Thomas just wanted to hug and kiss Ethan as often as he could.

"Let's make the most of what we got now." Thomas told Ethan.

A couple of minutes passed as the both of them eventually saw that Ethan's plane was now boarding. They stood up together as Thomas made sure Ethan's coat was zipped up.

"We're going to try and make this work, okay?" Ethan checked.

Thomas nodded his head as he squeezed Ethan's arm. "Like any good boyfriends."

Ethan felt comfortable knowing that nobody around them would recognise him or what family he came from. Ethan draped his arms around Thomas' neck as he then paused - to let Thomas know what he was about to do.

Thomas chuckled as he then brought his own hands around Ethan's waist. With only a few seconds left, they intended to make it count as they kissed goodbye.

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