About an hour after I got back to the cabin I finally got time to slip away from everybody to talk to Melody we went outside to the swing .
Sitting down she turns to me

" So I hear you are no longer a Virgin "
" No I'm not and I will say it was fabulous the first , the second , third , fourth , fifth "
" I get the point Girl " she said with a laugh

" So what do you need to tell me "

" Well I heard my parents talking the other night about what happened to your Mama years ago that your fathers helped her with and let me just say it's not nice at all "

" What tell me " I say

" Well I overheard Mama say your Mama was taken by a Guy Names Aleksandr he was key word Was a Russian Mob Boss seems Nana Lilly and The guys helped Aunt Cassie after she was found the first time  for awhile then she went to live with Your Fathers and then Aunt Sang and Aunt Casey we're kidnapped when she was pregnant with the triplets but they got her back safely well for her but not for Aleksandr he was killed by Your Papa Raven for all the things he did to your Mama"

I sat there Digesting what she just told me
I'm glad that bastard is dead he got what he deserved for hurting my mama

" And your Mama has several deep scars on her back from where Aleksandr beat her with a belt " Melody added

" Why didn't they tell me when I was "

" Harper do you think it would have been a good thing to tell your daughter who just was attacked and beaten what happened to you
No I don't but I know she wants to tell you but I think it's hard for her to relive what happen even after all theses years and I think there is more but I couldn't stay hidden long so" Melody said

" I know there is more Melody because before I showed her my scars Uncle Sean told her it would help both of us if she told me and she left the room in tears saying she couldn't " I tell her

" What do you think it is "

" I don't know but I will find out "

" Hey you two what y'all talking about " Mama Sang asked

Damn she is so freaking quiet neither one of us heard her come up

" Nothing important " I say

She gives me that look of I heard you both but I will let go for now

Both Melody and I glanced at each other

" Look it's not my place to tell you but what Melody overheard is correct and yes there is more but I will not betray your Mamas trust and You Melody don't you speak another word about this you understand me " Mama Sang said

" Yes M'am I won't " Melody said
" Mama Sang Do you know what happened to My Mama" I asked
" Yes I Do Harper and no I won't tell you and I don't suggest you asking Nana Lilly either this is something Cassie needs to tell you not any one else I know you want to know but at the same time didn't you have a really hard time showing your Mama your scars from Todd " She stated

" Yes I did and I do get it I may not understand they tell us all the time honesty is the best way but ... "

" Harper Jane Toma " Mama Yelled
" Easy Cassie " Mama Sang said

But I could feel the anger coming off Mama in Waves the match was lit and there wasn't a fire extinguisher around to put it out the flame

" Before you start to yell at me , You might want to take a look at yourself I haven't done anything wrong I asked you back at the hospital what was going on and you wouldn't tell me at all , Now with what I was told that some Asshole hurt you but I don't know how he did but what ever he did must have been really bad if Papa Raven did what he did to protect you ,I think you could add least tell me I told you all what happened to me all grizzly details of being beaten anytime anyplace for anything being tied down stabbed with a knife and having that Bastard Carve in my skin the Words Slut on my back so you ... "

" Harper Jane Toma "
I looked to see all my Daddies and Papas along with The Guys , Uncle North, Uncle Nathan , Uncle Luke all with their mouths open
" You can be mad at me all you want it doesn't matter to me " I say as I leave them all

" Harper Jane Toma you stop right there " Papa Brandon Yelled

I did as I was told to do

" I don't know what the hell is going on but you don't talk to your Mama like that do you understand" Papa Said
I just stared at him
" Do you " he asked
"Do you " he repeated as he stepped closer
" What are you going to do Hit me go ahead I've Been beat before why not again " I yell at him
Papa looks at me
I lost it tears fall and turn and run away into the cabin hearing voices yelling at me I didn't care I needed to get away

Once inside I run to the room slamming the door locking it sliding down the wall holding my knees with my arms
What the fuck just happened I just yelled at mama and Papa Brandon son of bitch I'm gonna be in so much trouble now
I hear the front door come open and slam shut and heavy footsteps coming to the bedroom door
The knob shakes

" Little One let me in "
" No Papa Raven I don't want to talk please leave me alone " I croak out
" Little One "
" No " I yell
I hear Daddy Corey say " Raven leave her alone for now " I hear Papas footsteps retreat from the door .

I get up off the floor and climb up in the bed curling up around the pillows I close my eyes and just cry myself to sleep .

Waking up all stuffy nosed and red eyed
I see that it's 2 am damn being emotional is literally exhausting ha I got jokes .
Going over to the door I open it the place is dark and quiet I make my way to the kitchen and see a note on the counter

Harper
If you come out after we go to bed , There is a plate of food in the microwave for you to eat and please do so don't starve yourself and know that all of us love you no matter what
Love
North

I reheat the food it was a plate of spaghetti I catch the microwave before it beeps so that it doesn't wake anyone up I go to the table and eat it in the dark the only light coming in is the Moonlight and that's enough to be able to see .
After I finish I take my plate and hand wash it and the fork drying them then putting both away . I flip the note over and write on the back

North
Thank you for the food it was delicious as always
Love you
Harper

I then Made my way to the bathroom to take care of business and take a shower I didn't care what time it was I felt yucky
Starting the water in the shower which is bigger than mine at home it had two Benches which I will say work our great for shower sex and yes Sammy and I found out
Climbing in I let the water run across me it felt so good and the steam was helping my nose come unclogged

Dipping my face in the water then lathering it up with face wash I washed my face and then rinsed it off I was in the middle of that when the shower door opened with a slight creak
I felt two arms come around me

"Jellybean I missed you so much"
" I missed you too Mason "
" Are you Okay "
" I've been better, I didn't mean to wake you up I thought everyone is asleep "
" I dozed off but I'm concerned about you since there hadn't been any noise and all of us tried to get you to come out for dinner but I guess you had fallen asleep " he says

" Yeah I did but don't worry about me Mason I'll be fine "
" I will worry about you Jellybean you are my girl , My love " he says
" I love you too Mason "

" Your Papa is very upset about what happened you know he would never hurt you like that it was all Uncle Corey could do to calm him down he wanted to bust down the door to get in here and your Mama she's just as upset I don't know what is going on but I think you both need to sit down and talk " Mason said

As he takes the loofah across my body washing it slowly he turned me around so my back is now facing him he takes his fingers and traces the words Todd carved in me

" You are the most beautiful woman in the world to me these words mean nothing and when we get back I'm taking you to get a tattoo or even maybe they can do that laser thing on it and erase it " he says

" A tattoo is what I want to do " I tell him

" Good we can run ideas between the four of us and figure out something " he tells me

He finished washing me I returned the favor to him he enjoyed his back being washed

He reaches over me turns the water off and we get out and dry off
I go out into the room to grab my PJ and a pair of Panties
" You all squeaky clean now"
" Morgan "
" Yes Bambino "
I go to him and hug him tightly he lifts me up and twirls around with me
My towel falls open when he sets me back down on the floor
He reaches for it pulling it completely open
" Turn around "
I do
I feel his fingers do the same as Mason did
" You are so beautiful Bambino " he says as he closed the gap I feel his body against my back
His arms wrap around me holding me for a few moments

" Get dressed and let's get some more sleep " he says
I do get dressed and climb in bed Morgan is one side of the bed and when I got in Mason climbed in behind me I was now sandwiched between them

I laid on my side so Mason curled up behind me and Morgan curled up to the front half
" Im sorry for being so emotional lately with all that had gone on Everything is getting to me I feel so out of control no matter how hard I try to keep it contained the flashback are coming in more and more to the point I really haven't slept well since Sammy left "

" Harper that was four weeks ago Bambino why didn't you say anything I'm sure which ever Parent was here they would have helped you " Morgan said
" I know they would but I need to deal with this on my own "
" No Harper we deal with this together all four of us and the families You are not alone  now let's get some sleep " Mason said
I snuggled into them and we fell asleep together