(I have been slacking. Holy shit)

I could feel it burning inside me. The rage. The shame. I could feel the bile against my throat as I started retching. Kirito ran over and tried to calm me down. I shoved him away, got to my feet and ran. I didn't care where I was going. That didn't matter. What mattered was I was getting away from them. From Sinon. I didn't want to hurt anyone. After an hour of running, I reached a cliff where the grass hung over the edge. I slumped to my knees, the rush fading and the images flooding into my eyes. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes as I choked back the sorrow, the grief. The rage. I could feel a scream swelling inside my lungs, aching to be let out. So, I let it out. I opened my mouth and screamed an agonized scream. I slumped to my knees and continued to scream, the rage and grief choking out the last of my voice as I started to shake and sob. Tears fell from my face and onto the ground, where they were soaked into the digital grass. I gripped the ground as the tears kept coming. I couldn't hear anything aside from my strained sobs and sniffling. When I felt a hand touch my shoulder, I nearly grabbed the person and threw them off. But I stopped when I saw them. When I saw her. She had a look in her eyes. I couldn't tell if it was grief, or confusion. It could've been both. I let go of her hand and turned away. It took a while, but when I calmed down enough, I sat down next to her and stared out at the distance before us. That's when she spoke.