Third Person's POV

"My mother never wanted to keep me. When my mother told the man who donated his sperm for me, the man freaked out and told her to go away. She can't abort me because it was too late to abort. So she had to keep me forcefully. I am a burden to her, to this  happy family. I am a mistake, Tae" Jungkook looked at Taehyung and smiled sadly 

"Come on you are not, Kook. How could you think that? Then you are the best mistake that happened to me" Taehyung said. Jungkook chuckled 

"When I was born, not a single person loved me. Everyone just left me alone, not even my brother" Jungkook said

"How could you know? You were small?" Taehyung asked. Jungkook chuckled 

"My mother told me. My fucking mother told me how miserable I was when I was child. And I believed it. She was telling true and I know that" Jungkook sighed

"Kook, if you are not feeling alright then you don't have to tell me" Taehyung said 

"No It's okay" Jungkook mumbled "When I was 6 years old, hyung was like 10 years old. He never loved me. He was just like my mother. He never cared for me. He was so cold that I was scared of him. He wasn't rude to me at all. He just didn't talk to me. Didn't ask me how I was. So I have spent my whole childhood being alone, feeling miserable"

"That's why you are so quiet" Taehyung said

"It could be a reason" Jungkook smiled

"So your brother is an asshole?"

"Yeahh.." Jungkook chuckled 

"How about your sister?" Taehyung asked

"To my hyung she is the queen and for me Noona is the biggest bitch I have ever seen" Jungkook said while chuckling 

"Oh wow" Taehyung said with a shocking expression "more than Lily?"

"Lily is nothing" Jungkook scoffed "at least Lily is good towards whom she loves"

"I have to met her"

"Please Don't" Jungkook said "they always play with each other but never played with me. Sometimes I feel abandoned. Like I was never meant to be here. I was from a different father. So they never payed attention to me. One day, my mother told me that my father was different then  the other two. I was just a child and I cried a lot after hearing that. I felt like they weren't my family. They were someone else just taking care of me. Just fulfilling my needs. So I cried a lot. At this point, I closed myself in a closet. Then hyung came, hearing all those sobbings. He was shocked when he looked at me. He held my hand and bent down a little. He hugged me, he realized all his mistakes. He told me not to worry. He told me that he will took care of me even though he was only 13" Jungkook said with a smile

"So that's why you like your brother?"

"He took a special place in my heart. He was there when I needed someone" Jungkook said with a smile "I will never forget what he told me"

"What?" Taehyung asked

"He told me that I can cry but I don't have to cry alone" Jungkook said with a biggest smile

"And now look at my hyung" Taehyung said with a dramatic tone. Jungkook chuckled 

"And then everything scattered when my hyung left me, left us" Jungkook said while his smile was fading away.
"My mother told me that it was my own fault, I was a burden to my brother. So That's why he left me and my stupid ass believed her. And that was the first time when I cut my hand" Jungkook said while sighing. Taehyung back hugged Jungkook. Jungkook was more comfortable in Taehyung's lap

"Everyday, they were taunting me. There was no one to defend me, no one one to save. My hyung wasn't there to save me, wasn't there to defend me" Jungkook sighed

"I always wanted to become someone good, my hyung also wanted that. So I tried my heart and soul to become a policeman and I succeeded. I succeeded, what my hyung wanted" Jungkook smiled proudly. Taehyung kissed Jungkook on his hair

"What's that for?" Jungkook asked

"I just wanted to" Taehyung said with a smile

"My mother was bragging to everyone that how she helped me to become like this. Fucking woman. I hate her" Jungkook rolled his eyes. Taehyung chuckled 

"I tried to call my hyung everyday. Every fucking day. Everyone thought that he was dead. Everyone gave up but I didn't. I kinda started to forget him because I was too busy. But everything changed when someone started to give me love, someone started to take care of me. Not just someone, some thief with his child" Jungkook rolled his eyes "of course you knew the story about Blu?"

"Yeah..I know" Taehyung chuckled nervously. He was getting jealous 

"My mission was to expose Blu and in return he exposed my love towards him. Police department told me to shoot him but I didn't, I couldn't" Jungkook sighed "but he is dead now and his child at orphanage. I should meet her" Jungkook suggested while looking at Taehyung 

"Yeah..You should" Taehyung mumbled 

"But I can't. They forbidden me to go there" Jungkook sighed

"Yeah.." Taehyung said. Jungkook looked at Taehyung. Jungkook smirked 

"You are jealous, right?" 

"No I am not"

"Yes you are" Jungkook smirked even more

"NO I AM NOT" Taehyung again said

"Yes yo-" Jungkook was about to complete the sentence. Then Taehyung hugged him tightly. He kissed Jungkook's neck

"Yes I am jealous. I am overprotective, over possessive and whatever the fuck over is. And what will you do, Huh?" Taehyung kissed Jungkook's neck and slowly coming towards his shoulder. Jungkook tried hard  not to moan but he failed. His heart just skipped a beat. He smacked Taehyung's face and pulled him away

"Oww" Taehyung said then pouted. 

"Don't change the mood, Tae" Jungkook said

"Yeahh.." Taehyung chuckled 

"Then the police mother fuckers abandoned me. Abandoned me like I was nothing but a shit. They forgot all the hardworks that I have done. My face was all over the news. Everyone was throwing trash over me, I was so ashamed of myself and That's the time when I started to cut myself everyday. My family kicked me out. They said that I was a disgrace and always will be a disgrace to my family" Jungkook said while a tear fell from his eye. Taehyung hugged him more tightly and intertwined his fingers with him

"Wow..then they took all the money from. Yeah they took a money from A person WHO IS A DISGRACE TO THEIR FAMILY" Jungkook said sarcastically 

"It wasn't my fault that my mother fucked with some random dude. It wasn't my fault that my hyung left me. It wasn't my fault that I was born into this family. You can't control your birth but you can control your death and that was my motivation" Jungkook sighed

"I was a fucking homeless. No food, shelter for me. The best thing happened when my hyung gifted Guruem. Even my hyung wasn't there with me but Guruem was everywhere" Jungkook said and smiled. "He is the best thing that happened to me" Jungkook sighed

"So you really like your brother?" Taehyung asked

"I don't like him, I LOVE him, Tae. He means the world to me. He took care of me like his own child when he was young. He never complained about me. He heard all the bad things about me, he defended me, he saved me but he hurted me"

"Damn..I am really jealous of your brother " Taehyung said with a pout

"You are Taehyung, you always are" Jungkook chuckled 

"What..?"

"Nothing" Jungkook chuckled 

"You told me that you have find your brother"

"When did I?"

"You said everyone was hopeless but you weren't. That means you have found him. Where is he?" 

"Yeah..I have contacted him. He is fine with his family. He is happy with someone. And I am happy for him" Jungkook said with a nervous chuckle 

"What is he doing right now? And why did he leave you?" 

"Let's not talk about him Tae" Jungkook mumbled. Taehyung nodded

"But What if your father is my father?" Taehyung asked

"Shut up, Tae" Jungkook rolled his eyes

(A/N: Stop giving me ideas Taehyung 😌)

"I wouldn't be surprised if you have fucked my mother" Jungkook said while rolling his eyes

"I was two years old, so shut up" Taehyung rolled his eyes

"So what? Age is just a number and I wouldn't be surprised" Jungkook said with a sarcastic tone

"It's gross, Kook. Shut up" Taehyung showed him a disgusted face. Jungkook laughed 

"Don't you miss your family? Your home?" Taehyung asked with a concerned 

"After all of this? No honey no" Jungkook rolled his eyes "But another best thing happened to me in these days" Jungkook said nonchalantly. He turned around to see Taehyung with his confused face

"What Kook?" Taehyung was jealous of the best thing.

Jungkook just kept looking at Taehyung with a smile and idiot Taehyung didn't understand this at all. 

"What?" Taehyung asked again. Jungkook smiled and kissed on Taehyung's forehead. Taehyung's eyes grew bigger because Jungkook never did something like this. 

"Nothing. I am tired" He said and hugged Taehyung. Taehyung was still confused as usual 

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