Third Person's POV

//3 AM//

Taehyung couldn't sleep anymore so he walked towards the balcony and sighed while inhaling the fresh air. He took out a pack of cigarettes and started to smoke. He felt arms wrapping around his waist. He sighed

"What do you want?" Taehyung rolled his eyes

"Where did you go?" April asked still hugging him

"I don't need to tell all of you" Taehyung said. April frowned

"It's okay if you don't want to talk" April said and smiled. Taehyung sighed. 

"But when did you start smoking? You don't smoke and You don't like to smoke" April asked watching his hand and sniffing the bad smell around Taehyung 

"I don't like to stay here too but I am still staying, right?" Taehyung asked while raising an eyebrow "just give me some alone time. I am tired" 

"It's okay, Taehyung. Good night" She walked towards her room. Taehyung was still watching the night sky. He hoped that if everything was easier he would be much happier with Jungkook. Everything is falling apart at his sight. He was so sad that he didn't even bother to smoke anymore. He threw the cigarette from the balcony. 

He went towards his room and laid on his bed. He kept looking at the blank ceiling. He was humming to a song then his eyes became teary. He turned to his right side and hugged his pillow. He started to remember what he had been through in a whole year. 

Taehyung's POV

*FLASHBACK*

"LET ME GO, LET ME SEE HIM" I screamed while banging the door. Why did they lock me up in this room? I cried for help but nobody came. Where the heck were everyone? 

"PLEASE JUST LET ME SEE HIM ONCE, MOM. I WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN. PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR" I cried. I tried my best to open the door. They don't even bother what  I am doing. I am tired now. My visions are blurry, I can't see clearly anymore. My body was weak. I sat down while hugging myself on the floor. "Please let me see my Kook o..once..Mom please.." I mumbled. I know she couldn't hear me. Why the heck she was doing this, I am her SON. At least release me. I am feeling like a fucking animal who was locked up in a cage. 

I heard the door lock clicked open. I hurriedly stood up, I stumbled a lot while standing up. I went towards my Mom. 

"Please let me see him..once..at least tell me how is he?" I begged and kneeled before her. I didn't bother to wipe my tears away. She crouched down and cupped my cheeks while wiping my tears. 

"Listen, Taehyung. What I am doing is for your best" she sighed.

"NO" I shouted "You are making everything worse" I pushed her away from me "You killed my father you FUCKING MURDERER" I said angrily. My sadness turned into a ball of angerness quickly. "Now you are killing me slowly" I muttered "painfully" 

"No, honey. I didn't want to tell you about Jungkook because I know that you would be sad"

"Oh wow..DO I LOOK LIKE HAPPY NOW?" I said with a sarcastic tone "ARE YOU HAPPY TO SEE ME SAD? ARE YOU?" 

"Dear" she bit her lips "Jungkook breathed his last breath yesterday.." she said while looking sad. I know she is faking it

"What..?" I said

"Yes, honey. I don't want to you to go there" she kissed my forehead "that's why I locked up you for your own good"

"Get out"

"What?"

"I SAID GET OUT OF MY FUCKING SIGHT" I shouted "do you think I believed you?" I scoffed. This can't be true. No, it isn't true. She is a fucking liar

"I know you won't believe me, So here is someone" She said "and he wanted to say something to you" I saw who was standing before me, his hands were clenched into a fist. I ran towards him and grabbed him by his collar. 

"WHERE IS JUNGKOOK? AND HOW IS HE, YOONGI?" I asked while narrowing my eyes. He didn't answer me. He kept looking down, his eyes were red and puffy. He cried a lot I could tell that but that doesn't mean anything, right? He is still alive. He has to stay alive. 

"ANSWER ME MOTHER FUCKER" he looked into my eyes angrily. His eyes were teary and red and that scared me a lot

"He is n..no more" He mumbled 

"BULLSHIT" I said while punching him. He didn't punch back. I was crying badly and was punching him again and again. WHY ISN'T HE STOPPING ME?? My punches were becoming slow and I kneeled down.

"Please say t..that it Isn't true" I mumbled 

"I wish I could say that" he left immediately and I shouted his name, he didn't even look back. I stood up and my mom grabbed me by my wrist

"Give him some time, he has lost his brother." She said

"IF IT'S TRUE THEN I LOST SOMEONE TOO" I screamed

"Hey, it's okay. I am here now Taehyung" I felt arms wrapped around me softly which was comforting.

"J..Jungkook?" I asked and opened my eyes to see him. My eyes widened. I hugged him immediately "You don't know that how much I am happy to see you after everything" I hugged him tightly 

"It isn't dream, right? You are here. YOU REALLY ARE HERE" I pulled away from the hug and was began to touching his cheeks

"I am here, Taehyung" 

"You listened to me" I smiled, looking at him

"No, I didn't listen to you" he scoffed and pushed me away. He stood up. What?

"B..but you are here?" 

"I am here because it is my duty to be here. And I don't wanna stay with Yoongi and Jimin acting like a third wheel" 

"I.." he stopped me by showing his hands

"I will be a third wheel here too, I know that"

"No.."

"Please, Taehyung. I don't want to break my heart anymore. So don't say anything" he started "seeing you here but can't be with you, hurt my feelings" he said

"I lov-"

"Stop. And once again, your existence hurts me" again? 

"How could you say that?" I mumbled. My eyes were teary. He didn't care. Why does he think like that? How could he?

There was an awkward silence between us and I kinda regretted what I have said to him before. He doesn't want me anymore. He doesn't listen to me anymore. I think I deserve this
 He broke the silence by saying the most hurtful words came from his mouth

"I will appreciate, if you don't come in front of me anymore" he said. "And I will start working from tomorrow" he said. I didn't say anything. How can I say no to him?

"And once again Thank you for breaking my heart" he said and "you could have waited longer but you didn't, so I shouldn't wait longer for your stupid explanations" he said and went towards the door. He turned back

"I am surprised that you didn't kill your mother" he said and left

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