Oh! This........
moment of my life
torments like a knife!
Time is in slow motion,
Thanks to my expectation!

Oh! Silly mind,
Why don't you remind;
You get what you deserve,
Whatsoever you reserve!

Oh! How I long for peace,
when I learn with ease
that
Accepting is relaxation,
Expecting is always tension;

Alas! My mind may be sage,
Whereas my heart is in rage;
Still with wakeful eye,
Will I? Will I? Will I???

Woe! this moment;
How it torments..........