Everyone facing various problem.
But what we do?
We always think how much trouble we are facing.
It's not that our problems are bigger or their problems are bigger than us.
Problem is little but do you know what make them bigger?
It's our thoughts.
We think a lot.
That's the reason our problems seems to difficult to face.
Even sometimes I feel the same.
I start thinking a lot no matter if the problem is little but still I give my full attention to it.
Or in the end I made myself sick.

It's true..
Sometimes we think a lot that we ended up getting sick or hurt.

I will tell you something..
Yesterday something happened which cause me little heart break feeling.
I did those thing which normal human being can do.
I was thinking a lot.
I cry too.
I don't know how much but which cause a trigger button to my old memories.

Now look I had more reason to think, because of one problem I created more unexpected problem.

I hurt myself by thinking about all old stuff.

I ended up getting sick :p

Whatever happened yesterday still a bad memory for me.

Then today I received a call from my college friend.
Then we met..
We talked a lot.
Only at one glance at my face she got to know something happened.
Infact I was surprised about one thing no matter after how long we met when ever we met we both got to know each other situation
By just looking at each other face.

(It just because our bonding is so strong. I don't have much friends but I have 5 bestfriends and it's been 7 year we are stuck with each other xd.)

We discussed our life.
Everything.
I feel better.
But what I got to know she was in bad situations more then me.
But still she was smiling.
Im the only one who knew that her smile is not real.
But then we didn't care what's happening.

We decided we are meeting each other after so long then why not to do some fun.

We drove our activa, we were taking a bath under the rain as we were driving.
Here is a rainy day we don't care.
We drove under the rain for continuely 2 hours.

We laughed a lot
We talked to much.
Then we return to our old meeting place where we always met with my other 4 college friends.

Whatever was happening we forget about it.
We were sitting in the park.
Still we were under the rain.
We don't care if we get sick because of rain.

We both feel relaxed.
It was great day.
I met her after 8 months.
So you can imagine how much I was happy after meeting my real life best friend.

But again when I came back home.
I look at my email.
Waiting for something.
My smile disappeared again.

I was waiting for something.
But again same memory start taking over me.
It's me who can't able to handle her over thinking.
But after looking at that person smiling face and laughter.
I smiled.
I smiled because my that person seems having fun.
That person was happy.
All I just want to see my friend happy.
So I just smiled.
But I stay silent.

I came back to my writing work.
I have nothing to do.
But what I got to know overthinkig will lead you no where.

So I stay calm and listen to the music.
I again walk on my terrace

Guys don't do my stunt
I love raining.
I can't help myself with it.
I will tell you the result
I became sick while doing all these thing lol.

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Then I came back here.
I saw everyone is happy.
They are doing great.

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But my main point is don't think about one particular situation over and over again.
It will lead you no where.
If you want to do something with your problem then sit alone.
Think what is your problem.
How you can tackle them.
What is the solution for them.
Such as observe and understand the situation.
Don't do as I did yesterday.
It was litterly pain in my ass.

So try to solve the mystery rather then getting more jumbled up in the history.
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Moon.