Composure

Time is fleeting from my hands
I want to chase something.
The more I want, the more it goes away.
I'm trying but nothing is happening.
It feels I'm losing my hope.
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{A person is digging the land only to find that particular thing which grabs his attention.
The more he dug the more he is drowning beneath the land.
He went deep inside the land while digging.
Where he starts getting problem in breathing.
No one knows, what's going on.
Everyone thought he's working.
But in reality, he was chasing something but not able to get it.
He is stuck in that situation.
All the faces staring at him with sympathy. While some are laughing.
No one is coming forward to help him.
Then he woke up with the loud knock on his door.
He jerked up and look at his surroundings.
It was a nightmare for him.
But he learns something from it.}
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I lose my hope in something.
It doesn't mean I didn't try to have that thing.
But I stop chasing it because I realized we can't hold or have something forcefully.
What's your it will come to you without forcing.
I'm not saying stop working hard.
But understand the value of that thing.

Time is fleeting.
Heartbeat is increasing.
While we are feeling different kinds of emotions such as fear of losing, going away, will never come back, anger or anxiety.
Don't know what to think.
It's kinda brainstorming.

Lots of questions and thoughts.
Don't know what to choose what to think.

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Then you can do one thing only to get rid of this situation.
Sit alone and calm your mind.
Take a glass of water drink it.
I would prefer ice cream.
Then understand and observe your situation.
Think about once. Did that particular thing /aim/people is important for you.
Detach yourself from that situation.

Think you are giving an idea to your friend that what he can to do in this stuck situation.

Second, you should sit with that person and talk to him or her directly.

I observed that thing /person that is important for me.
But I love that person enough to let them go.
Because the more I want to hold that person. I would end up losing that person more.

I stop bothering myself to try to stop.
I lose my hope already.
But I understand the situation. Now I know what I have to do.
It doesn't mean I will sit and lock myself.
I move forward in the search of life.
My real aim.
The memories will come to my mind often but it made me smile.

Because life is all about the next step

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It just a thought.

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