Days, weeks, months and even years had past but no one can point where did Asia Argento go, she disappeared in a very short amount of time that Loki didn't have any lead and even the most famous and skillful private investigator he hired was useless. He tried reaching for Agustos Ivanov but he can't reach him somehow, he wants to correct his mistake but it seems like it was too late for that. Pagod na naupo siya sa kama, he bought himself a condo and decided to leave there. Hindi na niya maatim na tumira pa sa Mansion kung saan puros kasinungalingan lang naman ang nabuo.

That mansion was build by his mother, it was founding by crime and lie's that Lucille buried with her in grave. Loki sighed and brush his hair, lahat ng maaari niyang lapitan at puntahan ay sinubukan na niya even Luhence was gone. Asia's family was also relocated somewhere he can't find, he knew it was all Agustos plan and he can't blame him for doing those things. He hurt Asia physically and emotionally, he use her for revenge to the wrongful person. He took his phone out and opened it, agad siyang napangiti ng makita ang maganda at maaming mukha ng asawa. Then he suddenly remember her beautiful smile, sweet gestures and caring personality. Asia indeed is the best thing that happened to him and she's also his the one that got away because of his stupidness.

"I'm sorry..." He whispered in pain while looking at Asia's picture. "I'm sorry for hurting you, I know you wouldn't want me anymore as much as you want me before maybe you despise me more now, I-I just wanna know how are you doing and... And our baby?"

Loki sighed and wipe his tears away, akala niya ay pinapawisan kang siya but it was actually his tears. Kahit pa siguro umiyak siya ng dugo ay hindi na niya maibabalik ang nakaraan, Asia would never come back to him. Kahit anong punas niya sa luha ay may bagong bumabagsak kapalit non as if his tears won't dry anymore. Inayos niya lang ang sarili ng may kumatok sa pinto, Loki immediately fix himself and ask who ever is behind the door to get in.

"What are you doing here again Yvo?"

Inangat ni Yvo ang dala nitong beer at mga pag kain then he walk towards Loki's kitchen counter and out everything in order.

"Let's drink, come on it was Friday night."

Hindi kumibo si Loki bagkos at binagsak niya ang sarili sa kama at pinikit ang mga mata.

"Loki get up, I bought foods I can't finish all of this alone."

"I want to be alone Yvo..."

Yvo sighed, binitawan niya ang plato na hawak at nag lakad palapit sa kanyang higaan. He sat beside him.

"You can't be alone for the rest of your life, You are also a victim here Loki. You were manipulated with lies you were clinically diagnosed with anger management issue and depression and it's not your fault okay?"

Nilingon ni Yvo si Loki na nakatakip ng braso ang nga mata. Naaawa din siya sa kaibigan, at first he thought Loki was just full of pride and anger inside him but after getting diagnosed he finally understands him but not anyone could.

"You are changing yourself for the bette Loki, you are trying so hard I can see that Loki."

He suffered a lot, killing his mother infront of him has a great impact to Loki lalo't mahal na mahal niya ang ina. Lucille really manipulated his own son for her own.

"Come on, Asia is surely safe somewhere."

Hindi niya alam ang dapat sabihin, he tries to help him connect to Asia but even his father can't find her. Nawala ang lahat ng track record ni Asia, if Agustos took her he know that she's safe.

"Fine, I'll let you be alone. Pero kumain ka naman muna, you are starving yourself to death Loki and that is not good."

Hindi parin kumibo si Loki kaya't wala siyang ibang nagawa kung hindi ang iwan ito. After Yvo left Loki finally opened his eyes, naupo siya sa kama at tumingin sa mga pag kain na dala ni Yvo. May session pa siya mamaya kay Dr. Cruz ang psychiatrist niya he said that Loki needs time to heal and forgive himself but how could her forgive himself? Easy to say than done. Para siyang lantang gulay na tumayo at nag lakad palapit sa kitchen counter, he started eating the food. After that he took a quick bath and left in hurry dahil late na siya for his afternoon session.

Ipinarada niya ang sasakyan sa tapat ng clinic ni Dr. Cruz he immediately stepped out and walk towards his room. Nakadalawang katok lang siya ng mag salita ang doctor.

"Come in."

Loki push the door open and walk inside, Dr. Cruz immediately stood up and walk towards him shaking his hand.

"Welcome back, take your seat first and we will get started."

Agad naman na naupo si Loki sa silya, he wasn't new here anymore dalawang taon na din siyang nag se-session dito.

"So, still having nightmares?"

Loki sighed and nodded, all he can see in his dreams was his mother and the night Lucille was killed. Then it will replace with Asia's face and he is the one who killed her.

"I-I was so tired of that, I didn't have a good sleep because of that."

"I know..." Dr. Cruz said,"it was traumatizing but you have to help yourself too Loki, I'm just here to guide you but you have to help yourself to fully heal."

Loki sighed, iniyuko niya ang ulo at hindi nag salita. If it was only easy he would do it.

"I-I can't, hindi ko mapatawad yung sarili ko dahil hindi ko pa  nahahanap ang asawa ko. Asia holds a big part of my soul and heart, I just can't forgive myself after every."

The doctor nodded, marami na siyang cases na nahawakan ngunit si Loki lang ang isa sa pinaka matagal niyang pasyente.

"Of course," wika nito. "I'll have you read a story this time Loki."

"A story?"

Dr. Cruz nodded, tumayo ito at nag lakad palapit sa bookshelf. He took a book on the shelf and walk back to Loki, inilapag nito ang libro sa lamesa at naupo.

"A letter to Eliza..." Basa ni Loki sa libro.

"I want you to read one page every day, to give you a summary that book is very unique and special for me. It was a reincarnation of a young maiden and a young man who fell in love in a right place and a wrong time... Niccolo is just like you, he didn't hurt Eliza but he loves her so much."

Loki took the book and opened it, hindi siya nag salita bagkus ay binasa ang unang pahina ng libro. He was so affected by the first chapter of the book, that he didn't realize he was crying.

"Why do I have to read this?"

"Well I do not encourage people to believe in reincarnation at all because of my profession, I want you to read this so that you can have hope."

"A hope for what?"

Dr. Cruz sighed.

"That One day, Asia will be back healthy and living her happiest life. And if that day came, just a glimpse of her smile you'll finally forgive yourself."

"B-but what if she didn't come back?"

Natigilan si Dr. Cruz ngunit ngumiti ito at tumingin sa kanyang mga mata.

"Then you'll have to face your reality,

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LOKI SAT inside the plane willing to go to Italia and try to talk yo Agustos Ivanov again, his willing to risk his life just to talk to Asia again, he will do anything and prove him how sorry he was. If Agustos despise him he also despise himself for everything he had done, para na siyang simpleng mamamayan ngayon. He often go to work because Asia's memory will only came back to him, all of his works were done to home and he prepares it that way.

Tumingin siya sa bintana, unti unti nang tumataas ang eroplano na sinasakyan niya. He would give his life just to talk to Asia again and his willing to take the risk.

"Would you like some wine sir?"

Loki shook his head, the flight attendant keeps on eyeing him and he doesn't give a fuck. Para nga siyang walang pakiaalam sa mundo he would just glance out the window for the rest of the flight without sleeping as if he can't sleep at all.

"Dear passengers, we have just landed to LIN Milan Linate airport Thank you for flying with us."

Loki immediately stood up, nag mamadali siya na unang makababa. He can't waste time any longer gabi na ng makalabas siya ng eroplano. He just needs to know if his wife is okay, safe and happy that's it. If Asia doesn't want him back then it's fine for him. Agad siyang pumara ng taxi at dali daling sumakay doon he patiently waited tapping his fingers to his knee.

"I'm sorry Sir, I cannot get in inside anymore." Wika ng taxi driver.

Loki nodded and payed him before stepping out of the vehicle, it's been two years and Everytime he went here he'll ended up getting beat and dragged to leave. He can fight if he wants too but he can't because he respect Agustos Ivanov's judgement it was not enough actually, he took his daughter and hurt natural lang naman iyon he is a jerk. Agad niyang tinakbo ang malaking gate di kalayuan sa pinag babaan niya, guards were around the mansion and it was not surprising anymore Agustos Ivanov is part of a Mafia he rules tye mafia world one of the most powerful people in Italia that even the government and partnered States can't control him.

"cosa vuoi signore?" Wika ng lalaki na nakatayo sa tapat ng pinto tapos ay tinulak siya nito palayo.

"I'm here for Agustos Ivanov tell him that Loki De Silva is here."

Ang dalawang bantay ay sabay na nag katinginan.

"He don't accept visitors at this moment signore please leave."

But Loki didn't listen, nag lakad siya palapit sa gate at nag pumikit pumasok then one of the guards immediately stop him. Hinawakan siya nito sa balikat at tinulak.

"You are not allowed here, so leave."

Ngunit hindi natinag si Loki, then he gave the man a punch in his face agad itong napahawak sa ilong na dumudugo.

"La merda!" Sigaw ng kasama nito at sinugod si Loki, susuntukin sana niya ito ngunit mabilis na nakaiwas si Loki. Mataas siyang tumalon at sinapa ang mukha nito dahilan yoang bumagsak ang lalaki, ang isa naman na sinuntok niya ay agad na tumayo at sumugod sa kanya ngunit tila napaka bilis ng reflexes niya at malakas ulit itong sinuntok.
When the two lose their consciousness Loki run towards the door and opened it.

Para siyang mag nanakaw na limitado ang kilos at galaw, good thing it was already dark so his moves were fast but very careful. Mabilis siyang nag tago sa malaking puno ng dumaan ang dalawang lalaki na naka suit. Nang masigurong wala na ang nga ito ay mabilis niyang tinakbo ang malaking Mansion. Agad siyang dumikit sa pader at tinignan ang paligid, No guards? That's odd.

Walang kahirap hirap niyang narating ang main door, it was really odd because no one is there to guard the door. Dahan dahan niyang tinulak pa bukas ang pinto at walang pag a-alinlangan na pumasok sa loob. He just needs to see Agustos Ivanov and talk to him, that's it, mabilis siyang nag tago sa malaking poste ng may dumaan na dalawang lalaki. He doesn't have a plan, he doesn't know where to go he went upstairs mas lalo siyang nalula dahil sa laki at haba ng hallway na iyon. It was double the size of his own mansion,

"We have a meeting said Signore, we have to hurry."

They both leave in hurry and Loki immediately followed the two carefully, ingat na ingat siya sa bawat galaw niya. One wrong move and his dead, kumaliwa ang dalawa sa pasilyo he run towards their direction but was stopped when someone point the gun on his head.

"I'm really expecting you Loki."

Agad na inangat niya ang dalawang kamay sa ere. He seems not scared because if he would die today just a glimpse of Asia would be better.

"Why are you here?" Agustos said. "I told you not to come here again don't I?"

Loki slowly nodded.

"I just need to talk to Asia." He said, "that's it I won't bother you anymore."

"Why do you need to talk to her?"

Loki sighed.

"To tell her how sorry I was ..."

"It won't change anything Loki."

Loki nodded, it won't but atleast he correct his mistakes.

"I know, I just want to tell her how sorry I am."

Dahan dahang binaba ni Agustos ang hawak na baril, he ordered Loki to turn around so he did.

"I want you to leave after this."

Tila nabuhayan ng pag asa si Loki sa sinabi ni Agustos, he nodded his head and thank god for this miracle.

"Follow me.."

Loki obliged and followed Agustos ngunit pababa sila, then Agustos went outside leading his way to the huge garden.

"Why are we here?"

"You know how much Asia loves Flowers, it was her companion in her prison cell when she's with you."

Naalala ni Loki ang mga araw na iyon, he lock Asia inside his mansion hurt her making her life miserable.

"We are here.." wika ni Agustos.

Loki frown, he looks around but he didn't see Asia.

"Where is she? Where is Asia?"

"There she is."

Loki looks at what Agustos pointing, agad siyang napaatras tears started flowing down his face because he can't believe what he saw.

"No... It's not true!"

"I wish it was not!" Sigaw ni Agustos. "But it is! And you brought it to her, she could have had a better life without you."

Agustos left Loki alone, agad siyang bumagsak sa sahig habang nakatingin sa bato kung saan nakaukit ang pangalan ni Asia.

'In loving memories of Asia Ivanov'